purpletrance

2010-02-09T15:41:00.001+08:00

No matter how gloomy this picture looks like, it makes me smile so much. :)

2010-02-07T16:50:00.002+08:00

So this is us. After one month++ of migrating to the US of A.

my dad, mum and, me. Being silly in the bathroom. :)) My reason for this random shot? Good lighting. :)

2010-01-31T04:02:00.001+08:00

You know how there are SUPER beautiful girls who don’t know how pretty they are and are just so humble about it? I LOVE THOSE GIRLS. :)

-RT from @maxenemagalona (http://twitter.com/maxenemagalona)

Me too. I like these kinds of girls. Or kahit pa they know they’re pretty pero di nila pinapangalandakan na maganda sila or they don’t just use their looks, they also use their brains. :) I hate hate hate the ones who constantly say “I’m sexy” or “I’m hot” or whatever. Lalo na when they’re actually not! Nakakainis pa na they actually need to tell this to other people just to affirm themselves. I feel like doing a *facepalm* when I hear someone saying that and they’re dead serious about it.

This is also posted in my http://meehkseedurdles.tumblr.com. :)

2010-01-22T17:44:00.002+08:00

Update and delete.

Like what I did with my other blog, I hid all the past entries, deleted the unnecessary ones, and moved on. Oh, and fixed my sidebar. :))

Part of my 2010 resolution.

2008-06-24T00:52:00.002+08:00

Dati di ko iniisip na bumili ng lente kung magka DSLR man ako. Yung tipong magiging masaya na ko sa kit-lens ko. At dati iniisip ko, masaya na ko sa ideya na may CAM na ko finally para makapagpicture.

Pero I was wrong. HAHA.

Ngayong may alam na ko (na kaunti) tungkol sa DOF at bokeh and all that jazz, parang ngayon bumubukas na ang mata ko sa possibility ng kung anong effects ang mabibigay saakin ng lens na may f/1.4. Or yung fisheye. Hay.

Oh well. Haha. Kailan kaya ako makakabili ng bagong lente? :S

Haha kung mapapansin mo naman sa wishlist ko, eh sadyang forever "wish" na lang siya. :(

Hay.

Ohwell. I'm not going pro naman eh. Pero fun lang talaga may ganung lente kasi malay ba natin maging pro ako talaga!

Weh kapal. Tulog na nga ako. Baka at least sa panaginip maging may-ari ako ng magandang lens. :P

2008-06-02T23:59:00.003+08:00

To all those who greeted me through SMS, YM, the Phone, Friendster, Facebook, Multiply, through Blog, and in Person:

A BIG BIG BIIIIIIIIIIIIIG Thank you for greeting me on my last year of being a teenager. :)

Thank you so much for remembering.. :)

I love you all.

Especially my payat, who greeted me all the time. :* Hehe. Thanks. :D Love youuu! :D

2008-05-27T20:21:00.002+08:00

Whee. My AA baby sister. :)

The newest liaison officer of Artistang Artlets. (Nagresign kasi si JM.)

Congratulations Buddy Zuela! :) Much love. :):):)

2008-05-01T21:12:00.003+08:00

Meet Blair. My camera. Haha.

Her name is based on Gossip Girl's Blair Cornelia Waldorf.

Haha :P

Thank you parents, sisters, relatives, and Gabriel. :D

Whee. 5 hours to go. Talk about fast. I have been a voice talent, foley artist, did traffic, auditioned for their dubbing talents, and met loads of artistas. Learned loads of Post Production stuff too!

I want a second ojt though. Now that I have a cam, I might go for Photography. But, since I met djs through dubbing, I thought why not give Radio a try too? But I want Events, Production and Advertising! Gah. I want to try for Provill too. Hmm. Haha. I donno. I'm so fickle. Oh well.

But I might extend since RR's still looking for an OJT replacement. Gah. Hahaha. I'm so flattered because they want to absorb me already but I still have school to think about. And I want to really go on a vacay since this is my last. :(

Oh well. Help me decide? Haha. Will it be events, prod, radio, photog or adver? :))

Anyway, Happy Anniversary to my Parents! 38 years. WOW. Talk about long. :) I wish my marriage would last as much. Or longer. :D or Forever! Yay.

2008-03-26T18:26:00.002+08:00

Aylavetttt. I laaahaaaab dis day.

I have a new nephew.
My gen ave is 1.9 - Meaning no failures this sem (ironically mas mataas pa grades ko kung kailan naging lazy ako)

I can now really say goodbye to POLDY!

.... and may OJT NA KO.

Thank youuuu Road Runner. :)

Pero I want to try production/events/advertising din eh. Maybe i'll try applying on May something. Just to experience it. Kahit hindi siya i-credit. Basta ma-experience lang talaga.

Owell. Pero at least meron na. Hehey!

Thank you Lord. :):):):)

Praying works. Yay. And hopefully I can buy my d60 really soon. + lavender PSP. :))

Thank you Lord for giving me my d60 this Saturday.
To be followed by my PSP on my birthday or earlier!. :D :D :D

2008-03-24T20:11:00.001+08:00

"Sino wala pang OJT?"

*Raises hand*

My gulay. I'm panicking.

Sa lahat ng pinasahan ko, wala pang nakakabasa ata ng resume ko.

At wala pang nagrerespond.

Hay. Mangungulit talaga ako bukas. :(

2008-02-23T22:28:00.003+08:00

Boredom.

Kahit maraming ginagawa, ipopost ko to kasi ang cool. :D
Got this from http://rhysisvain.multiply.com

I give you money and send you into the grocery store to pick up 6 items.
You can only pick one thing from the following departments.. what is it?
1. Bakery: Tasty.
2. Produce: Carrots.
3. Meat: Giniling.
4. Frozen: Vanilla Ice Cream.
5. Dry goods: Cereal.
6. Dairy: Fresh Milk!

If I was to listen in on one of your conversations throughout the day..
What 5 phrases or words would I be most likely to hear?
1. Erkie!
2. GIRRRRL!
3. Boo!
4. Che!
5. Ano beeeh.

What 3 things do you find yourself doing every single day, and if you didn’t get to do, you probably wouldn’t be in the best mood?
1. Eat.
2. Sleep.
3. Hear music.

Sweet, you just scored a whole day to yourself. What 5 activities might we find you doing?
1. SLEEP.
2. Swim.
3. Go to the spa.
4. Go shoooopping.
5. Go to emba and party.

We’re going to the zoo, but it looks like it could start storming, so it’ll have to be a quick visit. What 3 exhibits do we have to get to?
1. Pink flamingos.
2. Penguuuuuiiiins!
3. Polar Bears.

You just scored tickets to the taping of any live show that comes on TV of your choice.
1. GAHD. Gusto ko Ellen Degeneres. :P

You’re hungry for ice cream. I’ll give you a triple dipper ice cream cone:
1. Vanilla
2. Cookie Dough
3. Cookies and Creme.

Somebody stole your wallet. In order to get it back, you have to name 5 things you know are inside to claim it.
1. Credit card.
2. ATM card.
3. Laking National.
4. Celebrity club card.
5. Student driver's license.

You are at a job fair, and asked what areas you are interested in pursuing a career in.
Let’s pretend you have every talent and ability to be whatever you wanted, so what 4 careers would be fun for you?
1. Events Organizer ng Bigfish.
2. Isang editor sa isang malaking post production house.
3. Maging artista na hindi marunong umarte, kumanta, and magsayaw. :))
4. Anything advertising.

If you could go back and talk to the old you when you were in high school, and inform yourself of 4 things, what would you say?
1. Magaral ka. Wala pa sa kalingkingan ng pinagaaralan mo ngayon ang gagawin mo sa college.
2. Wag pumatol sa isang taga OB Las Pinas. Isa siyang manloloko. =))
3. Wag ng makinig at mangausap ng mga backstabber. Di mo sila kailangan pakinggan dahil sa totoo lang, they're losers who can't do anything good sa buhay nila kaya they pull other people down na lang.
4. Di mo kailangang magbago para sa kung kanino mang gagong nagpupumilit sayong magbago ka dahil putangina nilang lahat, di ka nila pinapakain.

Whee. Diba. Fuuuun. :)

Well anyway. Andaming ginagawa. Lista ko nga.

1. Political Dynamics docu (na malapit na kong bumagsak ever.)
2. Filipino flash fiction.
3. Media Campaign ng isang real estate keme.
4. ADQUEST.
5. Lit report!
6. MY GAHD. THESIS. :((
7. Theatre Play.
8. Radio prod recording project ng inspirational kemerut.
9. Isang something na hindi ko pwede i-disclose. Basta event. :P
10. And of course, ang Pambabae, Panlalaki.

Artistang Artlets will be holding it's second Minor Production for S.Y. '07-'08.

Pambabae, Panlalaki is a play written by Gabriel Mari Oblefias, Michelle Ann Ngu, Joanna Marie Katanyag, and Avery Isaac Salaya based from Marlon J. Locsin's short stories.

The production is directed by Marc John Napoleon So and is to be produced by Frances Geraldine Anne Dizon.

It will be staged this February 27, 28 and 29, 2008 at the Rizal Conference Hall, St. Raymund de Peñafort's building, University of Santo Tomas

With timeslots of
February 27: 10am, 2 pm, and 5 pm.
February 28: 10am, 1 pm, and 3 pm.
February 29: 10am, 1 pm, 3 pm and 5pm.

Please contact 09164006779 for inquiries and tickets!
(20 php lang ang ticket. Please please please watch! :)

Yey. So ayon lang. Marami pa kong gagawin. Byeee! :)

2008-01-27T20:33:00.001+08:00

I'm so frustrated. And I really don't know what the reason is. :(

I'm just in one of those moods wherein something's really bothering me, but I can't put my finger on it. :R

Hmmmn. Methinks i'm too lazy. And I hate me for it.

I'm failing school. BOO.

I gotta work my ass off to pull my grades up. Graaaah. :((

No time, no time, to be idle.

2008-01-13T22:41:00.003+08:00

Grabe antagal magdownload ng .pdf files para sa recitation sa adver.

Haha. So ngayon ko lang siya dinadownload eh noh. Sorry naman.

I just came from my niece's first birthday pahaaarteee sa megamall.

At wala akong ma-say.
Ay meron pala.

Maganda yung AVP, Souvenirs and Invites. Charot! :))

Pero seriously, eto na ata yung pinaka-star-studded birthday party na pinuntahan ko ever sa buong buhay ko.

Kamusta naman. Andun kasi yung mga artista ng brother-in-law ko. At si Ricky Lee at si Mother, atbp.
Sosyal ng pamangkin ko, diba. Pang 1 yr old party lang pero pang debut ang level dahil sa mga guests.

Tapos syempre ma-showbiz nga ang mga tao kanina at nakakatawa na nasa gitna ng venue yung table nung mga artista. Haha. :)) Pero kahit tinitingnan sila ng mga tao eh deadma to the world lang sila at kanya-kanya sila ng mga chika. Chika sa cellphone, sa katabi nila, o yung isa pa eh nakita kong nag table-hop at nakikipagkamay sa mga tao tao. Hehe. Ayon.

Pero deadma to the world rin kami ng aking pamilya at lalo na ako na na-leyt sa pagdating sa party kasi nga nag-eerror yung pagrender ng AVP nung pamangkin ko at pinauna ko na silang lahat at nagcommute na lang ako papunta sa megamall.

Segue lang muna sandali.

Nakakatawa talaga mudang ko. Sabi ko, "Sosyal andito si Bembol (Na nakaupo lang sa table na katabi namin). Parang kakakita ko lang sa kanya sa TV (Maging Sino Ka Man), nung isang araw lang." Sabi naman ni mudang, "Lalapitan ko nga siya tapos sasabihin ko sa kanya na 'kawawa naman si Corazon, palagi mong binubugbog.'" At sinabi ko na lang kay mudang na, "Mom, I swear I will disown you as my mother pag ginawa mo yun. Ang jooools!"
Tapos ayun tumawa na lang siya. Joke lang daw. Haha. :)) Oo dapat lang na joke lang dahil hiyang-hiya talaga ako pag ginawa niya yun.
Well at least we're in good terms na dahil for the past few days eh nagaaway talaga kami ni mama dearest. :P

Anyway. Nalungkot talaga ako pagdating ko kasi naubusan ako ng pagkain sa buffet. Kaya ng buraot na lang ako ng mga pagkain ng mga kasama ko sa table. At nag-table hop pa ko sa mga kamag-anak namin para rin mang-buraot. As in unang bati ko talaga sa pagkain nila, "kakainin mo pa yan?" Tapos pag sagot nila ng hindi, gamit ang dala-dala kong tinidor eh tutuhugin ko na yung food nila sa plate. HAHA. :)) Pero kulang parin eh. :))

So buti na lang, nung nagsusungit na ko at nagrereklamo ako na wala ng pagkain, eh sinabihan ako ng isa kong ate na meron palang hidden-venue sa likod ng Italiannis at andun yung desserts area. Hanep. SanFo treats pala yung kinuha ng ate ko. So unlimited desserts galore! At dahil nga gutom talaga ako (katangahan ko rin dahil di ako nag breakfast at lunch.) kuha lang ako ng kuha ng pagkain. :)) Una naka-isang chocolate-sprinkle covered fuji apple ako. Tapos naka snow-cone ako. Tapos nag brownies pa ko. HAHA. :)) Pero di parin ako busog. So after nung ka-partyhan eh nagorder pa kami ng pamilya ko ng pagkain na amin sa same resto parin. Haha.

So ngayon, I'm a fat, happy boy. Este, girl.

Pero in-between nung party eh ayon pinahiram saakin ni bro-in-law ang kanyang d70. (Oh, joy.) At nagpicture picture ako ng mga tao at mga bagay. Whee.

Tapos hiyang-hiya talaga ako sa sarili ko dahil gusto ko magpa-pic kasama si Isay Alvarez kaya lang umalis na siya nung naisip kong magpapicture ako sa friend ng ate ko na naka nikon d200. Haha. Specific eh noh. Pero. GAH. Ang saya saya kasi. Ang ganda talaga ng features. Tapos kasi sa speedlight nila. Infra-red activated yun. So kahit hindi naka-kabit sa hotshoe yung flash, kahit hawak mo yung flash ng super layo sa cam, basta you press the shutter, magfflash siya. Ang saya, diba.

Hay. Basta pangarap ko mag apprentice sa isang photographer.
Pero magwworkshop muna ako. At tatapusin ko muna yung photog subject namin. Nako, wish ko lang talaga na hindi si Santa Claus ang professor namin sa photog. Dahil Iddrop ko talaga yung subject pag siya magiging prof ko sa photog. Hindi makatarungan kasi.

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After the party eh dumeretso kami sa Kamuning church para habulin yung 8:30 mass.
Pag pasok na pag pasok ko eh bigla kong naramdaman na gusto ko magpasko ulit.
Kamusta naman paskong-pasko parin sa loob ng simbahan. Ang ganda nung decors. Andaming christmas lights, organza, atbp. Parang ang saya mag simbang gabi doon.

Kaya nga next year, sana by some divine intervention, marunong na ako mag drive at may kotse na ko. Tapos, magsisimbang gabi ako. Tapos sa 9 days na yun, iba-ibang simbahan pupuntahan ko.
Ang saya kasi. Gusto ko ulit mag 4am na simbang gabi kasi mahirap siyang gawin. Challenges are fun kaya! And besides, ang sarap ng feeling ng hamog. Na ang lamig-lamig sa labas at pumapasok sa ilong mo yung lamiiiiig!

And ayun pala. Sana this year di ako magisa magsimba. (:

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Ayan tapos na yung download. Magaaral na ko. Pero tatapusin ko muna tong blog entry ko.

Grabe andami ko palang kailangang gawin. Ngayon ko lang narealize.

Ilakad yung papers for Gen Rehearsals ng Facshow.
MAGARAL ng matindi para sa Spanish, Pol Dy, Copywriting prelims.
Research and Literature take home prelims.
Adver Markstrat, Copywriting Homework, Copywriting Recitation.
ADSpeak Paper.
Prison Break thesis - Chapter 1 draft.
OJT Resume.

Wahaha. Huwaw oh. Namiss ko tuloy maging nursery student. Na walang ginawa sa buhay kung di maglaro at maglaro lang ng lego sa klase. At wala ng iba pang homework kung di ang alalahanin lang kung ano ang pangalan ng iyong nanay at tatay at mga kapatid, at kung saan ka nakatira, etc. Walang responsibilidad, walang inaalala sa buhay kung di ay kung papano maalis sa pagkakadikit ang dalawang legong sobrang nipis. (Ang hirap kaya alisin nun! Try niyo.)

Anyway, ayun.. Ako nga pala si Sugar. :) YAY! Thank you Marlon. :D
At ako rin pala ang OSM ng Pambabae, Panglalaki at FacShow (pero kasama ko si Minguers.)

Suicide no?
Pero ginusto ko to eh. Kaya willing talaga akong mapagod this sem dahil feeling ko ang petiks ng buhay ngayong second sem. O baka siguro namiss ko lang ang stress na dinudulot ng TV Prod bawat linggo sa buhay ng mga tao.

Bakit ganun ako. Feeling ko may disorder ako sa utak. Ayoko ng responsibilidad at trabaho. Pero gusto ko mapagod kaya nga tumatanggap ako ng mga trabahong ganun.
Hmmn. Sabi nga ng ate ko, "You're spreading yourself too thin." Pero. Wala lang. Masaya ako eh. Masaya akong napapagod ako. Huh? Weird.
Kailangan ko lang siguro ng trabahong galaw ako ng galaw. Feeling ko nga eh hindi ako pwedeng magpaperworks lang o mapirmi sa isang lugar. Short attention span ata ang tawag dito.

Which brings us to my next dilemma.

Di ko parin alam kung saan ako mago-OJT. Andami kong gustong gawin.
Eto ang mga gusto ko.

Events (BigFish)
TV Production / Network (Uh. Kahit ano dun sa dalawa.)
Media Placements (Starcom!)
Advertising Agency (Either Publicis or BBDO or JWT or McCann.)
Post-Production (Ignite or RoadRunner.)

Nagpapanic na nga ako eh. Sure na yung mga kaklase ko sa gusto nila. Ako wala paring gusto. Or meron akong gusto pero di ko alam. Ay alam ko pala. I-clone sarili ko tapos pumasok sa lahat ng yan.Wow. Or gawing 500 hours ang OJT ko. Para 100 hours each profession. Ayos rin yun.
Pero seriously. Wala ata akong future. Natatakot ako. Para saakin kasi make or break yung OJT experience eh.

Alam ko na. Para dumali buhay ko.

Magddrop-out na ko sa school. Tapos magaartista na lang ako.
At least pag artista ka, sarili mo lang responsibilidad mo tapos instant cash.

Dahil yun naman talaga balak ko sa buhay. I-stabilize sarili ko financially and emotionally, tapos, ikasal, then manganak, tapos ayon. Basta kailangan ko muna yumaman bago ko gawin ang mga bagay na iyon.

Sige sige. Tama. Magaaudition na lang ako sa PBB teen edition.

Charot.

Parang marunong ako umarte eh noh. And please lang ha. Gusto ko naman na yung pera na makukuha ko eh galing sa trabahong nagagamit ko yung mga natutunan ko sa kolehiyo. (Except yung math. :P) Pero ayon. Sayang kaya. Gagastos magulang ko sa pagaaral ko ng CommArts tapos sa kahuli-hulihan sa wala rin pala mapupunta lahat ng yun. No way. :P

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Hayun. Di na pala ako magaaral. Bukas na pala. Inaantok na ko.

Haha. Kahit ang motto ko ngayon eh, "Fuck Procrastination!"

Pero inaantok na kasi ako eh!!!

Ayon. Anyway, sige matutulog na ko.

Isang buwan na kami. ;)
Aylabyu, love. :)

MWAHUGZZZZ.

*bounce.*

2007-12-31T14:20:00.003+08:00

Wow, last day of 2007! As tradition dictates, I'm supposed to make a recap of my 2007 and post it here. I actually already wrote it down on my offline journal. But I'm too lazy to type it down.

So instead, I'm going to type here the highlights. (:

Meleen gave birth to my beyoootiful niece Iya on January 15, 2007. Also, we found out that Moreen's pregnant with her first child - a boy. Yay! :)
Two words: MMAB Set!
Finally LETTING GO of that person who made me feel like crap.
CCP Stage, Production and Events Managing workshop. :) Thank you, AA! :D
Operasyong Pamilya.
My buddy Zuela stalking days. -- Yes I stalk my buddy noh. :))
BROADQUEST and CATV!! Treskastreyas is love. :D
My superduperuber surprise June 17 18th birthday party. :))
My completed 4am Simbang Gabi - yes. Achievement, friends!
Organized an event. ;) And gaining from it!
Para, Agnoia, Rizal at Blumentritt.

and of course the cherrytopper of my 2007, being with Payaaaaaaaaat. (: (CHEESY!)

I also gained new friends. :)

And Realizations and Learnings! :P

I finally got the closure that I wanted or rather, needed. The *unknown* that was left open for 3 years. Finally, I can bury that part of me. The memories, the lies, the bullcrap. No more what-ifs; it's all answered. Though I wish I could literally bury the person too. :))
You get what you deserve. If it harms you in anyway, it'll be taken away from you.
Ask and you shall receive. :P
Learn to wait.
When God takes away, He replaces it with something better, in my opinion, the BEST. :)

So there. :) My 2007 in a nutshell.

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Time passes by so fast. Parang kailan lang yung araw na pumasok sila Buddy Barbie para magpromote ng AA sa classroom. Parang kailan lang yung unang araw ng pasukan sa kolehiyo. Parang kailan lang natapos ang Broadquest at CATv. Parang kailan lang na istinostalk ko si BUDDY! hahaha. :)) At parang kailan lang yung LRT ride na galing sa Business shoot. (:

Pero sa ngayon, may kinakatakutan akong mangyayari sa 2008. Ang farewell ng current seniors ng AA. I don't want that day to come. Pero gaya nga ng sabi ni K.Fhadz, dadating at dadating din yun. Hay. Sana by that time ma-aabsorb ko na wala tayong magagawa at kailangan tanggapin na lang yung mangyayari.

Che. Drama. Si Nanay Marian kasi eh. :P

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Anyway. To the people I trust and love so much;
Artistang Artlets, 3ca3 Blockies, Friends, Family and si Payaaaat. :P

Isang malaking salamat. :) If it weren't for you people, I wouldn't be who I am today. I wouldn't be as happy now. :D Ayon. :)

There's no way to go but forward. :)
So hello 2008.

2007-12-27T17:48:00.002+08:00

Music: Bed – J Holiday
Mood: Content. .".

Kamusta naman. Paskong-pasko at wala ng magandang nangyari, ay hindi meron pala. Pero excluding that, wala talaga. Ang lungkot lungkot, ang bigat bigat ng loob ko nung gabing yun. Buti na lang bumawi ang pasko. Pero balik nanaman sa ganung estado dahil nga ayaw paring pagbigyan ng nakakatanda ang nakababata.

Parang propesor ko lang nung nakaraang semestre. May nakahandang counter argument sa lahat ng sinasabi ko. Hanggang sa kailangang mag cave-in ka na dahil ikaw ang mas nakakaintindi kahit maling-mali na talaga.

Sana bumalik na sa normal ang mga bagay bagay. Marami talagang apektado at nasasaktan.

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At may learning ako sa pagluluto ko nung bisperas ng Pasko.

Kahit anong gawin ko ay hindi talaga ako makakaluto ng maayos without supervision.

At may bago akong frustration sa buhay.

“Makaluto ng perfect na pancake.”

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Andami pang gagawin para sa eskwelahan. Kahit bakasyon, sangtambak ang trabahong iniwan para saamin. (Sabayan mo pa ang makulit mong ate na nagpapagawa ng AVP. -Joke :P)

At ngayon ay hirap na hirap akong magsulat ng isang papel na kailangang ipasa sa unang araw ng pasukan ngayong taon.

Nahihirapan ako dahil ayokong magsulat ng papuri dahil baka sabihang napaka-biased ko. At ayoko rin magsulat ng mga kapangitang bagay dahil baka sabihing nagmamarunong ako.

Eh ano nga ba talaga dapat isulat ko?
Ganito pala kahirap magsulat ng isang critique sa isang bagay na minamahal mo.

Pero kailangan.

Titimplahin ko na lang siguro ng tama. Tamang sukat ng kape, tamang sukat ng gatas, at tamang sukat ng asukal para maganda ang resulta.

Kaya lang kahit anong gawin ko, di ko maiwasang dagdagan pa ng asukal.

Saklolo!

2007-12-23T21:51:00.000+08:00

I'm dreading tomorrow.

Yes. It's Christmas Eve and I'm dreading it.

It's not that I don't like Christmas. I just don't like tomorrow.

For tomorrow, it'll be the first time on Christmas Eve that there will only be one daughter cooking the noche buena for the 'rents.

It's just.. I don't know. Sad. :( I don't know how I can handle it. The silence. :(

The thought of JUST us three sitting at that long dinner table. And what's worse, I don't even know how to cook well. I'm just forcing myself to cook just for the sake of us having a nice dinner.

I wish that tomorrow wouldn't even come. Can we skip the 24th and head on to the 25th?

Can't people be passive na lang? Forget the anger and other whatnots para maging masaya lahat? Damnit everyone's affected kaya. Hindi ko talaga maintindihan though is why ang taaaaas taas ng pride niya. :( It frustrates me that she can't look at the bigger picture. She's too focused on that one minute detail that it hurts a lot kasi nga we're all affected. GAH. Pota. Why do I even bother. :(

Eto na lang. Teach me how to cook. Yun na yon!

2007-12-22T21:27:00.000+08:00

I’ve been dreaming of a true love’s kiss. (:

FINALLY! I watched Enchanted na. I had to pay for my sister and my nephew’s movie tickets para lang may kasama ako manood. Haha..

Anyway, GAH. I love love love looooove Enchanted. The movie was soooo awesome. The cinematography, effects, plot, score, -- everything was great. :P Ang linis linis nung sa storybook part. Galiiing. :D Tsaka ang nakakatuwa is yung may mga lapses na you feel that you're watching a fairytale movie pero minsan feeling mo reality yung pinapanood mo. :P Tamang-tama yung balance between Andalasia and New York.

Even the actors. Galing ni Amy - Giselle. Sobrang perky niya and kuhang kuha niya yung mannerism ni Snow White ng pagsasalita.

Tapos.. Andun pala si Peter Pettigrew! Yey for Timothy Spall. :P His character is sooo Peter Pettigrew.

And syempre ang pinakafave ko talaga na McDreamy. :D Hayyyy. Haha. Kakatuwa talaga siya. Pero di ako sanay na hindi siya naka white coat :P

It made me miss Disneyland tuloy. Boo. I gotta go back there sa States ng 2010! Pero sa Disney Florida naman ako pupunta. Ahaha. :)

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Whew. I have never been this tired my whole life.

Kanina I was standing na for Simbang Gabi. Grabe I kept on moving my legs. Kasi If I didn't, I would fall asleep talaga. As in may mga moments na nagttilt yung ulo ko kahit alam kong gising ako. Haha.

Kasi naman. I went to 3ca3's Christmas Party. Tapos the next day Paskuhan. Tapos the next is AA's Christmas Party naman. Then finally I went out with Phi, Sha and Kes. Walang pahinga talaga in between.

Thanks to Shayne pala for the cupcakes!! :) Grabe naubos na siya kaagad. Haha. :P
And my Paskuhan was super fun naman kahit sandali lang kami dun. I'm really really really happy na kasama ko si... (:

In between AA's party and our reunion, two hours lang ata tulog ko. Tapos umuwi lang ako sa house galing Antipolo for the sake of taking a shower and changing into my party clothes. Haha. But it was greeeat. :D Last night we went to Serendra and the Fort. Sobrang funnn din :) We talked about shallow things over dinner. Tapos we were also looking for CAs for Keslie. HAHA. :P And the all-new Embassy Superclub was sooooo big. Me loves it. :D Saw lots of familiar people rin pala. I missed you girls!! :D

Kakainis nga lang that both the bouncer sa Cuisine and sa Emba asked for my ID! Haha. Buti na lang I brought my UST ID or else I couldn't have gotten in. Stress talagaaaa. :P Pero I still feel flattered parin kasi I looked younger than 18 pala. :))

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I was planning to do a 2007 recap kaya lang tinamad ako. :)) I'll do it next time na lang siguro.

As for my Gusto list, natutuwa talaga ako dahil may mga nakuha ako na nakalista dun. Syempre lalo na yung pinakahuli na naka lista dun... Thanks kay... (: sobrang cherry topper ng 2007 ko yun. Haha. :D, Tapos ma-ccomplete ko na yung simbang gabi. And hindi yung anticipated na Simbang Gabi.. Yung talagang 4am na simbang gabi yung ina-achieve ko talaga. :D Haha. :D

Andami ko pang ibblog kaya lang tinamad na ko. HAHA. :)
So ayon.. Yun lang. Happy Holidays! :D

2007-12-09T00:07:00.000+08:00

Music: Look After You - The Fray.
"Be my baby, and I'll look after you... (:"

Mood: Currently in a state of Euphoria.
eu·pho·ri·a
n. A feeling of great happiness or well-being.

Yes. FINALLY. I'm not morose anymore.
The funny thing is, I don't know what's causing this.

2007-11-28T00:51:00.000+08:00

The evolution of my hair.

Yes. I hadn't noticed that I had several "do's" in three years time - until Mimi pointed it out.

First year, I had really long hair.- And I had it rebonded.

Somewhere during second year,
I had it cut but it was still long.

So sometime around july last year, I had it cut again. - It was sooo fugggly. :(
(oh. Ignore the shades. :)))

Then summer '07, I got so fed up of manually curling my hair, I had it permed.

This was... um taken sometime around.. May? :)
It was THAT long na.

Tapos three weeks ago, I had it chopped to almost shoulder length? Basta beneath lang my shoulders. Pero I have no picture. haha. :P Tapos just last week, I have bangs na. I was actually trying to go for the china chop - inspired by Andy Saks (the protagonist of The Devil Wears Prada), but I realized it's quite unachievable because I have curly hair. :)) (Please forgive the quality of the picture. I don't have my camera yet. :D)
Because Mimi pointed it out, I suddenly started pondering on why I kept on changing my look. Then I realized that I think it has something to do with my mood. My first hair cut was when I was really sad about.. ugh. Something. Then the next one, the really ugly one, was when everyone was really stressed over broadquest. Then when I had my hair permed, it was actually right after my ex and I broke up (then the next day, we accidentally saw each other at SM ctrpt. Haha!). Then finally, I had my hair cut just beneath the shoulders, followed by my bangs because of reasons that I don't really want to talk about. HAHA. :)) Wala lang. Maybe it's just coincidence. But I donno. My locks almost always suffer at the time I am stressed or depressed about something..

Last night Avery and I were talking and he told me that I have a "free flowing aura" - This is why people guess how I feel instantly even if I don't really talk about what I feel. Haha. :)) Am I really that easy to read?! Oh well. I'll go and blame my aura then.

I really AM moody! And I won't deny that. I have noticed that when I'm really depressed, after a few minutes, I would laugh then I'd forget why I was depressed in the first place. But if I'm happy then something really pisses me off, I'd be really annoyed and I'd look really sullen. Then after a few minutes, I'll be okay again. Haha.

But I guess my hair isn't the only one suffering when I'm sad about something. My wallet's affected too. HAHA. :)) Just this month I bought 5 blouses, 3 purses, and a pair of clear jelly shoes. And my mom kept on encouraging me to buy pa! Which was funny coz she never does that.. Or I guess because I'm the one who's spending. Haha. Well at least I'm happy. :))

Shopping IS really the best therapy for depression. :| Hehe. :P

Eheeeeniway. It's 2 in the morning and to sleep because I have classes tomorrow.
*sigh* Where is the bagyo? I thought it would be raining cats and dogs last saturday pa. Tsk! Pinaasa pa kaming mga students. BOO! lol. :P

Anyway. I shall bounce! :)
*boink!*

2007-11-18T22:20:00.000+08:00

Ako yung tipo ng taong madalang magsend ng quote.

Usually, when I send quotes, it means may pinapatamaaan ako, yun talaga yung nararamdaman ko, or feeling ko, maganda yung quote kaya ko siya pina-pass. - As in may meaning yung quote na apektado ako.
And pag nagsesend ako, hindi by group. By person talaga. Kung makatanggap man ako ng quote, isesend ko siya sa isang tao dahil may kahulugan yun.

Personally, I think it's pointless to send quotes. Unang-una, sayang sa load. Or kung unli-text ka man, eh sayang sa energy ng iyong cellphone. Tska minsan hindi naman lahat ng tao na papadalan mo eh babasahin yung quote eh.

Sige, sasabihin ng sender na nagsesend siya para ma-feel nung receiver na iniisip siya nung sender - or para ma-feel ng receiver na may nakakaalala sa kanya. Pero. Diba. Sana wag na lang quote. Straight-forward dapat! (i.e. I miss you - or Naaalala kita!) Diba. Kaysa sa love or friendship quote lang na paligoy-ligoy pa.

How can you freaking decode that?

As a receiver, kung nag-assume ka na "uy namimiss niya ko (ng sender)" eh baka sabihan ka pa na makapal mukha mo dahil hindi naman pala ganun talaga yung nararamdaman niya.

May mga tao din na nagpapass lang sila dahil gusto lang nila abusuhin yung unlitext nila, or nagsesend lang sila para replyan din sila ng quote kasi (matamaan na lang ang matatamaan) *ubo* desperado *ubo* sila makatanggap din ng text message.

At eto pa. Dahil nga copy-paste lang ang mga quotes na yan, at lalo na kung madami kang textmates na mahilig magsend ng quotes, eh usually natatanggap mo yung same quote mga at least 3 to 5 times from different persons. Napaka-generic na ng mga quotes na pag nabasa mo yung first four lines pa lang ng quote eh buburahin mo na dahil natanggap mo na kay ano yung quote na to.

So why am I talking about this? Kasi may natanggap akong quote from a friend. At ipopost ko siya dito. HAHA. Ang hypocrite ko.

Pero hindi ko naman siya sinend eh. Wala lang. Gusto ko lang ipost. Bakit ba. Kasi natamaan ako e. HAHA. SHET.

"We have to realize that love isn't enough to make a relationship work.
We need trust, respect, effort, and total commitment.
If a person does not show respect,
does not earn your trust, and can't keep a promise,
then no matter how many times they say "I Love You",
these words will be empty;
Take time to listen to what they don't say,
take time to look at what they don't show.
Because there are secrets hidden beneath their words.
So don't let ~~passion~~, but wisdom decide for you..
Love wisely, because it's never easy to love."

Hay. Yun yon e.

Owell. May sinendan na ko just now. Kasi nung tinype ko siya at nag-emphasize ako ng certain things, it turns out na may dapat palang matamaan sa quote na to. HAHA.

But anyway, no matter how generic this quote may be, I still listen to it.

"God puts us in certain situations for a reason. If we are in a good situation, it means, we deserve it. If it's bad, it's because we have to learn a lesson from what we will experience from that situation and if He knows na we can't handle it, He'll always find a way to remove us from that situation."

Okay yun lang. :P Gulo ko.
Ciao!

2007-11-14T00:16:00.000+08:00

Kahit gustohin ko man maging hindi malungkot o ma-depress o ma-disappoint, eh talagang hindi ko siya maialis sa sistema ko. Actually ang ginagawa ko ngayon ay nagcconvert ng emosyon. Emo-ness to Anger.

Oo. Anger. Kaya siguro ako nagbblog ngayon dahil nga nacconvert ko na yung emotion into anger.

Ang top 3 sa list ko na ayokong ginagawa saakin ay ayokong iniiwan ako sa ere at nagbabago kaagad ng plano ng wala man lang sinasabi saakin. (Top 1 being; ayokong pinagsisinungalingan/niloloko ako at top 2 ay; ayokong pinaplastikan ako dahil hindi ko kayang maging plastik - at ayoko rin maging ganun.)

Ayoko nang ma-depress dahil unang-una, walang nangyayari saakin. - Wala sa character ko maging stagnant. Feeling ko kasi kailangan galaw ako ng galaw dahil hindi ako mapirmi sa isang lugar. I need progress. Kung ang means ng aking progress ay conflict, so be it. Handa ako sa conflict. Dahil ayon nga kay Karl Marx, kung walang anti-thesis, hindi magkakaroon ng synthesis. At gusto ko ng magkaroon ng synthesis. NOW!
Pangalawa, pumapangit ako. OO. Ayokong pumapangit ako kasi pangit na nga ako tapos lalo pa kong papangit. PLEASE. Ayoko.
Pangatlo, naiiyak lang ako. At ayokong umiyak. Dahil alam kong it's not worth it. And papangit din ako. So ayoko nga talaga nun.
At, pang-apat, dahil nga stagnant ako, mapapaisip ako. Magtatanong ako ng kung ano-ano (i.e. Bakit? Ano kaya nangyari? AT BAKIT WALA PARIN AKONG NATATANGGAP NA KAHIT ANONG RESPONSE NGAYON? - hence, pasok siya sa list na ayokong ginagawa saakin - refer to top 3) -- Please, wag gumawa ng excuse dahil I can be contacted in different ways. (i.e. YM, Friendster, E-Mail, Landline.)

Kaya ngayon, convinced na ko na hindi na ko malungkot, kung hindi ay galit. Dahil pag galit ako ay nagagawa kong maging busy. Nagkakaroon ako ng drive para gumawa ng mga bagay na ayokong gawin pag depressed ako. At pag nagiging busy ako, makakalimutan ko lang yung nangyari. At magiging masaya ako kasi nawawala siya sa isip ko.

...buti di pa huli ang lahat.

Mga lima na ata nagsabi saakin niyan. Although they all said it in a different way, yan parin ang context nyang phrase na yan.

Grabe. Nakita ko tong dadating eh. Pramis. Talagang pinaghandaan ko itong pangyayaring ito. Dahil alam kong mangyayari siya ulit. Pero ang pinagkaiba nung dati sa ngayon eh, after 24 hours, may alam na ko.

Dati ayoko magassume kasi baka may ibang nangyari.. Baka lang pinapairal ko nanaman ang ka-praningan ko at pagka-asumera ko at sa kahuli-hulihan mare-realize ko na nagsayang ako ng pagod sa kakaisip pero wala naman pala lang yun. Ngunit, napaisip ako. Dati naman, makakaya niya akong kausapin kung gugustuhin niya. Like I said, maraming paraan para masabihan ako. Pero kamusta ka neng! After 3 days. WALA parin akong alam. Sana diba sinasabihan man lang ako.

Ayoko talagang magexpect. Kasi eto yung nakakainis eh. Yung hindi umaabot sa expectations mo or hindi sumunod sa plano mo yung mga gusto mong mangyari or yung inakala mong mangyayari eh hindi naman pala magiging ganun diba.

EWAN. Ayoko na isipin. Pero sana lang. Hindi ako iniwan sa ere. Was it too much to ask? Hindi ako naiinis sa nangyari eh. Tanggap ko kasi ito dahil like I said, pinaghandaan ko siya. Ang naiinis ako, wala akong kaalam-alam. Nangyari na lang ng walang pahintulot. Parang aksidente ba.

Gaya nga ng sabi ng ate ko, isa akong tonte. Oo pa-joke niya nga sinabi yun - at sinabi niya yun dahil sa ibang bagay na ginawa ko. Pero. OO. I secretly agree with her in this topic.

Hindi ako galit dun sa tao. Galit ako sa nangyari.

AT OO DUN SA TAO NARIN.

Puta.

Hindi ako nagpapaawa o bitter dun sa nangyari. Naglalabas lang ako ng nararamdaman. Ayoko ng itago pa yung nararamdaman ko.

Isa naman talaga ito sa mga flaws ko diba. Hindi ako nagiging vocal sa mga nararamdaman ko.
O yan. Sinabi ko na.

Tatahimik na ko. Ayoko ng pagusapan pa to.

GAHD. Some people never change.

2007-11-08T23:46:00.000+08:00

Insecurities.

Everyone has them. Even the most beautiful people in the world has insecurities of their own. You get pretty exasperated when this almost-perfect person tells you that he or she is ugly, when deep down inside you, the listener, aspire to be like them - to be THEM.

But honestly, no matter how ugly you feel, you're beautiful. Some people aspire to be like you too. And who knows, the people idolize just might want to be like you too. And to some other person out there, you're perfect.

YAK ANG EMO.

I miss my highschool friends. :((

2007-10-25T20:28:00.000+08:00

Mood: Ebullient.
Music: Stolen - Dashboard Confessional AND The Biggest Part of Me - Brian McKnight.

Abeille:
Vous avez volé mon coeur.

Je suis en amour avec tu.
Ne pas faire laisser cette fois. S'il vous plait?
Merci beacoup.

Je t'aime... (:

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Hay. Wala lang. Sana madami akong pera para makasama ako sa EK bukas. How sad no. Owell.

Ang itim ko na!

OP was fun.
SUPER DUPER üBER FUN!
Sorry na lang sa mga hindi nagpunta.
Kaya pumunta kayo next yeaaaaaaaar. Please? :(

Tapos I was able to assist the floor director dun sa Anlene Movement. Woot woot. Kapagod siya. But it was fun fun fun din. :D I also met new Commarts people from LaSalle Dasma.

Okay wala na kong masabi kasi medyo brain dead nanaman ako.

Pero. Wala lang. Kanina iniisip ko yung gagawin ng family namin sa araw ng mga patay.
Syempre unang pumasok sa isipan ko ang sementeryo kung saan nakahimlay ang mga lolo't lola ko.

Parang. Naexcite ako na bumisita sa mga sumakabilang buhay naming mga kamag-anak. Oo. Narealize ko na palagi akong naeexcite pag luluwas kami sa norte (Parang malayo eh no. Eh sa novaliches lang naman.) para pumunta sa sementeryo. Alam ko punong-puno ng negative energies ang mga sementeryo (ika nga ng mga Chinese.) Pero. Wala lang. Parang naisip ko na nakakarelax magstay sa cemetery. Ang tahimik kasi. Tapos feeling ko sariwa yung hangin kasi medyo malayo-layo siya sa mga buildings dahil malaki yung land area na walang industrial thingy.

Ayon. Wala lang. :)

Anyway. Hanggang dun na lang muna.
*sigh*. L'amour. Ciao. (:

2007-10-16T20:56:00.000+08:00

SEMBREAK is LOVE.

FINALLY.

I can now sleep whenever I want and wake up whenever I feel like it (yes, I am a bum.)
I so so so SOOOO love it. :)

But I'm kinda on tenterhooks now because of the grades. I'm still worried about Psychology and Literature. Commsocc's okay. I think. Coz I know I really gave a lot of effing effort on that subject. And the rest, I think it's gonna be.. safe? Haha. Fil and Adver grades came out already. I passed FIL! :) WOOT WOOT. Was expecting a 5. Got a 2.75. Okay na yun! :) And adver's cool too. Got a 1.5.

Actually. Let me go back to me being a bum.

I think I won't be a lazy bum this sembreak because I will be organizing events.
I have three under my belt already. Yoj and I are fixing the first one already.
Then I'm doing the next two ones with my mamita, Eli. :) Haha. Thank you to the both of you for referring me. Ahaha. :P

And in another separate event, I want to apply as a stage manager/floor director in this event that my brother-in-law is directing.

I want to venture in event organizing kasi. And I want to broaden my experience in stage managing. GAH. Pressure! I'm kinda scared and excited at the same time. I do hope I do a good job.

Oh. And I also want to do a DVD series marathon of Heroes, Smallville and The O.C.
And of course, I'm also following Gossip Girls. Woot.

And finally, I plan to learn new computer programs that'll help me in editing. (i.e. Adobe Illustrator, Maya, and Avid (sana!)) :D

I'm a scatterbrain right now coz I'm finishing Harry Potter 7. I'm rereading it. And I have a lot of things to do and places to go to this sembreak.

Anyway. I gotta bounce since AA's OP is tomorrow and I'm finally going for the first time in three years. Yey. Gotta fix my things now.

XOXO. :P (Gossip Girl?)

2007-10-05T00:12:00.002+08:00

Sorry sa matatamaan sa entry na to. Kailangan kong ilabas yung nararamdaman ko.

Sa bagay, kung natamaan ka nga, it means na what i'm about to say is true for you.

BOYS ARE STUPID. Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid f*cking stupid!.

Seryoso. Grabehan talaga. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ganito magisip yung mga lalaking kausap ko ngayon.

I mean I'm not saying naman na i'm perfect. Pero... GAH. Hindi nakayanan ng pagiisip ko ang levels nila noh. GRABE. KAKAIRITA.

GRRRRNESS.

Dun sa isa: MAGBASA NG TEXT MESSAGE NG MAIGI. AS IN WAG MAGASSUME KAAGAD. T*NGINA.
Yung isa: Put*ngina nakapost na nga yung BUSY sign sa YM diba. Hindi pa ba clear ang meaning ng sign na yun?! Mangungulit ka pa e.
Yung isa: Hindi mo ba alam ang meaning ng "wrong window?" Kailangan bang may explanation?
Yung isa: Papano mo ko mamimiss di pa tayo nagkikita sa personal. KAMUSTA KA NENG!
At dun sa huli: Wag ka ng umasa. Buiset. Go bug someone else.

Ika nga ni Oprah,
"The smarter a woman gets, the more harder it is for her to find her ideal man."

2007-10-02T21:56:00.001+08:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

Sleepless nights? All worth it.

Not to mention my almost FA-ed Lit Class, worth it.

Best Instructional TV Show - Beefcake
Best Gag Show - ABNoy
Best Business Magazine Show - ABNoy
Best Youth Oriented Show - Beefcake

Best Set (Fitness Avenue) - Nadine Quisel (ABNoy)
Best Set (Shoutbox) - Yours truly. ;) (Beefcake)
Best Graphic Design (Either for Shoutbox or Know It All. Di ako sure.)
- Shieldz and Yours truly ulit. ;) (Beefcake)
Best Light Design - Jon De Chavez (Beefcake)
Best Male Host - James Sardalla (ABNoy)
Best Female Host - Tek Dela Cruz (ABNoy)

AND. Male Star of the Night - Ryan Bustamante. HAHA. :P

11 awards all in all. Congrats to my fellow TresKASTreyans. We did it! Beefcake and ABnoy combined!! :D *ubo* Best Production House! *ubo* :P

Yey CATv! :P
Parang eto na nga yung katapusan ng sem eh. HAHA. Eto yung topper ng isang nakakapagod na sem. Pero hindi. Dahil may...

Filipino paper
Psycho Hamster Maze
Lit exam
Media Advocacy
Español
at Dokyu Script for Scriptwriting.

TSK.

How sad no.

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Grabe pagod na pagod na ko sa kakapasok. Hindi ko alam. Ilang araw na kong walang tulog. Tapos wala na kong sense of time. As in... 1 hour na lang ang tulog ko dahil sa kakatapos sa mga bagay bagay. Buti nga nabawasan na nga dalawa e - Adver at TV Prod. Pero.... maski na. Marami pang natitirang mga papers na kailangan sulatin... I hate writing papers pa naman.

Gaya nga ng sabi ni hegemon, "Your writing does not reflect your ability to argue." Masyado akong affected ng mga grades ko sa individual papers kasi... 2 lang siya lahat no. Kamusta ka naman!

Tapos.. Eto ka, tres lang ang prelim ko sa Filipino.
And God knows what my prelim grade in Lit is. DAHIL.. AMP talaga eh si Grimace ay walang kwenta. (Yes. I blame a Mcdo mascot for my grades.)

WOW talaga no. Pangarap ko maging DL pero sobrang wala na. I doubt pa kung makaka 2 ako na average. Owell.

Basta. Gusto ko ng ma-reunite sa aking kama at makatulog for at least 10 hours a day.

Dibali. Two weeks na lang. At... OP NA! :) Sasama na ko for the first time sa tatlong taon ko sa AA. May purpose ang pagsama ko sa OP. Kaya.. kailangan makasama ako no matter what happens.

And oo nga pala. Congrats kay Kai and K.John for Agnoia. One of the best productions ng AA everrrrr. :D

Speaking of AA. Congrats kay Angge sa pagiging PM. At goodluck sa kanila ni K. Fhadz. Sana musical ulit ang script para madaming maengganyong manood.

At naging APM ako ulit.. APM ng Marketing at Soli. WAH.
Pero.. Buti na lang masisipag ang heads ko for this prod. Kai, Gian and Tin. :)
Kaya natin to para kay Angge! :D

Pero.. Sorry. Wala sanang magalit sa sasabihin ko. At Angge mahal talaga kita. Pero..
Wala lang. Nalungkot ako (for about 10 minutes lang after i-announce yung line-up) na Prod Side nanaman ang position ko.

Rewind:
Dalawang beses na kong naging marketing staff (Mariposa, Aguinaldo). Isang beses na naging head sa marketing (Alamat) -- at ngayon APM na ng Soli at Marketing (Dec. prod). Nakapag-publicity staff ako once (Dis Must be Laaab). APM ng Promo and Publi (Agnoia). Tapos.. Ano pa ba. Captive internal staff twice (Paraiso, Para).

And once lang ako naging Artistic.. Umarte at naging Costume Staff (Encadre). Thanks to K. Ryan. And. Oo nga pala. If you count MMAB, Set Head naman ako. (For some strange reason. HAHA.) Pero ayon.

Hindi ako nagpapaimportante or what.. At naffeel ko naman ang sense of purpose ng buhay ko sa AA pag Prod Side ako. Pero. Wala lang. Feeling ko kasi napaka-redundant na ng buhay ko sa AA dahil Prod Side na lang ako forever.

Kasi.. Gusto ko naman maging parte ng Artistic Pool uli. Kahit tatlong beses lang naman sa buhay ko sa AA. At nalulungkot ako dahil feeling ko di na siya matutuloy.

Feeling ko tuloy ang pathetic ko dahil nalulunkgot at sa mababaw na bagay na ganun.

Hay. Anyway. Yun lang.

Relax muna ngayon at babalik nanaman ako sa pagsusunog ng kilay bukas.

5 years na pala akong nag bblog dito.

2007-09-27T05:59:00.000+08:00

Finally. Naalis na ang isang tinik sa aking katawan.

Tapos na ang dinerek ko na Instructional Vid. na quasi lifestyle at gagshow narin. Na pinamagatang... "Know it ALL!" :)
I'm very very very thankful kay God na pasok siya sa CAtv awards. Sana manalo. Hihi. :P

And I'm very very very thankful din sa mga Beefcakers.

AND AND. Congratulations sa ABNOY! Panalo. Galing galing ng gagshow niyo. :D Woot woot.

Akala ko makapagpahinga na ko. Pero bukas talent ako (ulit) so I have to study my lines. Kabado na ko. WA.

So.. Things to do bago magfinals.
Psyche: Hamster Syowdawn (October 4), Paper for Experiment #2.
Filipino: Ang paper na sana magsasalba saaking buhay.
Literature: Hindi ko na alam dahil putragis hindi kami exempted sa exam after all our efforts. Eh kung hindi ba napaka-unreasonable niyang tao yung mga walang absent nilalagyan niya ng absent. GRABE TALAGA.
Spanish: Conjugacion Verbos. Claro que si!
CommSocc: Media Advo Plan on October 1. Media Advo Presentation on October 4.
Advertising: Mga bagay bagay sa Advertising campaign ni Bruce Walis. (October 10)
TV Prod: ~~tatlong~~ re-shoot. Dalawa na laaaaang. Tapos gagawin ko pa OBB and SET ni sholdz. At ang nalalapit na CATv Awards sa October 2.
Scriptwriting: HAY. Ang prequel ng buhay ni Suzzane Galang.
Artistang Artlets: Agnoia! (Sept 29 and Oct 1)

Grabe. 3rd year is hell. What about 4th year pa noh.

Happy Birthday:
To one of my.. inspirations. Yihee.

My Mother. :) (9/27)

And.. to one of my role models. ;)

My sister Moreen. (9/28)

And to... SECRET!

2007-09-09T13:38:00.000+08:00

I just want to go out, party and feel like there's no tomorrow.

I'm just so so SO tired nowadays because of too much schoolwork. DAMN papers. I hate it.

I don't have enough time on my hands anymore. Heck, I don't even have time to sleep.

My mind and body is just so tired that even coffee doesn't have an effect on me. I actually fell asleep while drinking coffee.

To think that I HATE coffee. People are right when they say that most people learn how to drink coffee during college. Yep. But unfortunately, it doesn't achieve the desired effect on me.

I can't even write to my buddy anymore. :( Sorry buddy.

4 weeks to sembreak.

I just hope I don't breakdown soon.

2007-09-08T17:20:00.000+08:00

I took the OK Cupid test again. I was "The Sonnet" when I took it some 2 years ago.

I'm now...

The Priss
Deliberate Brutal Love Dreamer (DBLD )

Mature. Responsible. Aristocratic. Excuse me. The Priss.

Prisses are the smartest of all female types. You're highly perceptive, and confident in your judgements. You'd take brutal honesty over superficiality any time--your friends always know where they stand with you. You're completely unfake. Don't tell me that's not a word. You're also excellent at redirecting internal negative energy.

These facts indicate people are often intimidated by you. They also fall for you, hard. You have a distant, composed allure that many find irresistible. If only more of them lived up to your standards.

You were probably the last among your friends to have sex. And the first to pretend that you're pregnant. LOL. Though you're inclined to use sex as weapon, at least it's not as one of mass destruction. You're choosier than most about your partners. A supportive relationship is what you're really after. Whether you know it or not, you need something steady & long-term. And soothing.

Your exact female opposite:

The Playstation

Random Gentle Sex Master

Always avoid: The Playboy (RGSM), The Loverboy (RGLM)

Consider: The Manchild (RBLD)

Link: The Online Dating Persona Test

How oh so very true. ;)
And look where my prissy-ness got me. ;)

2007-08-28T01:00:00.000+08:00

Mood: Steady.
Music: Goodnight and Go - Imogen Heap.

A recent discovery in some random person's multiply. Gotta love the song.
It was featured in the OC by the way.

Why'd ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you..
Must you make me laugh so much?
It's bad enough we get along so well..
Say goodnight and go.

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I'm browsing through the internet for more info about the sidekick phone I recently saw on Gossip Girl's tv trailer.

And here's what I have to say: I want one!

Yes. Materialism rocks.

(Thanks to MobileWhack for the image.)

Unfortunately, I can't get one because:
1.) I'm poor. It costs $400 (or roughly 20thou pesos) from T-Mobile.
2.) It's exclusively from T-Mobile, hence, it's only available in the States. Even if I manage to get my hands on one, I don't think I can use my Globe sim on it. Unless I bring it to Greenhills and manage to tweak the thing to make it open-lined - and risk the phone getting broken? No way.
3.) I'm still poor. And anyway, I think it's reasonably priced though. Because it's still cheaper than the n95. And I think they almost have the same features.

Anyway, while browsing, I just found out that the 5300 phone has a lilac (violet) version. And I don't think it's available here too. GRR. Oh well.

(Thanks to Amazon for the image source.)

Purple things rock.

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Procrastination at its finest.

I have this prelim exam in Literature tomorrow (Indian and Chinese lit) and I haven't even studied yet. I just don't have this drive to study anymore because:
1.) We rarely met this professor
2.) Long overdue exam. -- Two weeks after prelim period.
3.) We're loaded with other requirements and other whatnots.
4.) It's a minor subject. Which unfortunately is an elective. :((

Boo.

Speaking of exams, I take back what I said about failing because I miraculously passed the Commsocc exam. Which was really a shocker for me because I was being all pessimistic about it because I wasn't able to finish it. It turns out that I got a 58/100. A 79 percent. GRR. Fair, but it's still a line of 7 grade. Not actually DL material. I gotta work my butt off if I want to be on that list.

Oh well. I gotta study for Lit. I heard our Lao Shirh gives low low grades. I wouldn't want that. Tsk.

Ciao!

2007-08-25T11:21:00.000+08:00

Music: Beautiful Girls - Jojo and/or Sean Kingston
Mood: Steady lang.

I'm so addicted to Jojo's new song, her rendition of Sean's song. Some girl power music. Haha. It's so cute!

I ain't easy to find, I'm one of a kind...
...tonight is yours but tomorrow's for another guy.

I'm way too cool for you boy, that's why it'll never work,
I'll have you suicidal, suicidal when I say it's over.

You should know that nothing lasts forever. ;)

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Rant, rant, rant.

Okay, so it's 11:40 am, Saturday.

And instead of doing some random thing, I'm stuck with doing my commsocc paper. (I know, something I should've done last "vacation".) But since I'm the biggest procrastinator in the world, I haven't done mine YET. Up to this very minute, I haven't wrote one single word yet. So 800 to go.

I think my attitude towards the commsocc critiques is like this because I'm forced to do it - just for the grade that is. I really really (take note, REALLY) despise writing papers. I'd rather recite than write papers. Because I'm really not articulate when in black and white. And I feel that I can't express my emotions clearly when I type. I feel flat on paper. And to put it bluntly, I don't see myself critiquing papers for my desired profession. I really don't. So my brain is telling me ever so often that I don't need to do this. Why do I need to do this? These things are so irrelevant, damnit!

ONLY 4 in our class, out of 30 passed the damned exam by the way. I'm really frustrated because I know I didn't do well. ARGH. I wanted to be DL this sem. Seriously, I'm really trying. Well, now, because, I'm sure I failed the stupid exam, I might as well kiss my Dean's Lister dream goodbye.

It's so f*cking frustrating that even if you really did your best, you'd still end up failing.

Okay. I'm not making sense anymore.
So many things to do. So little time.

Hasta luego. (:

2007-08-21T01:35:00.000+08:00

Music: Dove - Moony
Feeling: Happy. Calm.

Wow. One-week vacay. Talk about lucky. The typhoon decided to come here in the PH right smack during our prelim week. So the exams were moved to today and tomorrow. Really fun actually, just bum around the house, do nothing except other due homework. But it's not too fun when the internet won't work or you're not allowed to go out because it wasn't relatively safe out there. I couldn't even go to Elaine's to help during the editing. :(( And I bet it's gonna be frustrating too because the professors would cram our lessons. And they would require more projects and/or papers from us. :(( BOO.

So anyway, I saw these from Ate Sammy's multiply. Kinda got pissed off, well not at Ate Sammy, but to the actual men who say these pick-up lines. Grr. Haha.

from askmen.com

1. so what haven't you been told tonight?
- that there's a jerk walking around asking THAT question. :)
2. see my friend over there? he wants to know if you think im cute?
- WOW. I'm feel so bad for your friend, how long has be been BLIND?!
3. im new in town and cant find my way around; could i have directions to your place?
- Sorry, I don't know where I live.
4. i may not be the best looking guy in here, but i am the only one talking to you?
- Yes, but don't even think that I'm listening to you.
5. i was wondering if you have a moment to spare for me to hit on you?
- Here's an idea, why don't you HIT YOUR FACE?!
6. can i buy you a drink or do you prefer the cash instead?
- I prefer you to buy yourself a life.
7. i just want to tell you that you have a price for being this cute, and i am here to collect... your phone number, that is.
- I lost all my contact numbers. Sorry.
8. hey babe, do you know that my bedroom is soundproof?
- Ah really? Ano yung kwarto mo? recording studio? Don't care!
9. what do you say we go back to my place and do some math? add the bed. subtract the clothes. divide the legs, and multiply.
- I failed algeb. So I don't really understand what you're saying. HAHA.
10. how would you like your eggs for breakfast: scrambled, boiled or fertilized?
- Sunny side up, thank you, So how about you? Would you like your eggs broken coz I can
kick them for you, as in right now.

Hay. SOME (take note SOME) boys are just plain assholes, no?

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Lucky me I was allowed by the 'rents to go to Sha's 19th. Click!

Got to Phi's at around 8:45 in the evening. Traaaaffic at San Juan. Then left her house at around 9. Got to the Fort at 9:30. Cued at around 10:45pm. Got in at 12 in the evening.

Anyway, speaking of Sha's party, I thoroughly enjoyed that night (even if I wasn't feeling well). Sorry Sha, wasn't able to say goodbye to you in person. We tried to really get into the VIP room after we left, but the cue outside was too long. :( Sorry dear.

So Phi, Paul (friend of Phi's.) and I went to Pier One, then went to Grrreeeeenbelt to go to Temple and Absynth. Sorry to say I was really really sleepy by the time we finished up at Pier One. So you can only imagine how much I tried to fight for consciousness to still carry on to dance at Absynth. :)) Or maybe I got quasi drunk. Not sure. Don't know the feeling. Ahaha. :)) But anyway, I got home at around 6am.

So that's it. My 6 days + 1 day of vacay.

Ciao. :)

2007-08-13T21:00:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling: tired.

One exam down, 4 to go. And some other exam compensating activity for my other three subjects.

Gahd. The exam earlier for CommSocc was really damn tough. I was really disappointed with how our exam time was split between the two parts of the exams. It was frustrating because we spent an hour for a 15 point group team effort. I mean, I perfectly understood the time spent for this because we had to read a selection and actually, the time was just enough for what we did. But come on, JUST 15 points? Damn.

And then the time alloted for the individual exam was only 50 minutes? Good thing the next prof for the next class was late or else I wouldn't have completed at least half of my exam. It was so hard because we had to write 8 essays, justify our true or false answers and etc. etc.

I just wish our prof thought about how time was limited and how we can't answer the whole thing. I mean yes it's "easy" -- (easy for him!) I mean, don't get me wrong, I do love a good challenge once in a while but still, this was too tough. It's so hard to write a good composed essay when you're under time pressure.

2007-07-29T02:43:00.000+08:00

Mood: Frustrated. Sinira ng isang epal ang aking araw.
Music: Radioactive Sago Project – Alcohol

"Alcohol, alcohol, utak mo'y buhol-buhol."

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//EDIT. - 9:04 pm
EDIT. - 11:56 pm

I saw my previous buddy pala nung awards night. Hay. Laking tuwa ko nung nakita ko siya e. Kakatuwa talaga. Yey Ate Barbie. :) Misyu buddy.

Hmm. Parang gusto ko na nga umamin sa buddy ko kung sino ako eh. HAHA. I'll leave him hanging. :))

At inalis ko na entirely yung post dahil ayoko ng pagusapan pa.

Just came from Mai Mai's debut -- at Discovery Suites. Unfortunately, wala pa kong pera pang-bili ng DSLR. Kaya wala akong shots. Philline has a cam though. So there. Yey multiply!

Okay. So finally. Na-rekindle na ang aking social life dahil for the past few days eh nagsusunog na lang ako ng kilay. HAY.

Andaming nangyari. - GRABE that's all I can say. And yes. Congratulate me. I just had my first shot of Tequila.

Coolio. Andaming may birthday ngayon. AT puro pasweet - including Mai Mai!
Belated Happy Birthday din kay K. Fhadz, K. Jmar and Estar. :) I labyu all po. :D

Ciao!

2007-07-21T02:18:00.000+08:00

I can practically SMELLLLLL the book. (Even if it's a bajillion miles away from me.) All 700++ pages of it.
Unfortunately, I won't be getting the book today because my sister's getting me one. So while waiting for my copy of the BOOK to arrive, I shall be on hiatus mode.

However, i'm quite excited for the people who can actually purchase their books today. It's so cool that we get to read it earlier than those who live in the western side since our clock's a bit advanced. Mwahaha. :P And I really find it amusing that certain branches of Natl Bookstore are opening up a bit early than usual (7 am.) Imagine that.

Just watched the Goblet of Fire for the 9832492870th time this month + the first look of the OOTP as well. -- Thank you HBO. It's kinda funny that I feel much more excited while watching the sneak peeks than the actual movie itself. GAH. I gotta watch the movie again!

Speaking of, I finally bought my DVD copies of the 1st and 2nd movie. HAHA. Owell.

Hay. More Harry Potter posts to come. I think. :P
Ciao!

Feliz Compleaños Ayen! :P

2007-07-18T23:30:00.000+08:00

Mood: despondent with whipped cream on top.
Music: the closest thing. - juliana theory

I never actually knew that later on in life, I would call someone the "moon." It's quite funny actually since I was laughing my head off on someone who called his crush -ehem- loved one; his "moon *enter adjective here.*". I thought it was preposterous before; now it totally made sense.

The closest thing to perfect,
But the farthest thing from me.

Hay. Je suis tres triste.

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Super dami ng gagawin sa school. I'm actually now afraid of the term "paper." I don't know what to write about sa abstract and I still have to finish the stupid critique paper. Andami-dami kong iniisip na I think I'm about to combust.

I'm so tired all the time that I'm not myself most of the time. And now I'm also going senile. I'm forgetting stuff and all I want to do is sleep nowadays.( At least I'm not yet in the phase of wanting to eat easy-to-swallow food. Yech.) I also want to go to the spa yet I don't have the necessary funds to do so. And even if I did have the moolah, I don't have time naman. I want to go out pero there's just so much to do. Hay. It's so funny when you're young, you want to grow up na kaagad because you wanted the grown-ups to respect you and you can't wait to prove yourself. And most especially give you the freedom you've always wanted. But then again, freedom comes with responsibilities. HAAAY.

On a happier side of my life, wala nga akong boyle... este camera, eh meron naman akong super loving buddy. Super close na kami and siya ang world record na buddy ko na nakapagbigay saakin ng 4 letters. Although I think she suspects me na. PATAY. So medyo i'm gonna back off muna. Pero i'll still watch their critique's night bukas. But I have to be careful so I'm gonna be aloof for a while. Feeling ko tuloy I'm this big bitch in person and I'm this really nice person sa letters ko. I'm schizophrenic na ata. Ahaha. Kidding. But anyway.. Basta super duper love ko na yung buddy ko. I can't wait na mag-op para magkakilala na kami or something. Sana talaga wag siya mag quit.

Owell. Yun lang. Had to vent a bit because I seriously am gonna blow up if I keep this bottled up. Ciao.

2007-07-15T02:14:00.001+08:00

This entry is about Harry Potter - again. So there. You are warned. ;)

Ooookay. I accidentally stumbled upon this thread that talks about the OOTP movie. And I find it hilarious that people are ranting (even worse than I) about the movie in this thread. They are murderous and actually talking about how J.K. Rowling must be disappointed of the outcome of the movie of OOTP. Like hello, haven't you seen any videos of the producer talking about how J.K.'s always there, giving them advice on how the script should go or how the set looks like (i.e. the Black Family Tree), or in short, how the movie goes? And that she understands why certain canon plots are omitted from the movies? C'mon people. Move on. :D

Well I won't deny the fact that I had my share of disappointment too (see blog entry below), like (in addition to my rant list) I wanted to see the revolving doors and the rooms in the department of mysteries, and of course, St. Mungos.

However, after much deliberation and evaluation of the movie, and my emotions, and my Harry Potter addiction; Being a person involved in the movie industry (AY may ganung factor! Pero hindi. Mahilig lang ako mag critique ng movies. It's a C.A. thing that people don't get.) I kinda now see the perspective of the people who are behind the OOTP movie. Like what I said in that thread, (yes I replied to those murderous people - who can't seem to move on from the movie) they should also understand that due to time and budget constraints, David Yates, along with the producer, screenwriter, and the crew behind OOTP, can't put every minute detail from the book to the movie. Because if they DID incorporate everything, the movie would be 10 hours long. (Funnily enough, someone replied to my message and said "but if its 10 hours long, split it into parts.. like what i said before.. they are after the money.. not the audience...") Ooookay. But you also mentioned that it was bitin diba. So isn't it much more "bitin" if they do that? Could you see the logic here? If they split it into parts, example, for this year, they show part 1 of OOTP, which are chapters 1-10. Then you wait for next year, for the part 2, which are chapters 10-20. Then the same goes for the next few years until the OOTP is finally concluded. And If you say that they are after the money, I doubt that they (I mean here by the people behind OOTP) would be thrilled to spend more money on this book alone. And think about it, as the audience, you would've spent at least 500 pesos watching the movie if it was split into parts. Isn't it much more practical to spend the 500 bucks on watching all the 5 movies, rather than just spend it all in the OOTP alone? Ano to? Sineserye?

And finally, (I think most people would agree with me on this one), more fans would rather get a move on and see the HBP next year rather than a "second, third, fourth, etc. part of OOTP".

Tapos, dun naman sa mga taong nagsasabi na mas better yung book. Eh natural mas better yung book! Well when it comes to details and such. (Bakit? Can reading the book make you hear the musical score? :P) Kasi, in reading the book, you can see in your mind how the continuity of the story goes, like from books 1-6 (or in 6 days, 1-7). And how everything in the book is explained properly. And while reading, you can stop and you have time to digest everything that you have just read. Then when you finally understand the complexities of it all, you can continue again. While in the movies, you don't even have a heartbeat to pause because after this certain scene is done, another one is coming up. Not to mention, you use your imagination while you read the books diba. Think about it. Just because what you imagined is not in the movie, you get upset. Eh sa ganun yung idea nung director sa itsura nung pelikula eh. To each his own right? And since siya nga ang director, you can't do anything about it. Unless na kaya mong gumawa at mag-direk ng sarili mong version ng pelikula ng Harry Potter. Eh di go for it. Para matahimik na kaluluwa mo.

And haven't we experienced enough already from the other 4 harry potter movies? like, you read THIS certain thing in the book then you expect that that certain thing should appear in the movie. And if it's not there, you get disappointed. Hay. Like I said, they've been doing this for the past 4 movies, so why should we be surprised?

Ika-nga ni Kuya J.Mar, when watching a HP movie, DETACH yourself from the book. So that your money would not be wasted -- just because you didn't enjoy the movie.

// Rant over.

Hay. Anyway, aminin. The visuals and score rocked parin diba? (Yes, I love the score.;)). So there. Hahay. Tama na. I shall move on and watch the movie ulit. ;)

2007-07-12T02:13:00.000+08:00

So it's 2 o'clock in the morning and I just got home from the Mall of Asia because I just watched the last full show of Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix in the IMAX theatre.

SPOILERS here. So if you don't want to be spoiled, be gone. :P

Anyway, I must say that I wasn't very happy about it. But I'm not disappointed too. And no, it's not just because there were some parts in the book that wasn't included in the movie, that I can understand because it IS the longest book anyway, and besides, if they included every little detail, the movie would be, like as David Yates said, 10 hours. But I was reaaaaaaally excited about it because the 3d, and the overwhelming trailers and all. But anyway. Haha. :D

So here goes. Please be reminded that this is my blog and I'm saying my opinions about the movie. And I believe I am entitled to give my own opinions and whatever. So leave now if you find me offending while I critique OOTP. I am giving my non-biased approach in this. Even if I am definitely a big big big fan of HP. :D

So here are my rants about the movie. The raves will follow shortly.
- I did not like some "cuts" in the movie, like, when Dudley and Harry were shown on top then it was cut and now they were running on the field. It was too abrupt. Well for me. I think I explained it too vaguely but there.
- There were also un-necessary "gulat" scenes, like Harry ascending the stairs of Grimmauld Place and Hermione suddenly hugs him when he reaches the room. (Gulat. Ika-nga.)
- I wish that they incorporated the voice of Daniel when he was "screaming" when Sirius died. I didn't like the fact that his voice was drowned out by music.
- I also wished that they established (or mentioned during the first time harry set foot there) that Sirius used to live in number 12, Grimmauld Place.
- I was hoping that the "double (or magic, or whatyever) mirror" would make an appearance because I think that I would've really cried if Harry was yelling at the mirror "Sirius" -- after the scene at the ministry. (Not that I wasn't teary eyed when Sirius died.)
- Where IS Marietta? :( -- But this I understand. But.. but.. but... poor Cho. :(
- I was expecting to see the young Lily Evans in the flashback scene of Snape. But she wasn't there. :(
- The playground scene wasn't how I pictured it to be because it was supposedly nighttime when the dementors attacked. However, I do think that in London, the sun may be still up during 7 in the evening -- I guess I was just used to the Philippines - like when it's 5:30, it was already dark.
- I didn't expect Grawp to look that way. But then again, we all have different expectations. :D
- I like the new idea that Neville discovered the room of requirement. But I wish that Umbridge didn't blast the door, but instead just silently opened it or something.
- I would've loved that Harry had time to contact Kreacher before he was caught by Umbridge.
-- And this is not about the movie, but about the theatre.. -- when they changed the reel, they were adjusting the projector that the movie was shaking up and down. GRR.

On the other hand, here are my raves.
- BEST MUSICAL SCORE. I loooooove it. Hands down to Nicholas Hooper. I especially loved the tracks: "Another Story", "Fireworks" and the music that was used in the website. (I donno what's it called.) Anyway. I just really lurve lurve lurve the score. :D And I also loved the way he remixed John William's Hedwig's Theme. (for more info, go to http://harrypottersoundtrack.com ) -- I do wish I could purchase a copy. I want! I hope I can find the deluxe one they're selling (the one with Voldemort at the cover) here in the Philippines.
- Hands down also to Imelda Staunton (Umbridge), Evanna Lynch (Loony.. er. Luna Lovegood), Helena Bonham-Carter (Bellatrix) and Gary Oldman (Sirius). Actually, even with Ralph Fienes, Michael Gambon, Alan Rickman, Emma Thompson (the Trelawney scene made me teary eyed), Maggie Smith and of course, Rupert, Emma and Daniel for the superb portrayal of their respective characters. Daniel was really pretty good at emoting Harry's feelings while Voldemort possessed him (in the ministry.) Also, Umbridge is the best antagonist ever! I love her. :D
- BATTLE SCENES ROCKED. Especially with IMAX! Yey. I loved the concept of Voldemort using the fire snake while Dumbledore fought back with the water ball. Soooo cool!
- The fireworks scene was lovely too.
- SIRIUS death. I was teary eyed at that part. I loved it how they showed that Sirius went through the veil.
- The Thestrals were cool!
- Ohhh. And I loved the way Hermione and Ron's romance was being established here. (sorry H.HR shippers) And I loved it when Ginny looked back at Harry when she saw Harry was approaching Cho in the Room of Requirement.
- I loved the flashback scene. Even if Lily wasn't there. It was really good.
- OOOH. And the shots of Umbridge? sooo good. They always capture the sinister look in her eyes.
- I also loved how they incorporated the Daily Prophet by making the picture look Sepia, or Desaturated.
- Of course, no rants about the Production Design. Because as always, I have loved how it looks like.

All in all, I must rate the movie with a 3.5. IT was good. Really. The cinematography was really good. And the shots -- yes very important -- were so beautiful! But there were still some things that are lacking something, or it's being so short. But I do understand that part. I really do.

So there, my un-biased opinions (I think.) But anyway, despite my raves, I'm gonna re-watch the movie again. Same theatre. This time with my brother-in-law who unfortunately was not able to watch with us today. Thanks to my other brother-in-law, two sisters and nephew for coming to watch with me. :D

I think I'll post more if I remember it.

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GOLLY. like, 10 days from now, global release of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. Since I'll be asking my sister to buy my book for me, I might get it 4 weeks from now. But it's fine. But I'm planning to isolate myself until I have read the final book. Woot woot.

I finally wrote to my buddy. And gave her something. I just hope she doesn't lose it.
Happy Birthday pala din kay Kuya Jmar and Kuya Padz!

Ciao!

2007-07-04T21:25:00.000+08:00

Mood: Bored. To death.
Music: Seven Days in Sunny June - Jamiroquai

An update for the sake of updating.

Took me about 20 minutes to log into blogger. Damnit. Well at least
the DSL will be activated in a few days. I can finally watch videos at you tube without
having to wait for it to load. Yey.

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I have been tagged by kuya J-Mar and Anne Yuchongtian. Which means, I have to do this tag of war.

Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things about you. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 6 weird things as well and state the rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don’t forget to leave a comment that says you are tagged in their comments and tell them to read your blog.

Weird things about me.
1. I cry when I read books. Well I cry on the bit that has this grandiose effect on me.
2. I want to acquire the powers of invisibility.
3. I want to be eccentric. I really dislike it when I have something in common with someone else. (Kinda like Tom Riddle.)
4. I can't throw a joke. I seriously cannot do that. I'm really shallow and I can laugh at the silliest things. But when I try to make someone else laugh with my joke, they'd look at me sarcastically and say i'm corny. How sad.
5. I'm narcissistic. But I go to school looking like a gust of wind decided to mess up my hair. And I don't really care about it.
6. I associate my school professors with Harry's professors. Like, *toot* is Umbridge because the certain professor is a megalomaniac. Or something like that. Hehe.

I'll tag people soon. I'm too lazy to tag people now. Sorry. :D

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I think I'm inlove. Or maybe it's just infatuation.

I finally found the guy. The looks and the personality all in one package. But unfortunately, the guy is vying for the affections of someone else. Now how crappy is that. Well I guess this is where Kuya Fhadz' story is applicable. -- Like, there has to be this balance in the world. A yin and a yang. For example, in a particular relationship - the guy is the understanding, sensitive, kind, loving person in the relationship. While the girl is the totally ignorant one, she takes the guy's affections for granted. Or vice versa. Something like that. Why can't two persons who have the same personality fall for each other? Like they would appreciate each other and in this way, they really totally deserve each other. Because they understand each other. Or in my case, why is it when someone likes you, you avoid him because you like someone else, however,that particular someone likes someone else. Eh?
Hmmn. I think I'm being vague here. So I'll just stop talking about love now. Considering how much I have been avoiding it for quite some time. I'm not hurt. I just got traumatized by my last relationship. (Wow. I'm talking about in my blog it after two months.) I mean it wasn't all that bad. I just felt upset considering I couldn't go to theatre rehearsals or talk about my beloved org without getting sneered at by him. Or about the time I had to act and he didn't support me one bit. It's just a really big thing for me, this org. I love it too much. But he couldn't find it in himself to embrace this part of me. He couldn't understand it. Like. Eww. Bitterness.
But I'm being unfair here. I also made mistakes. We both made a lot of mistakes. I admit. It's safe to say that he loves or loved me... but I just didn't feel much of it because before, when our relationship just started, I couldn't feel him there. I reached out to him. He's a rock, really. So anyway, when I finally got used to him not being there, he started being demanding all of a sudden. He was jealous of AA. And he knew that jealousy is one of my biggest pet peeves. And he's still a rock. Hmm. I just felt constrained. Jammed in a box. And I wanted to breathe. One time, I got really pissed off with him that I started to reflect on the relationship and I realized that there were a lot of small things that he did that I didn't like -- that he kept on doing over and over again. And I kept my complaints and frustrations tightly locked inside of me. After my realization, I couldn't recover from it anymore. And with that, I involuntarily started to slip away. :( In the end, when everything was in chaos, we ended it.

Whew. Forgive me. I just had a sporadic emotional outburst. I just needed to vent.

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Anyway, it's been only three weeks since school began and I'm already nervous about the outcome of our TV production classes. It's really really fun (well for us media practitioners) but it's just physically and emotionally demanding, not to mention it's also time consuming. But nevertheless, I'm quite excited about it.
Then there's the commsoc classes. With the long readings, critique papers and the debates (Manifest or Latent?). *whew.* I actually thought that the subject would be dead boring but now, I'm so inspired to study for that subject because of.. Well I'd rather not disclose it here. *smirks*.
Then there's retorika -- which by the way is a hoot. Well if you're under our professor.
I have to admit that I love learning while laughing. And believe you me, I find it enjoyable, even if I despise the subject. Don't get me wrong... I guess, coming from a school that demanded us to speak english all the time, I never even bothered trying to exert much effort in the subject. Oh well. I guess it's kind of refreshing to have this professor teach the subject. Another factor that made me not really like the subject was maybe because of my previous highschool teachers who taught the subject with no enthusiasm at all. Or those teachers with soporific voices or the ones who talk about straight circles and 1/4 papers - lengthwise. Please. Wrong gramming! Hehehe.
Ooh. And for psych, we went to the anatomy lab in the med building to check out the cadavers. It was really exciting since we don't usually encounter dead people everyday. Haha. It was really fascinating to look at the half heart and half head that was displayed there. But going there had it's disadvantage too. Like, I really just can't stand the smell of formalin. My head was about to burst when we finally got out.
Then there's adver, scriptwriting, spanish and lit. We haven't done much in these subjects yet. So maybe I'll talk about it soon.

Cam update: I still haven't bought the cam yet. I changed my mind about getting it this sem -- which means I have to delay my ambition of joining CASA Cam. But maybe i'm still not yet meant to get the cam yet. For some supernatural reason. Oh well. All in God's time. :D

I deposited the funds just last week and I got my second atm card. Then last week also, by some divine intervention, my dad got me my first ever credit card. It's so shiny and gold and glittery. (I have this thing for shimmery things. I think I'm a niffler.) Anyway, I don't plan to use it at all though. Well maybe for minute emergencies. Haha. So there.

Woot. And speaking of nifflers, one week from now, I will be at MOA to watch Harry Potter at IMAX. Mwahaha. Yep. I'm a geek. Can't wait till I get my 7th book. I swear I will read it immediately. Even if it's prelim week. Haha.
Oh yeah. I just want to share that I got an acceptable in my W.O.M.B.A.T. exam. How sad. But at least I passed. But hey. It was kinda hard. :P

Happy Birthday:
// Michelle (July 5)
// Joy (July 6)
// Ayen (July 20)
// Daddy (July 23)
// Estar (July 28)
// J.K. Rowling + Harry (July 31) [yey!]

I'm fixing AA's Blackboard Academic Suite a.k.a. E-LEarning Access Program a.k.a. E-Leap webby. Ain't it cool? Haha. But i'm still trying to configure the thing. It's quite complicated when everything is organized. I'd rather do it the old fashioned notepad way.

Speaking of, I finally know who my buddy is (and I finally know what my buddy name is. Hahaha!). But I'm not telling!! ;P But I do want my buddy to write to me. And do I hope she does it soon.... :)

Oh. And I gotta finish my critique papers. Like now. Haha. Ciao.

"And i'm nothing more than a line in your book."

2007-06-23T02:25:00.000+08:00

Sometimes the very thing you're looking for
Is the one thing you can't see.

2007-06-17T22:39:00.001+08:00

Mood: WEE. Super ecstatic.
Music: Cinderella under the umbrella - Rihanna ft. Chris Brown. -- So cute!

When I woke up this morning, my first thought was, I wanted cereal for breakfast. When I got to the kitchen, the paper plates and the plastic cups were out and on top of the counter top. Everything else was all jumbled up around the kitchen and by the time I found my cereal, it hit me that we were going to have a party today because of father's day.

Actually -- it was a surprise birthday debut for me. =]

Anyway. REWIND to 6 hours before the party, I was assigned to -- or rather I chose to attend to the chocolate fountain my sister had bought months ago. I was so excited that I was too concentrated on cutting up the chocolate pieces and melting them that by the time I got the melted chocolate from the microwave -- which unfortunately got overheated and cooked itself, (it actually took the form of brownies) I was already oblivious with the world beyond. -- Seriously. Deadma to the world ako sa mga tao while I strained, mixed and tried to work with the already damaged chocolate. By the time I was done, the guests were already here and I was too distracted and ngarag. Haha. Well at least I got it to work without clogging itself up.

I was so much into on the chocolate fountain that I barely registered that my sister was arranging purrty purple, white, and pink flowers on the table. -- Well if you know me, these colors are pretty significant because they're my fave colors. Tapos. Eto pa. My sister took out these really cute cupcakes and I actually commented that they were so pretty because of the color. Haha. And I actually wondered why we needed purple, pink and white cupcakes and pretty flowers for father's day! Haha! Tapos I just theorized that maybe my sister wanted to try something different lang.

Also, my tita and my cousin greeted me a happy birthday and -- STILL I just thought that it was justified by the fact that I just celebrated my birthday two weeks ago so yeah it's okay lang that they say that. Haha.

So there, while everyone else gathered around the table, I insisted that I wanted to go up na to prep myself up because I was too sticky and I was frustrated with the chocolate that I wanted to cool down muna. Then my cousin told me that I shouldn't because I was a "key" person to what was happening downstairs. Tapos I wondered why, dahil I thought naman that I wasn't a "father" to begin with. =))

My sister started talking about birthdays because it's actually true that there were half-a-dozen of us in the family who were June celebrants and I thought that the party was a celebration for the June people and the fathers.

And then, my lovely sister took out these two candles = 18. And I was pretty sure that I'm the only one who celebrated my eighteenth birthday this year. So there. SUPPLIES!

OKAY. So dun ko lang narealize na party ko pala yung pinaggagagawa naming lahat. Kung bakit abalang-abala lahat dito sa bahay. Hahahaha! And the funny thing about it is, I was so keen to help my sister prepare for the party without knowing the party was for me. So yun. Naiyak na lang ako. HAHA.

My sister instructed them pala to not greet me when they arrived at the house. Kinonchaba niya lahat sila. Haha. Owell. There, she also told them about my passion of taking pictures in an artistic manner. :P And that I wanted a professional cam. And my relatives agreed to chip in to help me raise funds to buy the cam. And that they were looking at my deviant art, my multiply and perhaps my blogsite as well. So ayon. Kanina, again, my lovely sister handed me a bowl of moolah! Hay. I was totally speechless -- and I was too embarrassed because I was crying na talaga. Haha. Basta I'm totally and eternally grateful that I have the best family in the whole world.

Hay. :) Thanks to Mayeen, Meleen, Moreen, and to My parents. My titos, titas, cousins, nieces and nephews, and everyone involved. I totally love you guys. *hug* :((

2007-06-02T01:53:00.000+08:00

Ew. So I'm actually legal now.

Haha. Thanks to all those who greeted me. Especially those who stayed up until midnight just to greet moi. Ay lab yu ol. :D

Anyway. Happy Birthday din kay Ate Sammy Sanchez! yey!

Just watched Pirates of the Caribbean 3 by the way (finally!). And I fell in-love with it. From the plot, to the production design (HANDS DOWN.), the effects, and the music score, the cinematography, and everything about it. It's totally awesome.

If you haven't watched it yet, you gotta. And don't forget to finish the entire film (yes, credits included.) Or you might miss something. ;)

Also saw the 3 faceted thingy of Harry Potter OOTP in SM. I swear I will go back there and have my picture taken. No matter how embarrassing it may be. Mwahaha.

Anyway. Ciao! ;)

2007-05-28T23:50:00.001+08:00

Wow. After 8 hours, it's finished! haha. :)

Magkakalagnat na ata ako.

Hey Kris and Marianne! :) Thanks for visiting my blogsite. Haha. Love you. :P
Happy Birthday saating tatlo!

May 31, June 2, and June 16! :)

Oh. And newly renovated AA website back on the web! Simply go to http://artistangartlets.org.
Ciao!

2007-05-25T11:51:00.000+08:00

The best sched ever.

Thanks to Gab for the information.
3ca3

Monday:
11-2 Adver (101) - Bondoc
3-6 Socio Comm (113) - Tuble
6-9 Sw (209) - Garcia (I absolutely have no idea what sw means.)

Tuesday:
10-1 Lit (209) - Perena
2-5 Tv Prod (Ed Tech) - Timbol

Wednesday:
3-6 Psych (208) - Salvador

Friday:
3-6 Filipino (210) - Atalia
6-9 Spanish (115) - Fernando

Awesome. 3 classes on monday, 2 on tuesday and friday and 1 on wednesday. And no classes on saturday nor thursday. Excellent. More time for the shoot for the tv prod.

Anyway. Got to go.
Ciao!

2007-05-14T04:43:00.000+08:00

At dahil nalalapit na ang buwan ng Hunyo, at tinatanggap ko na nga na tatanda nanaman ako ng isang taon, eh nag-feeling ako at nagpictorial sa UP, at naisipang gumawa ko na rin ng bagong layout para sa blog ko. Featuring moi. :P

Ooops. Bawal reklamo. Ang magreklamo, insecure. Insecure? Gumawa ka ng sayo. ;)
Blog ko to. I can post and do my layout it whichever way I want.

Belated Happy Mother's day! :D

2007-05-12T02:33:00.000+08:00

Got this from http://appleberryca.multiply.com

I've done 75 out of 144 stupid things

Level 1
( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) done weed
(x) drank alcohol

SO FAR: 1

Level 2
(x) in/been in love
(x) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight

SO FAR: 3

Level 3
( ) snuck out of the house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone out on a blind date..

SO FAR: 4

Level 4
(x) had a crush on an older person
(x) skipped school
( ) slept (not sex) with a co-worker
(x) seen someone/something die

SO FAR: 7

Level 5
(x) had/have a crush or liked on one of your friends.
( ) been to Paris
( ) been to Spain
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown up from drinking

SO FAR: 9

Level 6
( ) eaten Sushi
(x) been snowboarding
( ) met someone BECAUSE of myspace
( ) been mosh pitting

SO FAR: 10

Level 7
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken pain killers (hey but this was legal. I was operated eh. :P)
(x) love/loved someone who you cant have (sadly.)
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel

SO FAR: 14

Level 8
( ) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
( ) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress ups

SO FAR: 17

level 9
( ) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledging
(x) cheated while playing a game.
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school

SO FAR: 20

Level 10
( ) used a fake/someone else's ID
(x) watched the sun set
(x) felt an earthquake
( ) killed a snake

so far: 22

Level 11
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed/vandalized
( ) robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
( ) pet a deer

SO FAR: 25

Level 12
(x) won a contest
( ) been suspended from school
( ) had detention
(x) been in a car/motorcycle/4-wheeler accident

SO FAR: 27

Level 13
( ) had/have braces
( ) eaten a whole tub of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 29

Level 14
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes

SO FAR: 33

Level 15
( ) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the world
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like you were dying

SO FAR: 37

Level 16
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sang karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins (desperate measures)

SO FAR: 42

Level 17
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
( ) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) kissed in the rain

SO FAR: 44

Level 18
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
( ) watched the sun set with someone you care/cared about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach

SO FAR: 45

Level 19
(x) crashed a party
( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(x) gone rollerskating/blading
(x) had a wish come true

SO FAR: 48

Level 20
(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) screamed "penis/dick" in class
( ) swam with dolphins

SO FAR: 49

Level 22
(x) got your tongue stuck to a pole/freezer/ice cube
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
(x) sat on a roof top

SO FAR: 52

Level 23
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done/attempted a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 5 hours
(x) stayed up all night (broadquest rocks.)

SO FAR: 55

Level 24
( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had/been in a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone

SO FAR: 57

Level 25
(x) believe in ghosts
(x) have/had more than 30 pairs of shoes throughout your life
( ) gone streaking
( ) gone to jail

SO FAR: 59

Level 26
(x) played chicken
( ) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(x) been easily amused

SO FAR: 62

Level 27
( ) caught a fish then ate it
( ) made a porn video
( ) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed

SO FAR: 64

Level 28
( ) mooned/flashed someone
( ) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(x) forgotten someone's name
( ) slept naked
( ) French braided someone’s hair
( ) gone skinny dippin in a pool
(x) been kicked out of your house

SO FAR: 67

Level 30
(x) Rode on a roller coaster
(x) went scuba-diving/snorkeling
(x) had a cavity
( ) Black-mailed someone
(x) been black mailed

SO FAR: 71

Level 31
(x) Been used
(x) fell going up the stairs
( ) licked a cat
(x) bitten someone
(x) licked someone

TOTAL: 75

Heck. I was bored. Nahihilo na ko sa kakafigure out kung papano ilink yung AA website sa mismong domain niya. The best that I have done so far is this:

http://artistangartlets.org/index.html
Check it out!

Don't forget the index.html. Or else it won't work. :P

2007-05-10T18:51:00.000+08:00

Music: Anything that belongs to the genre of house or trance.
Mood: Fine.

The workshop's finally over. And I would like to thank A. Sam, K. Fhadz, K. Ryan., K. Steeve, K. John, K. Xi, Gian, Apple, Mingu, Jon, A. Marianne and... I think I missed someone. // Sorry. I was too overwhelmed because I didn't expect it. :D But I really really thank them for coming. :D And also Anne too. For advertising it on her Ym stat. Haha. :D

Come to think of it, I kinda miss workshop because it was really fun. Not to mention the people I worked with were good company. Despite that I was too tired to study and I usually get home at around 11 in the evening.

Theo prelims are over too. Thank goodness. I think I got fairly good grades. Despite the fact that I didn't study the night before the prelims. I guess I was too preoccupied. :P

Went to Hidalgo alone yesterday. And I have to say that by just being there and going in and out of the stores that sold cameras was exhilarating. It gave me goosebumps whenever I saw the Nikon d40x or d40 boxes. Even the neatly aligned camera lenses were so alluring to look at. Gah. I guess I looked goofy while I was walking through that street because I was trying hard not to smile too much. I guess was in a state of euphoria. But unfortunately, it started to drizzle a bit and I had no umbrella on me so I had to go home.

I can't wait til June. I do hope my parents would give in to my request. Whee. I mean my sisters offered to host a debut for me but then I refused so that I could buy a camera instead.

Anyway. So there. I just had to update. :P
Belated Happy Birthday to Rose Stocker! :D

Ciao!

2007-04-30T00:15:00.000+08:00

My brain is currently scattered into fragments.

I'm reading this text for our Philo report tomorrow. I haven't started the powerpoint yet because I couldn't understand the text. Punyeta. (Pardonner mon français). But it's really all too perplexing for me. Or maybe it's not. Owing to the fact that I'm too distracted even if I have closed the door, stopped the background music, or started motivating myself to stop procrastinating or cramming. But still, as if I'm under the Imperius Curse, my brain is trying to fight it. While reading all the complicated, unneccesary elongated text, there's this sinister voice in one of the tight cramped corners of my brain telling me that "why are you reading this stuff? it doesn't make sense! you don't need to know these things when you graduate. they're just additional information that you don't need to survive the world!"

But then the image of a paper labeled "clearance report" and the numbers 5.0 beside PHL5 suddenly starts swimming into my mind as if I'm actually seeing this.

I reckon I'm going insane.
One minute i'm happy and well, and the next, I feel like dung.

Or maybe I am insane. I just don't know it yet.

I missed the farewell. How sad. I really wanted to go.
They say it was wicked.

//------------------------------------------

WATCH WATCH WATCH!!!

Ang Buhay ay Pelikula written and directed by Dennis Marasigan
When: May 4 and 5
Time: 6 in the evening
Where: Tanghalang Aurelio Tolentino (Little Theatre), Cultural Center of the Philippines, Roxas Blvd., Pasay City.
Ticket Prices: 50 bucks!

I'm not gonna act though. I'm just part of the Production Team. But all the while, I think its a great play to watch. Not to mention those who have met "Mother" can relate to this story. :P
Its wicked. :D

Go go go!

2007-04-25T01:09:00.000+08:00

GAHHH!! I'm all of a flutter.

I was researching for Harry Potter OOtP stuff last night.. Then I found out that the HP premiere will be shown at the IMAX theater -- at MOA. HAY.

I gotta watch there. Whatever happens.
I reckon tickets would probably be sold at 500 bucks. But I just hope that it'll be cheaper.

Curly hair.

Yey. Yey. Finally.

2007-04-23T22:24:00.000+08:00

Music: Hedwig's Theme.
Feeling: Confused.

I'm Curly, I'm Single, and I have read the 5 books of the Harry Potter series. -- Still waiting for my sister to return the 6th.

I'm too lazy to upload a picture of me right now so that'll have to wait -- when I feel vain enough.

I don't really want to talk about the second one.

And the latter, well, I have been bitten by the HP bug again. So I decided to read the whole set -- including Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find them, and Quidditch Through the Ages.
Well at least, by the time July comes 'round, the whole story is still fresh in my mind.

I'm currently waiting for forever for the Harry Potter (2nd) intl. trailer to load.

Ciao.

2007-04-18T23:51:00.000+08:00

// Warning: Photo infested post. Hehe. :P

// Music: Nails for breakfast, Tacks for snacks - Panic at the Disco.
// Mood: Masaya.

"Okay, Music Cue 8, 8a, 8b, Lights Cue 3a, 3b, standby."

Gah! Sobrang nakakafreakout umupo sa podium ng stage manager pag ikaw na magccue ng mga bagay. :)) Nakakapanic umupo dun. Tapos may suot ka pang headset. Wak. Hehe!

Pero masaya siya when things go smoothly at hindi ka nagkamali sa pag ccue. Ayon.

Ooh. I bought shades not too long ago.

Eto itsura:

Ain't she the cutest thing. Share ko lang.

Yun lang. Nothing much to say about summer theology. Ang masasabi ko lang, malamig sa classroom pala ng incoming 3ca4. Haha. :)

Ay. Tska NAPAKAINIT!

//---------- EDIT # 2

Hay. Ako'y napapaisip kung saan nga ba talaga ako mag-OOJT.

Dati ko pa talaga gusto sa isang editing studio sa Makati. Ngunit parang gusto ko rin sa radio station para magka-experience sa radio dahil di ko pa siya gaanong na eexperience (maliban dun sa field trip.) Tapos, gusto ko rin sa AD Agency dahil nung kausap ko ate ko, sa J. Walter pala siya nun. Although gusto ko rin sa television kasi parang masaya dun sa field na yun. Tapos ngayon, na-meet ko ang mga CCP OJTs. -- Super enjoy sila. Parang gusto ko na rin sa CCP tuloy mag OJT. Oh no. I'm confused.

Lima ang gusto kong trabaho. Kaya ba yun. HAHAHA.
Kailangan ko siguro ng clone!
Owell. Dibali. Next summer pa naman yun.

Hay. Decisions, decisions.

//---------- EDIT # 3.

Oo. Pangatlong edit ko na ng post na ito.
Napapdpad kasi ako sa Fortune Photos at nakita ko na yung mga AA pics nung nag pictorial kami. Haha. Gaya nga ng comment ko sa multi ni Dyeyloh -- kalahati mukha ko sa lahat ng group pics. Owell. Next year! :P

//Photo courtesy of Fortune Photos (for more, -->http://dyeyloh.multiply.com)
//Edited by: Me. :P

Grabe. Ang ganda and ang galing ng mga shots ni dyeyloh. :P Hay. Kailan kaya magiging digital na yung hawak ko. *UBO* Ahaha. :P

2 o'clock na pala. Hay. Di na ko pwede magpuyat nowadays. How sad.

Ciao.

Belated Happy Birthday kay Erin. Advanced Happy Birthday kay Avryl. :D

2007-04-13T00:36:00.001+08:00

After debating with myself for the past few weeks, baka maliit na party na lang. HAHA.

Yun yun eh.

Although gusto ko parin ng camera. HAHAHAHA! =))
Kung debut kaya, pwede ko kaya i-indicate sa invitation na wag bagay ang ibigay saakin, kung di pera dahil nagiipon ako para makabili ng kamera? HAHA *ubo ubo* :P

Parang ganun kadali yun eh no.

Hmmn.

//------------------------------

After three days of workshop, andami ko ng natutunan! (At sa wakas! napanood ko na rin ang Miss Saigon -- SA TV! -- At nakita ko ang Philharmonic Orchestra at Madrigal Singers -- In person!) Hehe! Oha.
Ngayon, nagbbudget kami ng kaperahan para sa isang stage play at event.

Grabe. Masaya siya kasi may kaunting experience na ko with budgeting, technicals, designing a stage, etc. at may mga mapagtatanungnang akong mga tao na kahit alam nila na nagiinquire ka lang, eh sasagutin yung mga bumabagabag sa iyong isipan.
As a production manager (Wow. Sarap pakinggan ano? pero hindi biro ang trabaho ng PM.) Dapat talaga, i-ttake into consideration mo lahat. Maging sa pagkain, technical equipments, prod design, venue, well, lahat na ng sobrang katiting na pag-gagastusan ng produksyon mo. Pati nga yung singkong perdible eh ililista pa talaga eh. Haha. Ngayon alam ko na kung gaano kahirap ang nararamdaman ni Ate Sam nung "Para".. or ni Ate Camille. or ni nanay for that matter. ay tska ni buddy. Okay. lahat na ng PM. Haha. :)) Dun papasok yung feeling na pag natapos na yung produksyon, eh parang nanganak ka at relieved ka na sa iyong dinadala.

Pero in fairness, hindi rin joke ang binubudget namin na money (sa excercise). Ang pinagkakasya kong budget ngayon sa isang play (with 15 shows) ay kulang kulang 700thou. Masaya pakinggan no.
Pero pag nalista mo na ang mga bagay bagay na pag-gagastusan ninyo, eh hindi na masaya pakinggan ang 5 pesos na matitira sa iyong working budget.(*take note: kunwari wala kang nakuhang x-deals) Oo seryoso. Hindi biro ang presyo ng professional (or outers ika-nga ni Pops.) Sswelduhan mo talaga lahat. Pati mga artista mo. Walang libre sa mundo.
Or baka nasanay lang ako sa presyong studyante at may mga libre libre kang nakukuha paminsans minsan. PRESSUREEEE talaga. Hehe. :))

Pero ang masaya rin pala sa role mo ng pagiging PM - is you get to decide how much you pay yourself. In short, sswelduhan mo din sarili mo. Odiba. Bongga! HAHA. Cha-ching. $$. Pero kung gipit na gipit ka na talaga, eh wala kang choice. Sacrifice. Ika-nga sa AA, for the love.

Tatlo nga pala kaming tomasino sa workshop. Dalawang taga Teatro, at ako. :) Hindi pala sila ganun ka intimidating as I thought they were. Dati kasi, akala ko, sobrang seryoso talaga silang mga tao. I mean no offense talaga.. Pero akala ko hindi ka pwede makipag-joke sa kanila. Haha. :) Yun pala naman super approchable silang mga tao. Yey. Widening the horizons eh.
Yung mga ibang kaklase ko naman, taga DLSU-CSB, may isang taga DLSU-Main, tapos may mga taga DLSU-Dasma. Haha. Green is the color eh. May taga MC din. Yung iba working na. Halos lahat kami may theater affliation - yung iba sa events naman. Umm. Ano pa ba. May mga taga commarts din pero ibang school syempre. Incoming third na din sila.

Ayooon. Masaya siya talaga. Tuwing umuuwi ako, ang saya saya ng pakiramdam ko. Ewan.

Parang ngayon. :) Pero may mga iba pang rason. Haha. :)

Ciao.

at oo nga pala.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Anne Dizon!
Sorry talaga at hindi ako nakadalo sa Lipa. Wak. Sorry.. :( Labshoo.

2007-04-04T21:25:00.000+08:00

Putragis talaga.

Naiinis ako.

Pero ayoko sabihin kung bakit.

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Camera O Debut?
Camera O Debut?
Camera O Debut?

EHHH. Gusto ko pareho.

Pero kailangan isa lang.

Hmmn. Still undecided.

2007-04-02T22:53:00.000+08:00

I was reading Shayne's LJ and I realized that I cannot blog in straight English anymore. If you would read my entries, my sentences tend to be supported with tagalog words if I'm really not sure with the grammar or with the word that I would be using.

It just dawned on me that my English (now) sucks - supported by my 2.75 english oracomm grade.

Gahd.

Maybe I should start speaking in English (as much as possible) again - fluently.
I miss being in ob - the "Speak-english-or-else-you-will-pay" (Literally. - You have to pay a peso for every tagalog word you would say - And the money will always end up being someone else's lunch. If you get my drift.)
Oh and being with Sha and trying to keep up with her english-ing. :P

Speaking of. I just can't wait for our girls night out on friday the 13th.

But I'm still upset. I really realllly wanted to go to the farewell. I was uber excited about it -- I already bought toiletries, a bag, and other necessary girly stuff. I was even already planning to start to pack tomorrow. Unfortunately, it had to be moved. Oh well. I have classes and I doubt that my mom would allow me to be absent from that.

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I think I'm getting better at using my mom's sewing machine.
I'm now sewing a bag for my gold dress (I'm obssessed with everything gold and brown now.) And i'm working on getting the lining fixed.

I love Ylaya - such wonderful gorgeous fabrics on the street that cost less than a hundred bucks per yard.

Paradise.
I must go back there soon.

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And now, I'm enjoying life as it is. -- No more pessimism. The suspense is over.

And to think that I just told someone yesterday that I'm too lazy and i'm NOT going to wake up early in the morning just to freaking line up to use a computer for only 10 minutes. -- It turns out that I would eat my words and I ended up waking up at 6am just to get to school at 7 -- and due to the uneding delays, I got there by 740. Amidst all the annoyance that I felt - Because I really thought that the line was already long, It turns out that there was only one girl and one boy lined up at the still dead pc.

Ah. Goodie. Third in line. After a few strikes, spares, fences, gutterballs -- was playing bowling in my phone, it was now my turn infront of the pc. FINALLY.

Login. "Click" grades. *eyes scrolling down the list*. Whoopdeedoo. RC - passed. Philo - passed. Check other subjects' grades. Jeepers! (thank you Jennifer Humphrey). I passed all of my probable fail-able subjects. And for the first time ever in my UST life, I did not get a grade lower than 2.75.

Love it.

Happy Holy Week.
I wish I was somewhere else right now - like perhaps, Paris, France? :P

Be safe and be good everyone.
Ciao.

2007-03-27T02:38:00.000+08:00

I'm now officially a bum.

Well not entirely. I have been sewing my 2007-2008 notebooks a purple/plum organza-ed cover. Similar to the cover of my planner/tickler. Haha. I might upload a picture soon.

And. I started reading the It Girl series by Cecily Von Ziegsar.
Unfortunately, I still cannot find "Notorious" - the 2nd novel. But I have "Reckless" - the 3rd one. Can anyone donate the 2nd? Haha. I want!

Hay. Its just like Harry Potter. You won't understand the next book unless you read the previous ones. I think I have this thing about buying series-ed books. If I buy the first book, I'd really want to get the next ones.

Gah. I also want the Gossip Girl series. But I'll just settle with this one since I couldn't keep up with the GG series. I think there are 11 books to date? Gahd. I want the whole collection. But it'll cost alot since one gossip girl book is 300++ bucks. Basta. If I get rich, I'll buy the whole collection. Haha. :)) I wish.

I'm also after the 4th sisterhood of the travelling pants book. - Forever in Blue.

And the Shopaholic and Sister book. Annnnnddddd. The Undomestic Goddess -- both by Sophie Kinsella.

I'll be a bookworm now because I will definitely lose my social life this month. Haha.

Maybe I should start reading the whole HP collection too?

I should go back to the states. Gah. Nobody will be around to reprimand me when I buy novels from Barnes and Noble. Hahaha.

2007-03-24T22:47:00.000+08:00

Wow. For the longest time, I haven't changed my layout.
I have one in mind but i'm too lazy to fix the html, css, whatnots. Wahaha.

:)

Anyway. I reaaaally wanted to join the photo workshop being conducted by-> http://photoworldmanila.com
But I couldn't enroll for.. well. Personal reasons.

And I really felt bad about it. Honestly. I was telling my older sister about this. It was included na talaga in my summer goals that I should join a photog workshop whatever happens. For the reason that I really wanted to learn how to take beyootiful pictures using my dad's 30 year old SLR. However, what she said was, I should wait na lang till I get my DSLR (which by the way I still can't decide which to get --> Nikon d40 or Nikon d40x? HAHA. :P) since the workshop is year round and maybe I could enroll late 2007.

But but buuuut. I want to start with film first, then afterwards, maybe attend the same workshop using my DSLR. And ayun na nga. I want to join the workshop now because this would be the last summer that I would be free from school work. Pero. Wala talagang magagawa.

(Or actually kahit dance workshop nga masaya na ko eh. Basta anything that would make me much less a bum than I am now.)

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I know my grades na in some subjects! Yey. At thank you Lord!! Haha. 2.75 ako sa istatistics (thank you Lord naipasa ko siya! hehe) and sa Bio. Haha. 1.0 sa broadcom and NSTP. At 1.75 sa pe and theo 2. Haha. Inaantay na lang ang Philo, Eng (Oracomm), and RC. Ang tatlong subjects pa naman na kinakabahan ako. Huhu.

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AA = love. :)

We had an AA G.A. kanina. Regarding some announcements and whatnots. Blah. Fast forward. After the pictorials, we went to Tinoko park for the interview of the sophies and the freshies. But before that, may announcements daw. Moving along, aaminin ko nung mga panahon na to, I wasn't paying much attention kasi hindi ko alam mga nangyayari. Tsaka dahil siguro sa init, mas shorter yung attention span ko.(haha. Sorry po. :P).

Tapos yun. Nung kumpleto na, yung announcement pala, is about those AA members na ipagaaral sa mga established theater organizations this summer. (i.e. PETA, CCP.) Tapos ayun. After announcing J-Mee as the first scholar, something totally unexpected happened..

I was chosen as the member na ipagwworkshop sa CCP. PM and SM workshop siya. So medyo nagulantang lang naman ako. I'm really reaaaally not bragging. This is out of sheer surprise and amusement and yeah. Basta it was totally unexpected kasi I'm not too confident with myself. So parang feeling ko talaga napakachaka kong tao... Haha.. Ewan. Eh. Feeling ko kasi napaka unworthy ko dahil wala pa naman akong major na naicontribute sa AA. Hay. Pero ayun. Wahehe. Nagdrama ba daw sa blog. Pero seriously, hay. I'm just really overwhelmed. Kaya speechless ako kanina. Wait. You might say na lumalaki na ulo ko. Ehh. Pero di talaga. Na-shock lang ako.

Ay ano ba yan. Paulit ulit na sinasabi ko.
Basta God is soooo good. Gaya nga ng sinabi ng ate ko, I should wait na lang for the right time for my photog workshop. Tapos yun pala, God has something better in store for me.

Anyway, I wasn't able to say this kanina sa interview. Kaya I'll say it now.

SUPER DUPER UBER thanks sa AA. :D This year ko naexperience yung pagkalove ko sa AA. Ika nga ni Angge, dati ginagawa ko yung mga trabaho ko sa AA dahil kailangan.. Ngayon, dahil gusto ko na. I was seriously considering on quitting na kasi feeling ko (feeling ko lang) bumabagsak na ko talaga sa acads and yun yung solution to help me pull my grades up. Tsaka aaminin ko, sa sobrang pressure kasi, malapit-lapit na ko mag give up. Tapos ngayon ko din naramdaman na naggrow na ko sa AA kasi dati feeling ko walang nangyayari talaga sa buhay AA ko. So ayun. Thanks to K. Ryan at naexperience ko na rin finally umakyat sa entablado at maging artistic side. (at hindi kailangan maghanap ng pera! Pero may solicitations. Haha. :P) Sobrang mahal na mahal ko ang Encadre. Next to Mariposa, eto yung play na binuhos ko talaga ang lahat ko. Basta. Super thanks. (*tantananan!!*) Sa trust, happy moments, at sa mga lessons that are not just applicable in theatre or acads, but also in life. :D

Hay. Enough drama. Di talaga ako ma-express sa mga nararamdaman ko vocally (unless provoked. HAHA.) Pero ayun. Ang masaya, pinayagan na ako ni madung sa debut ni Anne Dizon. At sa farewell. Desisyon na lang ni padung ang aking inaantay.

Tama nga si ate. Maniwala lang ako
..at katukin ko lang daw si Sto. Niño.

2007-03-12T00:57:00.000+08:00

Putragis. Andaming ginagawa. Hell week na talaga.

Actually simula pa ng last week.

Dibali matatapos na talaga.
Pinapayagan na ko mag semi-overnight. HAHA. Yey.
Semi dahil susunduin ako ng 3am. haha. :P

Sinasabi ko na nga ba na hindi binabasa ng prof ko yung reflections ko eh. :)) Imagine that. 90 ang prelim grade ko. HAHA. Yabang. Pero seryoso kala ko nasa 80 yung prelim grade ko. Owell. Enjoy na lang ako dun.

Tapos na Broadcomm. I'm sure okay naman grades namin dun. ;)
English, bukas ko pa malalaman. WAA.
Bio - Recitations galore. Sana okay na.
Philo - EH. ewan.
Rizal - nako. tuesday ko pa malalaman. nababaliw na ko.
PhilHist - sa exams ko pa malalaman. Pero sana bumenta report namin para di gaano kahirap. puro bagsak ata ako dito. huhu.
P.E. - well. kasalanan ko dahil natalo team namin - thanks to my super crappy service.
At finally... STAT. SHET. eto na eh. dizizit. my downfall. Sana maintindihan ko na z scores. alam ko super dali niya eh. di lang kami close kaya di ko siya maintindihan. huhu.

Ayan. Alam niyo na. Jologs ako. :P

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OOOOh. I made a list for my summer 2007. I feel the summer heat na talaga.
Anyway.

1. Clean my super duper messy room.
2. Driving lessons!
3. Photography workshop!
4. Do something worthwhile.
5. Help around the house.
6. Hay. Enroll for summer classes ng theo 3 para maka-catch up. That's just so sad.

Anyway. Yun pa lang. Grabe andami talagang ginagawa.
I just had to blog that kasi baka makalimutan ko. HAHA. :D

May Chucks na ko. Finally! HAHAHA. yey for me. :D

2007-03-07T05:42:00.000+08:00

Yey.

DosKASTreyas = Love. All the sleepless nights, the stress, (amazingly without tears) paid off well. We have achieved something that is more than what is expected of us.

The smallest sophomore CA section. Actually, the smallest in AB. :P With 24 students. + 3 irregulars, we did it! :D

Nico, Shayne, Shieldz, Angge, Gab, ++ Everyone who genuinely worked, we rock! :D

2007-02-20T23:51:00.001+08:00

Feeling: Crappy.
Listening to: Say Okay - Vanessa Hudgens

When it's not alright
When it's not OK
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say OK? (Say OK)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK
Don't run away, don't run away)

Let me know if it's gonna be you
Boy, you've got some things to prove
Let me know that you'll keep me safe
I don't want you to run away so
Let me know that you'll call on time
Let me know that you'll help me shine
Will you wipe my tears away?
Will you hold me closer?

Ah. The song of the moment.
I just heard it sa Magic kanina. Hay.
Super teeny bopper music.

Diba. Sana ganyan e... SANA lang. Libre naman mangarap. :|

Tama ba yun. Problemado ka na nga, aawayin ka pa.
Congratulations. Salamat talaga. Dinagdagan pa e.
Kay liit-liit na bagay. Parang siya, di ginagawa yun.

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"Para, mama, dito na lang, bababa na ako..."
Whoo. Ganda ng Para. :D

2007-02-11T02:13:00.000+08:00

Gahd. My head hurts.
It's 2:15 in the morning and I'm still up. Blame procrastination...

I should've started compiling everything 5 hours ago. But I opted to do something else (i.e. study for math, wrap my present for my friend's 18th birthday [and by wrap, I meant sew a pouch], watch tv, listen to music, etc.).
I have become sooo lazy with my academics. Maybe i'm so tired of it that I already want to graduate and earn money to help my parents. We have to shoot 2 documentaries (one for Rizal and one for Broad quest), 1 music vid, and 1 PSA (public service announcement). But don't get me wrong. I love school. I love my course, my classmates and (some) professors. HAHA. :P But I donno.. I have been losing sleep because of too much school work. But who am I to complain anyway. I mean this is actually easy for the higher levels since they, compared to us, actually have to shoot a TV show every week and they're doing their thesis. Gah. I'm scared.

Anyhoo, I want a Nikon d40 --> [link!]. [Thanks for Chris for enlightening me on this one. I wouldn't have known this cam came out if it wasn't for him.] Anyway. It's so gorgeous. Well, for the photographers, it is. The features are to die for. And it's so compact and lightweight that I can bring it almost everywhere and it wouldn't be much of a bother to carry it around and such. I can finally capture un-grainy photos and add more photos to deviant. Waha.
Hmmn. Do I sound like an advert? Haha. :P But you can't blame me.
Blame the cam for being so pretty. ;)

Anyway. I gotta go. Gotta catch up on some Zzzzs.

2007-02-07T11:27:00.000+08:00

Para. A twin bill production by Artistang Artlets will be shown on

February 20,21,22, with time slots: 10, 1, 3, 5, and 7pm at the Rizal Conference Hall.
Ticket prices will be announced soon.

Directed by John Moran and Jason Dela Cruz. "One Way" written by Michelle Ngu. And "Detour" written by J-Mee Katanyag. :)

Please watch!

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Hay. Pagibig. Panira ng pagaaral at ng pagkakaibigan.
Nagkakanda leche leche na buhay. Nakakatanga nga naman talaga. Tsk.

2007-02-06T20:14:00.000+08:00

It's so amazing what love can do to a person.

Kaya kami napuyat ni Keslie before Philline's debut, dahil gumawa kami ng AVP. Tapos we decided to sing pa, after the AVP. Basta nung gabing yun lang namin naayos ang lahat. Nakakatuwa.

I don't sing solo in front of an audience. I sing solo for myself. Kung kakanta man ako para sa tao, nasa group or sa choir ako (kagaya nung AB mass. Whee. Go Pax Romana choir.:))

Pero anyway. Dahil mahal ko si Phillinie dear, kumanta ako with Sha and Keslie. :))
Haha.

Ang mabuti pa dun, naiyak si Philline after nung AVP. HAHAHA. :P

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It's so sad that a friend that you have trusted for so long can spill the beans on you in just a matter of minutes.

It's highschool all over again.

Nakakadisappoint lang.
It's like you can't trust anyone anymore. =(

Di na ko magsasalita. Baka pati ako madamay pa.
Pero na-hurt ako dito. Wala akong alam. Nalaman ko lang after alam na ng buong mundo.

Issue Issue.

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Nakakatuwa. Nung friday, nadownload ko yung software ng Dance Dance Revo na pwede sa PC. Nakakaadik. Patay. Bagong istorbo nanaman sa pagaaral. :))

2007-01-27T14:08:00.000+08:00

Napakasenti ng topic ko last time. So ngayon masaya naman.

Finally natapos din ang last week.

- Natapos na ang speech ko na sobrang tinamad akong gawin - Which I miraculously pulled off. HAHA. :D Seryoso. I'm hoping for a 90.

- And natapos narin ang Mr. and Ms. AB. Hanep sa awards si Ms. Socio! :) Hehe. Congratulations din kay Mr. CA! Yey.

Gusto ko magpasalamat sa lahat ng AA and ABSC Staffers na tumulong saakin na mabuo ang set. HAHA. :) It took us mga 10 hours and 20 people to fix this and an hour and 5 people to strike it down. :(

Anyway, ngayon naman nagpprepare na kami nila Keskes and Sha para sa debut ni Phiphi dear. :P
Grabe kagabi. Super puyat kami. WAHAHA.

Anyway. Yun lang. paalam! :)

2007-01-21T23:36:00.000+08:00

Damnit. My brain is screaming: "SPEECH!! DO YOUR FREAKING SPEECH!"

But i'm doing something else.

While searching for the UST Tigers logo I saw the link of the Varsitarian in that same page. Interested, I scrolled down and stopped when I saw the word CEGP - College Editor's Guild of the Philippines.

Then I googled for Ernesto Rodriguez Jr. and about 10 minutes ago, I just found out that my lolo has an award -- The Gawad Ernesto Rodriguez Jr. Award -- Or simply Gawad ERJ.

It was so weird. I donno why. Maybe its because I never knew about this. I'm a direct descendant of him and I never knew him too well. All I remember was a bald old man (sorry lolo. :D) with a cheery smile and he would carry me whenever my family and I went to his house. Hmmn.

The last I remember of him was in the ICU of the Philippine Heart Center. It was the last few days of his life. Children were not allowed inside the ICU. But nakayanan ng powers ng magulang ko at nakapasok ako.. I see him lying in his bed with all these strange medical equipments beside him. I couldn't picture out his face anymore. Anyway, I gave my lolo one last kiss then went out the room. And then after that, I couldn't remember anything anymore.

Then recently, while going through my lolo's stuff - which was quite difficult due to mold, anay and some other ghastly insects, my sister and I discovered his autograph collection. It was sooo.. cool. He actually had an autographed picture of Hitler and some other significant figures in history. He and his autograph collection was actually featured on tv.

Andami palang nagawa ni lolo... Nakakatuwa ring malaman na siya pala yung naginform kay Gen. Douglas McArthur na Japan bombed Pearl Harbor. Haha. And some other more stuff.

Hay. It was just a shame that I never got to know my lolo well when he was alive and kicking.
Bigla tuloy akong nalungkot.

Shet kailangan ko na tapusin speech ko.

2007-01-11T00:37:00.000+08:00

Wow. Wala pa pala akong post for January.

Ngayon meron na.

Shucks i-aadmit na yung sister ko sa De Los Santos bukas.
And by Friday, may bago ng myembro ng aming pamilya. :)

Beniah Carlos
(Benny for short. -- Well actually ako lang tatawag ng Benny sa kanya. Mwahaha. :D)

Excited na ko.

I was expressing my thoughts kanina sa mom ko. Giving birth used to be spontaneous. Dati, you cannot actually say na gusto mo birthdate ng anak mo, na on (date) mo siya gusto ilabas. Sorry for the topic. Sadyang ginagambala niya ang utak ko.

Dati, mararamdaman na ni nanay ang labor pains. Takbo sa ospital. Antay antay.. And then pag pumutok na yung water sac na may laman na amiotic (or however you spell it) fluid, dun pa lang malalaman ng doctors na lalabas na yung child. Then manganganak na si nanay at tapos ang usapan.

Ngayon, dahil may C-section na, you can actually tell your ob-gyne kung kailan mo gusto manganak.

Anyway yun lang. Weird lang.

Kailangan ko pang aralin si Rizal.
Happy New Year... Three Kings... Quiapo day. :D

2006-12-22T21:43:00.000+08:00

Saan saan na pumunta, sino sino ang kinita. Pero wala parin akong madama...
I was born in the States...
Pumipiyok piyok, palambot lambot...
Ikaw ang bituin na pangarap kong abutin...

Sino ba ako? Kailan ba makakawala sa pagka-bilanggo?
Nabilanggo ako ng Encadre.

Di ka na, di ka na makakawala...

Parang ayoko nga lumaya…

I fell inlove with the play too much. Oo mushy na kung mushy. Pero seryoso.
Minahal ko talaga ang play na to. Binigay ko ang 101% ko.

Feeling ko, hindi lang ako yung hindi pa over sa play… Kagabi nga lang sa party eh nag kakantahan parin ng Encadre songs ang mga AA.

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Ang saya nung party kahapon.. First time kong pumunta sa isang AA event na hindi production ang pinaguusapan… Nung umpisa ay literal na nakakapagod siya, tapos nung bandang huli, naging masaya at maayos yung party. Nakapag-bonding kami ni Seh at malaki ngayon ang utang ko sa kanya. Haha. :P

Sayang wala akong camera. Sadyang nakakalungkot pag hindi ka nakapag-charge ng battery at ang digicam mo ay nasa loob lang ng bag mo at walang silbi. Owell.

Congrats sa mga heads. :)

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Pasko nga pala no.. Ika nga ni Goddess (K. Richard), kung hindi lang ibinabalita sa radyo ang countdown kung ilang araw na lang bago magpasko, eh hindi mo marerealize na 3 days na lang.

Ang weird.. Andami kong kilala na hindi ramdam ang pagsapit ng pasko ngayon. Including moi. Hindi ba siguro dahil mabilis natapos ang 2006? Ewan.. Dati sobrang excited na ko mag pasko pag September pa lang..

Basta ang mahalaga, kasama mo mga mahal mo at masaya kayo. :)

Random Thoughts:
1. I look fatter on the big screen. Putek ang pangit ko talaga dun sa movie. Owell. :P
2. Book 7 is, Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows... :P

Merry Christmas!

2006-12-16T08:30:00.000+08:00

Wow. Ang bilis ng panahon... Parang kailan lang nagre-rehearse kami sa Colayco..
Tapos nung thursday, nag sara na ang Encadre..

Feeling ko di ako makaka-get over sa play na to.. Ito yung isa sa mga plays ng AA na sobrang minahal ko dahil nagsilbi siyang turn-around sa buhay AA ko.
Una, naging Artistic Side ako, Tapos na-experience ko magbayad ng Solicitations... Hehe. Tapos umakyat ako sa Entablado.. na actually, isa sa mga goals ko bago mag-tapos ang second year.. At dito ko naranasan uminom ng kape. Dahil ayoko talaga ng kape at never pa akong nakakainom ng kape. Haha. :)

Napaka-mushy ko ba? Pero seryoso sobrang... Wala lang.. Mahal ko lang talaga ang Encadre. :)

Hanggang ngayon, pinapakinggan ko parin yung mga Encadre songs. Hay...

Ay.. Tsaka nakakuha ako ng poster. Mwahaha. Courtesy of Araneta Center-Cubao LRT Station. :P

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Christmas Party ng 2ca3 mamaya. Yey yey.

At.. One year na kami ni Janus my love. :)

2006-12-10T20:28:00.000+08:00

Ang Encadre ay narito na!

Dates and Showtimes:
December 12 - 3, 5, 7
December 13 - 10, 1, 3, 5
December 14 - 10, 1, 3, 5

Venue: Rizal Conference Hall, St. Raymund's Building, UST, España.

For the low low price of.. 20.. 19 pesos! :)

For more info, leave a message. Or contact me. :)

2006-12-09T13:17:00.000+08:00

Andito ako sa Lib at may rehearsals sa ex-colayco ngayon. Actually wala pa namang ginagawa mga SG kaya dito muna ako at mag-reresearch ako para sa English ko. At magbblog narin.

Hmmn. Actually wala pala akong ibblog.
Masakit lang ulo ko. =\

For the sake of updating lang. :)

2006-12-01T17:34:00.000+08:00

Mood: Masaya
Music: Lie About Us - Avant ft. Nicole Scherzinger.

Iilang araw na lang ang nalalabi at malapit na mag bagong taon. Pero bago yun, magtatanghal muna ang Encadre, at aayusin ko ang set ng Mr. and Ms. AB! :) Goodluck. HAHA.

Ang saya pala ng walang pasok. Andami ko na yatang na-achieve para sa sarili ko. Pagddl ng bagong kanta, pageedit ng litrato, pag-gagawa ng bagong earrings, pagssubmit sa deviant art, at kung ano ano pa. Kaya lang hindi ako nakapunta sa dentista. At gusto ko na matapos ang session na ito dahil alam kong masakit ang mangyayari. Naiinis ako magantay. Hehe. Labo ko.

2 days lang pala ang break ko kasi may rehearsals tomorrow and may NSTP sa sunday. Owell.
Enjoyable ang NSTP. In fairness. Kahit napakasakit ng katawan ko noong mga nakaraang araw, eh.. Well. Masaya. Napaka-macho ko kasi. Amen.

Grabe. Tinatamad na ko maging studyante. Baka kasi dahil sa mga *ahem* eh nawawalan na ko ng gana magaral. Wala na kong natututunan. Well except sa CA, Histo, RC, Theo2, and Bio. Other than that, wala na. Super blank na yung brain ko.

Random thought: Lahat ng AA sa listahan ko, puro display image, galing sa Encadre pictorials. Naaaliw talaga ako. Haha. :) Ganda kasi ng ilaw sa Quadricentennial park eh.

Pero magaling din yung kumuha. -- http://cramattack.multiply.com (Thanks Gabso. :D)

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Ang dami ko pa palang sasabihin. Di lang pumasok sa isip ko kanina.

Condolence sa pamilya ni Mr. Maximo V. Soliven na sumakabilang buhay noong isang linggo pa. Di ko actually maalala yung date kung kailan. Pero nung nareceive ko na lang yung txt message from my fellow montessorian, nagulat na lang ako at nagreply ako ng "di nga? talaga?" at sabi niya, "oo, at dahil sa pneumonia."

or something like that.

Ako naman ay na-super shock dahil I have always pictured Mr. Soliven as a very lively person. Di naman yung tipong napaka-immortal niya.. It's just that I have never heard of him being sick or being under the weather. Baka nasanay lang talaga ako na nung nasa highschool ako, araw-araw kong pinuputol ang kanyang column para idikit sa MVS-PSS-SS-DG (Sara Soliven-De Guzman) notebook ko. Na paminsan minsan ay ginagawan ko pa ng critic -slash- reaction dahil kailangan namin sa homeroom. At nung naka-graduate na ko, once in a while, pag nahihiram ko ang Star ng dad ko, binabasa ko parin yung column ni Mr. Soliven. Naging habit ko na ata yun.

I have met him once. Kasama ko pa tatay ko sa McDonalds nung araw na yun. Nagulat nga ako nung binati niya tatay ko.. Tapos na-realize ko na ang lolo ko nga pala ay naging journalist din dati at lahat ng mga ate ko ay nagaral sa OBMC. Haha. Anyway, kinamusta niya dad ko at ang lolo ko (na-hindi niya maalala na sumakabilang buhay na dati pa.) So ayun. Tumahimik na lang ako sa isang tabi. Haha. :) Tapos kinamusta niya rin ako. Tapos yun na. Yun lang ata yung oportunidad na nakausap ko siya.

Pero nakausap parin ni daddy si Max nung graduation namin sa CAT sa Camp Crame. Hmmn.
Siya rin pala ang dahilan kung bakit nakapagmartsa (spelling?) ang aming batch dun sa Crame. Owell. Malaki utang na loob ng Maghari sa kanya.

Anyway.. Basta nung nalaman ko, nalungkot na lang ako bigla...

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Napanood ko na yung Happy Feet. Masaya siya. Ang cute ni mumbles. :D
At nabaliw ako sa trailer ng Harry Potter 5.

Kuya Fhadz (di ko alam kung mababasa niya to):
Isang malaking.. THANKS. As in thank you for listening to my babbles.. Basta yun na yun. :)

At eto pa nga pala.. : Happy happy Birthday! :) Para kay
Shayne Guevara -- sorry at di ako makakapunta sa iyong birthday bash sa Pampangga... :(
At kay Tani Cariño -- na sorry din at 10 years na ata tayong di nagkikita...

Ciao. :)

2006-11-19T00:23:00.000+08:00

Music: Fade - Solu ft. Kimblee
Mood: Okay lang.

11 Months and going strong. :)
I want a Chocolate Marjolaine cake. Hay. :D

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Went to the editing studio today and had my first ever "dubbing" sesh. I sucked. HAHA. :) But its my first time. So gimme a break.. :P I dubbed my own character in the upcoming movie Shake Rattle and Roll 8. So guys, if you want to see me be burned alive, and look like a "taong grasa", then this is the movie to watch. :))

(sorry about the picture. I was captured using a phone (obviously :P) but it won't transfer to the pc via infra.. grr. owell.)

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Went to Divisoria with my mom last week. I lurved the accessories - the gold chains with the big beads. I was on the verge of buying one set when my mom told me to just save my money instead because -- I'm not showing off or anything but I can easily make one if I wanted to and she already had a lot of these "blings." I at first did not believe her because I never saw her gold accessories before. But the other day, she said she finally found the key to her "baul" and lo and behold, it was like a treasure chest.

The smell of it brought back memories from my childhood. You see, as a child, I loved going through the contents of this simple box. It was like a time capsule. It contained interesting artifacts, like Hello Kitty perfumes- My mom bought these when she went to Japan and accessories during the 1960s.

I was indeed pleased to see my mom's collection. She had about 20 gold necklaces and a few gold bracelets to match these necklaces. Do I look like a Christmas tree? Haha. :)

My mom told me that my grand aunt and her cousins used to call her a Christmas tree because of the accessories that she wore at parties or social gatherings during her time. Now, she's passing them on to me so that I too can use her accessories at the parties i'm going to.
She's actually glad that I can use it too. At least it wouldn't be stored in that time capsule forever. :)

I hope that I can pass these too to my "daughter". :))

Oh. And for the last pic, its also my mom's vintage stuff. I bought the white belt from divisoria then the tan, black, and gold belt was my mom's. I think she got them when she was 18. Its kinda unique actually. I know that everyone else has "that" kind of belt. But the buckles of my mom's belts are different from today. :) Um. The bangles are also my mom's... And the kolorete (that's blush-on for us :)) was my grand aunt's. The compact actually has her name embedded on it. (Which is no problem for me since we have the same name - Ligaya.). :)

Anyway. It's pretty late. And I'm sleepy.
Ciao everyone. :D

2006-11-15T01:00:00.000+08:00

Mood: EWAN. Naiinis sa mundo.
Music: Get up - Ciara

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Nakakalungkot isipin na pati ang mga pinakamatatalinong tao sa mundo, nagigiging tanga dahil sa pag-ibig.

Regarding this issue, ayoko na talaga magsalita. Naubusan na ko ng pasensya sa kakaexplain ngunit walang naniniwala sa sinasabi ko. Or kung naniniwala nga, di naman ina-absorb. So wala ding kwenta.
Wag na lang. I learned my lesson, di na ko makiki-elam. This is the last time na talaga. Things will happen in the right place in God's time. Yun na lang.

Makulit ako. OO alam ko yun. Pero anyway. Bahala na talaga.

2006-11-09T00:07:00.000+08:00

I'm crestfallen; drowning in a pool of lugubriousness...

2006-11-01T00:43:00.000+08:00

Mood: Okay lang.
Music: Collide - Howie Day

MYMP Concert @ celebrity.
When they started performing, the audience was quiet at first; un-cooperative, I must say. But as they sang more songs, people started to approach the stage and captured photos of Juris and Chin up close :P. I was one of those people. Yes, the jologs me went up the stage and had my picture taken with Juris. Haha. :) It was cool. Although they were an hour late (which made the hosts pretty upset and they started saying not-so-nice things about them.) Tsk. Owell.

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When I'm not blogging, I have so many thoughts to blog about. But when I'm actually infront of the computer, I tend to forget what I was gonna write about in the first place.

- Anyway. November 1st. The death and beginning of a new month.
Hmmn. Its almost the end of the sembreak. Honestly, the past few weeks have been a blur. All I can remember are the major details, like shooting for the movie (which by the way is finally done. Yey for that.), getting my permit and my atm card, getting into arguments with *ahem*, and the like. There's nothing much to do but bum around, watch television, use the pc and overeat - (this explains why I have been getting fatter.)... In addition to that, beat pit stop boy at the Ferrari racing thingy at the arcade and score 74 points in playing arcade bball. Heehee. :D

- Damnit. I got disconnected. Fortunately, I didn't close this window. Argh. I have been constantly badgering my dad to get a DSL connection since what we have right now is expensive (when you calculate it), and not to mention its über slow! (Don't ask.) Its actually amazing that I haven't reached his boiling point. Maybe its because he's also interested in getting the connection because I have been marketing it to him and I think its actually working. (Thanks to my CA skills. :)))

- Speaking of "CA", I heard from my fellow blockmates that the ~~#$#&$!*&()^%$(*!(*!!!~~ (Edit - I think "Izma" is the right term. If you don't know who Izma is, watch the Emperor's New Groove and you will get a better idea on who she is. :P) will be teaching us again this sem. Which will make the 2nd sem a waste of time and talent and not to mention our money that we will be paying for this sem. Argh. I want to drop it actually but.. when I think about it, I wouldn't want to be furthermore delayed from graduating by taking up back subjects in my senior year in college. I have enough back subjects (theo_6) to deal with.

I haven't even enrolled yet. I'm forever irregular because I can't take up theo this sem with my blockmates because I'm way behind in that stupid subject. Grr. And sadly, my school's system is different. We cannot pick our own schedules nor our own professors. We're stuck with our 1st year, 1st sem classmates (which of course is not an issue to me because I love 2ca3.) But i'm having a hard time in enrolling since my enrollment date is different than theirs. In addition to that, I can't pick a decent p.e. schedule with them too. Darn. I wish I could get a slot from APEC sec. 3. :( Boo.

- I'm actually done with the backdrop for MMAB's pageant. Finally the sketch (that looked like it was drawn by a 5 year old) was seen by our director (ate miles, thanks for being really really considerate) and I'm now in the middle of building the scale model (with lights. ;)). I'm panicking now because I don't actually know how to make the set prettier without overspending. And frankly speaking, I can't draw so I can't present my backdrop ideas very well.. Tsk.

- I bought two new books the other day. The 2nd and 3rd book of the sisterhood of the travelling pants. Sha got me hooked with the story. She gave me the 1st book as a gift and so I read. I loved it. Anyway, the 2nd book kept me pre-occupied during the shooting day. It was a really good read and thanks to the movie, the characters were now more solid and I can imagine the story well. Haha. It was fun. It was like watching a movie in your head by reading a bunch of words for a couple of hours. Did that make sense? Hmmmn. But anyway I'm proud to say that I was able to finish the 2nd book in one day, the 3rd one the next day. I love the way the sisters' lives is changing and the story has been going. I look forward to reading the 4th book. And it was cool since I got a discount on the books so it was cheaper by... around 50 bucks each. :P

I learned a new word too. -> Paroxysm - A sudden outburst of emotion. :))

Since I'm finally done reading the "travelling pants", my new goal is to buy the whole set of Gossip Girls including The "It" girl - again influenced by Sha (I love her reading list). But the whole set is too expensive. Its 400 pesos a book and when you add them all together, the price is 3thou+. I think I have to save up first though.. The Mom won't even give me a peso to spend on the books. Pfft.

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My internet's really slow so I can't post at cbox. Grr. I'll wait for school to start again to be able to take advantage of the highspeed internet available at the lib. Heehee. :D

Rose: i miss you :(
- Rose. I miss you too! :D I'm so excited to see you again. :D love you dear.
LARA.: i really loove your blog. sooo cute.
- thanks Lara! :)
geh: myxie!!!! god i miss you so much!!! good thing we'll be seeing each other tomorrow..hehe!!!
- GEH! See you sa Nov. 3. Haha. Sana di ako kabahan sa auditions. Hahaha. Bakit ba kasi nirerequireeee. :(
gabso: hi myx! :D
- GAB! Halllooo. :) See you sa nov 3 din.
anne: came here just to check you out and i was like.. cooool. heeks! new layout.. love it. :* tc myxie.
- Anne: thanks thanks sooo much!
Bea: i like the song rin! :p
Bea: Hey Ate Myx! Looooovve your layout! :)
- Bea. I love yours too. Thanks for the tag!
iris: hey ate.:)
- hey Iris! :)
Jus: hi ate :)
- Hello Justine! :)

Anyway. The mom's telling me to go to sleep. I have been lacking sleep.
My body clock's messed up.

Ciao!

2006-10-25T22:03:00.000+08:00

Forgive me for my ramblings. This will be brief. I just want to write down how I feel because if I don't, I will burst.

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/- edited out.
Sorry.

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On the lighter side of my life, I didn't fail anything this sem. I love computer talaga. HAHA. :)
I really expected that I would fail Math. But i'm really thankful na 3 ako dun. Yey.

Anyway. I shall be gone.. Not even my good grades could compensate for the way I feel right now. Pffft.

2006-10-18T10:24:00.000+08:00

Mood: Okay lang.
Music: Waltz - Hale

// See the picture for the lyrics. ;)
Yes. I captured that photo. So its mine! :P Bleh. HAHA :)

Wala pa yung picture ko na kasama ko siya eh. Na kay Yoj pa. :))

Imagine my excitement when Tek txted me that Hale will be going to our CASA Integ Ball. Nabaliw ako. HAHAHA. :))

Masaya siya actually. Kahit kaunti lang yung 2nd year na nagpunta.. As in walang taga ca4 na nagpunta, isang taga ca2, tatlong taga ca3 and a handful of ca1s. Owell. Nag bonding na lang kami nila mm.. Haha. :)

For more photos of ~~Champ~~... Este... of the Integ Ball, go here -> http://myx02myx.multiply.com/photos/album/51

Haha. :)

Sembreak-to-dos:

~~SLEEP. At least 13 hours. HAHA. :) Seryoso. I really need to catch up with this 5 letter word.~~
~~Go to the dentist - an appointment I have been putting on hold due to stupid school projects.~~
Get my student's permit. - yes. I shall drive soon. mwahahahahaha. >:)
~~Get an ATM account. - shet may pera na ko!~~
Watch myself be burned alive on the big screen.. - hahaha. I shall post about this soon. - Sa december pa pala to. Haha. :) But we do have a shooting date next next week. >:)
~~Clean my room.~~
~~Try to create a beyootiful design for the MMAB set.. HAHA. :D~~
Go to my dead relatives... :D
~~Watch MYMP concert sa celebrity.. Woot woot.~~
~~CASA Integ ball.~~
~~And the most important one: Go chillax-ing and get a massage. :D YEAH.~~
~~Find my PGC book for Chreees.~~

9 out of 12... Not bad. :))
But I haven't gone to the spa yet.

Oh... And I have a new goal..
13. Reach level 13 of ZUMA. :D Yey! :)

Anyway. I gotta go. :) Ciao!

2006-10-10T19:06:00.000+08:00

Mood: trying hard mag relax.
Music: Tattooed on my mind, Fly me to the moon, Mas Que Nada - Sitti

And now I curse you for being so sweet and so kind.
Fly me to the moon and let me play among the stars.
Ooooooh ariaaaaaanoooow. Oba oba oba... Hehe. :P

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Sorry tans. Baka I really can't go. :( I know you're really upset and all.. You know my reasons and I understand why you're upset.
Bawi na lang ako. :D

Na-bibitteran sa mga pangyayari.
Nevertheless, cute pa din ako.

P.I. lang talaga.
Badtrip.

Di bali. One more week of hell and I'm gonna catch up on a lot of things.
3 weeks of total.... SLEEP! hahaha. :)

Sembreak-to-dos:

SLEEP. At least 13 hours. HAHA. :) Seryoso. I really need to catch up with this 5 letter word.
Go to the dentist - an appointment I have been putting on hold due to stupid school projects.
Get my student's permit. - yes. I shall drive soon. mwahahahahaha. >:)
Get an ATM account. - shet may pera na ko!
Watch myself be burned alive on the big screen.. - hahaha. I shall post about this soon.
Clean my room.
Try to create a beyootiful design for the MMAB set.. HAHA. :D
Go to my dead relatives... :D
Watch MYMP concert sa celebrity.. Woot woot.
CASA Integ ball.
And the most important one: Go chillax-ing and get a massage. :D YEAH.

Anyway. I gotta go study more.
Ciao everyone. ;)

2006-10-07T20:28:00.000+08:00

New layout.

From the Havaianas website. :D

Unang tingin ko pa lang sa litrato na to, biglang... Dezezet.. My next layout header. :D

I'm so gay talaga. I love rainbows. :D

// English Paper
// Marketing Defense
// Final Exams.

Goodbye first semester.
Hopefully hindi goodbye USTe. =|

2006-10-02T23:33:00.000+08:00

Mood: Masaya. :D
Music: Believe - DB Boulevard.

"You've got to believe
You better do it
Believe
Cause you'll be fine
Believe…"

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Woohoo!!! Season 69 Champions! :D

Haha. :D Congrats to the whole Thomasian Community. Wooot. :D

And sa Ateneans din! Great game guys.. :D

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Back to reality nanaman bukas.. Hay. Social Dance Finals.. Goodluck.

Ciao! :)

2006-09-16T00:30:00.000+08:00

I have been sleeping late everyday for the past week just to cope with stupid school projects that have been building up for the past month.

Marketing Project - Almost done mehn!!!
English Paper - :P

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*9 Months. :) <--- Buti na lang pinaalala saakin ni Ayen kanina. =))
Or else I would've forgotten. (As if.) :))

I really like what you've done to me, I can't really explain it, i'm so into you. :)

2006-09-10T17:28:00.000+08:00

Mood: Masaya. Coolness talaga ang buhay.
Music: Public Affair - Jessica Simpson

Dahil sa blog ni Bea Lobaton, eh naging LSS ko tuloy ang public affair. Ayoko yung singer pero I like the song coz' its catchy.. I gotta get the mp3 copy of that... pati rin pala yung London Bridge ni Fergie.

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Jive for Five. GO USTe TIGERS!. :) Winners nanaman ang USTe sa annual cheering competition ng UAAP. Grabeh. Nanghihinayang ako at wala ako dun sa Araneta in person.. Pero kahit na sa isang maliit na kahon lang ako nanonood eh, I can still feel my adrenalin pump habang pinapalabas ang routine ng USTe at yung ibang magagagaling na schools.

Congrats to the SDC and sa YJ.. and to the whole Thomasian community. :D
Black gold black white go fight fight fight.

GO USTe. :D

2006-09-08T23:08:00.000+08:00

We (BA5 group) finally got to meet at M.Lo's house to fix our Marketing Plan. I am glad that everybody came and everybody was very cooperative about this. I thought at first that she would not be going because she'd rather be with her boyfriend or that if she went, she wouldn't do anything at all and she's gonna be OP (out of place) when we start talking about our Markstrat and other things.

I kept on reminding her about this for the past few days and I did really expect that she's a no-show.

She came. :) I'm glad that she did. She had a lot of ideas, mind you.
She's not the weird girl that you think she is.. Well she's weird alright but she's not all weird. Gets?

And the OP thing wasn't such an issue. During our meeting at the oval table at M.Lo's house, she was talking and giving us ideas about how our Markstrat should go and she was able to relate to us as much as we could relate to her.

I'm sorry for being the assume-ra that I am and for being mean for expecting her to not to come. I am really thankful that she's a part of our group.

But I really do have to admit that Weird minds work in wondrous ways. :P

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Of lies and words that should not have been verbally said.

I would just like to apologize to all the people whom I have been saying or whom I have said not-so-nice-words behind their back.

Backstabbing (as defined in Dictionary.com --> To attempt to discredit (a person) by underhanded means, as innuendo, accusation, or the like.) became a habit of mine during my highschool days because everyone seems to be doing it. (Yes. My highschool's culture is different than yours. So you can't really blame me.)
I knew that it was wrong but I kept on doing it since I knew a handful or even more has been backstabbing me about my weird-ness, childish-ness, kasungitan-ness, attitude, my unsocialite-ness, my fashion statements and whatever that may come into mind that these people may not like about me. Being the child that I am, I tend to fight fire with fire. And obviously say bad things about people I don't really like or I don't "feel".

Yes, I should've confronted these people but I didn't bother anymore because they were a lot and I didn't really care if they liked me or not for being me because I am not that concerned about being popular or for not being liked by the majority for being myself. And most of all, I do not plan to be a doormat for these people. I would never ever change for anyone but for me and me alone. (Well for those people I love too. But that's a different story.)

I hated backstabbers.. But I kept on backstabbing them anyway.. So it turns out that not only am I a backstabber, but I'm also a hypocrite. Which is worse, right?. Sha made me realize this; In order for people to stop saying things about me, maybe I should stop and think and look at myself first. My mean side got the better of me though. The habit never stopped until I graduated from highschool.

I'm glad that when I finally got to College, my habit (little by little) started to diminish through the influence of my really good friends. At first I got shocked because since I had this idea that they were used to backstabbing and all that crap, and they knew that what I said was true, I thought that they would agree with what I said about this certain person (that I don't remember who) and that they would say their opinions regarding about that person..
But they were very un-biased. They were able to let me see both sides of the argument. Being the rational persons that they are, they just said that "intindihin mo na lang kasi baka may problems siya." So there. I realized that I should really leave the backstabbing thing in highschool.

I was trying to be rational when it comes to people annoying me and stuff. But the thing is, since I was.. or am very childish, I tend to be pikon. And when provoked, I tend to be more physical rather than to fight back with words or just ignore them and go on with my life.

I actually regret being the person that I was in highschool. I will always be remembered as the girl who is hated-because-of-her-actions. But it did help me grow. I used all the criticisms, constructive or not, to patch up all my errors in the past. Maybe I just needed a new environment because I know for a fact that I changed myself so that I would be more like-able in College. The thing is, people tend to label people. Especially in higshchool. If you are a cheerleader, varsity, or whatever, *poof* instant popularity. But if you're a deviant... well, you'll be discriminated for being one. I was already labelled. So no matter how hard I tried to change myself, people will forever be under the impression that I am like this or that.

Anyway. Back to the topic, I'm not saying that I have finally gotten rid of that habit since I don't want to lie. Haha.. :P But it did lessen now(when compared to highschool)... trust me. ;)

Wala lang.

I know for a fact that some people still hate me for what or who I am. And I do know that they say not-so-nice things behind my back.. So if you're one of them, here's the deal. I don't give a damn about what you say.
People like you are insecure, self-centered, insensitive losers. Got that?

"/f you Love me, or Hate me, I don't really care. Either way, I'm acknowledged."
"I won't change for you. I don't need you to like me anyway"
"I'd rather be disliked for being myself than to be loved for being someone that I'm not."

AND.... "Imitation is the best form of flattery." ;)

Ciao.

(I would like to apologize to those who were affected dun sa original entry ko dapat today. I do thank her for telling me and I'm really sorry ulit.:)

2006-09-05T21:12:00.000+08:00

Hay thank God.. Nakaraos din sa Chacha.. :)
I love group 5! :) Nakabawi na din tayo at last. ;)

Tango naman next week.

Mood: Super happy. :)
Music: Sway - Pussycat Dolls

"When we sway I go weaaaak.. "

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We (2nd year of AB) had our annual reco kanina.. It was super fun and it wasn't your typical type of recollection na tahimik and bawal tumawa or whatever. Haha. Nasanay ako sa reco ng OB na nakaupo lang tapos may pinapasagutan na mga papel-papel. Nakakatuwa yung regent ng AB and yung isang speaker na ang hilig mag joke. :)
Kala ko kagabi aantukin lang ako.. Eh buti naman pala hindi. :)

Anyway, I'm really glad na naka-pag confession na ko kanina. :) I feel so angelic today..
No seriously. HAHA. :)

2006-09-01T22:24:00.000+08:00

Buhay kolehiyo.

Mood: Tired.
Music: Falling Star - Moony

She was kind of wondering how to catch a falling star.

Grabe.. September nanaman. Before we know it, new year nanaman at magsisimula nanaman ang 2007.

Pero bago tayo makadating sa year 2007, masisiraan muna ako ng bait...
Hindi ko alam kung ano gagawin ko sa sobrang dami ng load ng projects sa iba-ibang subjects namin. Ang hirap pala mag communication arts. Pero mahal ko ang kursong ito.. Dahil hindi ako mapupunta dito kung wala naman talagang rason ang Diyos para ilagay ako sa kinatatayuan ko ngayon.

May isang prof pa kami na feeling major at kung ano-anong projects ang ni-rerequire niya saamin.. Hello. Di lang naman siya yung subject namin. Grabe.

- Marketing (++ the whole Market your product stuff.)
-- Pero I love marketing naman.. Kaya medyo enjoy siya gawin kahit mahirap. -- May reporting pa ko dito.

- Filipino
-- Analyzation Papers + Quizzes + Something that will happen in October na hindi ako sure kung ano dahil hindi ako nakikinig. >:)

- English
-- Goodluuuuck! Compare and Contrast paper. :((

- Nat Sci, Math, History, Computer
-- More activites and quizzes. GRABEH.

- Social Dance
-- Bumuo at magmemorize ng choreo for a 3 minute song in one week.

May NSTP pa and AA. :)) Cool.

September will be hell for most of the sophies na CA..
Good luck batchmates.. Kaya natin to. :)

Random Thought: Excited na ko magkaroon ng subject na TV Prod and Photography and Desktop Publishing.. Kaya lang yung downside ng TV Prod, kahit 3 times a week ka lang papasok sa school, feeling mo, parang 7 days a week kang pumapasok dahil sa shooting and everything else that goes with it.

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May nabasa akong blog. Pero di ako nagaassume na related sa nabanggit ko na dream nung isang araw (August 27 entry). Pero the funny thing is, may nakasulat sa entry ko na yun na nakasulat din sa blog niya. And parang feeling ko talaga; yung entry niya, it's indirectly related to me although I believe that it was just a coincidence..
Pero parang lately, nakakakita ako ng bagay-bagay na related sa panaginip ko na yun ah. Weird.

Is it coincidence? Or am I just being too paranoid? Haha. :)
Ciao everyone.

2006-08-31T09:51:00.000+08:00

Ika nga ni Angge, "Sa dulo ng keme, may dila."

Ako'y bored.

Computer class is fun. :)
Ciao.

2006-08-27T17:10:00.000+08:00

Hay. Ang pangit pala tingnan ng layout ko sa Mozilla. I'm currently trying to figure out how to align the tagboard dun sa position niya dapat. :)

And the song Breaking Free isn't really playing. So pinalitan ko ng Falling Star by Moony.
Sayang... Super theme song naman namin ni Jodie yung breaking free.

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Wala lang.. It has been weird lately.. As in nung friday, may napaginipan ako. Then kahapon, yung movie sa HBO, related sa dream na yun. And then kanina sa church, may nakita akong item na related din sa dream na yun.. Tapos pati sa net, meron parin. Pamatay.
Oh well. Di naman gaano ka-importante yun.

Past is past.

Anyway. Aral muna ako sa Marketing.. Kunwari.
And gagawa na ko ng report and concept for the tv, radio, print ad. Wak.
At magttranscribe pa pala ako ng trip na trip.. WAAAAH. Yoko na. :((
Pero bago ang lahat, mag Z-zuma muna ako! yey! Super adik na yung pamilya ko sa Zuma.. Kung hindi Zuma, Chuzzle. Waaah. Haha. :))

Speaking of Marketing.. Kailangan ko pa ng 30 thou. Kakabaliw. Pag tumatawag ako sa companies, its either wala yung taong kakausapin ko, or wala daw, di pumasok and shit..
Kailangan ko pa magpafax. Wala pa kong perang pang fax.

Hay buhay..

2006-08-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

Woot. After 349490238402984098190283019830 years, nakapagpalit narin ako ng layout. :)

Hay.. I miss her. Everytime I go home from school, she'd hug me real tight and she'd kiss me repetitively na nalulunod na ko sa kisses niya. Hay. Super lambing child. Haha. Tapos hahatakin niya ko sa room ko kasi magsshopping daw siya ng earrings sa earrings rack ko. :)

Magkamukha daw kami sabi ng ate ko? Haha. I doubt. But I do know na sobrang pareho kami dahil pareho kaming brat, kikay, makulit, malaki tiyan, maarte, mahilig magsayaw, mahilig sa music, etc.. Pamangkin ko nga talaga tong batang toh. Haha. :)

She was in one of her bratty moods before they (my sis, her husband and jodie) before they left for the states.. Tapos I took a picture of her ng ganyan.. Haha. Ang kyuuuuut.

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I've never seen my dad's other side.. He's so sad because its quiet nanaman dito sa house... So ayun. Hay..

Anyway. Yun lang.

Sige sige.. Kailangan pang magaral sa marketing.
Ciao. :)

2006-08-23T17:37:00.000+08:00

Super update.

Mood: Tired... Satisfied?
Music: Me and You - Cassie

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I have been in the library for 6 hours or more. I'm finally done with photocopying all my sources for my Chinese and Greek Gods - compare and contrast paper. Nakakabaliw.. Ang sakit sa bulsa mag shell-out ng money to pay for the photocopy. Since we were given 5 points each for our book sources, syempre, dapat abusuhin mo na. Since it can help pull up your grade if your actual paper sucked. ;P Tapos mamaya, i'm still gonna research for internet sources.. Andaya. 1 point each lang yun. Oh well.

Anyway, Sa Religion section and sa Social Science ako madalas kanina. Its funny na may isang couple/partners/blockmates dun sa Religion section na kanina pa nandun. I went to the library during Sir Satoquia's class (8-9am) and saw them studying. And then I went back ng mga 12 in the afternoon, andun parin sila. And up to now, (5:30pm) andun parin sila.. And I think they're asleep ata. Haha. Grabe. They just stayed in the same spot. Wala lang. Just wanted to share my library experience. Na-eenjoy akong tingnan sila kasi nagkukulitan sila dun sa isang kanto. At nagbabasa. :))

Kahit tahimik sa lib.. Ansaya actually. Kasi malamig.. Samahan mo pa ng pakikinig sa mp3.

Anyway. Ayun lang. Prelims are finally over. I actually got a good grade in Marketing. Considering the fact that I did not study for the prelim exam. :)) And I passed everything naman.. I think? I don't know pa the prelim grade sa histo.. Pero sana pasa. :) Whee.

I shall be finishing my September layout soon.

Ang bilis ng takbo ng panahon. Parang kahapon lang dumating yung eldest sister ko na galing sa states... Tapos bukas... Uwi na sila. One month has passed na kaagad.

I'm gonna miss my niece. :(

2006-08-09T17:05:00.000+08:00

Mood: Sick sick sick.
Music: Steppin Out - Kaskade.

I'm hoping you take this chance, Steppin' Out to dance.

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Currently:
- At the USTe library.
- Abusing school internet privileges.
- Sick with a bad headache.
- Waiting for Janus to be dismissed.
- Scared of the Finance exam tomorrow
- Wanting to go home.
- Bored.

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Exams week.
Pero instead na nagaaral ako kagabi, gumagawa ako ng necklace. Nakikinig sa mp3 at nanonood ng tv. Nagllaptop. At nagttxt. HAHA. :)

Sabay sabay yan. Kaya mo?

Pero syempre nagaral din ako ng kaunti. Sheesh. Pero babagsak parin ako. Kasi nagkanda-baliktad yung mga sagot ko... Eh puro Chinese names eh.. Grabe. Sakit sa ulo.

Na-reformat na pala laptop ko. I'm officially virus free. Kaya lang, ayaw na gumana ng YM ko ngayon dahil 2000 lang nilagay sa laptop ko.. Tapos 5.0 lang IE ko.. And worse, wala na kong Adobeeeee! Noooo. :(( It's driving me nuts.

Pero okay lang. Keri pa din.

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Nakapanood ako ng Correspondents kagabi... Tungkol sa baha sa Malabon yung paksa nung programa. Eh karamihan ng mga nakatira sa Malabon, reklamo ng reklamo na palaging baha kahit kaunti lang yung ulan..

Chenes. They blame the government dahil di daw matapos-tapos yung megadyke project.. (tama ba spelling?) Sabi ng mga experto, di lang daw yung mega dyke yung solusyon... (tapos di ko na alam kung ano sinabi ng mga experto kasi nagbabasa ako ng history. Charing!)
Pero anyway, ayun, habang pinapakita sa telebisyon yung mga kanal sa Malabon, eh napansin ko na puro basura yung kanal..

Alam ko na wala akong say dito dahil hindi ako taga Malabon...
I am neither pro nor anti-government.. Pero dito, parang ang mamamayan ang may kasalanan din.. (Siguro may mali din ang gobyerno dahil sa project na pinag-gagastusan nila ng pera ng mga tao na walan din namang nangyayari.)
Pero anyway, my point is, yung mga taong-bayan din naman yung nagtatapon ng basura sa ilog o sa kanal eh. Tapos, inaanod to dun sa lagusan ng tubig. Ayan tuloy.. Di maka-agos yung tubig ng maiigi.. Sino rin napeperwisyo? eh di yung taong-bayan...
Alangan namang ang gobyerno nagtatapon dun ng basura.. (*Sabotage ba daw?!)

Anyway. Yun lang. Opinyon ko lang yun. :)
It's true na when you destroy mother nature, it'll find ways to get back to you.

O siya. Andito na ang iniintay ko.

AB-ians: Goodluck sa exams. ;)
Ciao.

2006-08-05T18:47:00.000+08:00

Mood: Jovial.
Music: The Last Time - Eric Benet.

As far as I can see... there's only you and only me... This is the last time I'll fall inlove...

I really really love this song. I'll make sure that the band or mobile on my wedding plays this song. Kaka-inloveeee. Hay.

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Sobrang tinatamad na ko mag-blog. Haha. :) I haven't even updated my lay-out. =O

Sobrang short pa ng mga entries ko. I think its because pag nakapag-compose na ko ng mahabang entry, nabubura because naghahang yung i-net explorer. After nun, tinatamad na kong ulitin yung entry.
And, sira yung main desktop. So I'm stuck with my virus infested-uber slow laptop. Oh well. At least meron. Hehe. :)

Wow. Prelims na. Ang bilis ng second year. Pero andaming ginagawa.
Yung isa naming prof, feeling major subject... Andaming pinapagawa. Kagaya last week.. AVP ang kanyang hinihingi... Tapos one week lang yung time period para magawa (conceptualize, shoot, edit) siya.. (Wuhoo. Thanks to Makoi for the editing! :D)
And yung iba, puro quizzes kaagad... Eh wala namang tinuturo. Super tamaaaad.
Andami pang suspension ng classes kaya nag-hahabol ngayon yung mga prof sa lessons. Haayyyy.
Tapos, dagdagan mo pa ng AA at pag-iisip ng choreo para sa social dance. :))

Excited na ko mag sem-break. Parang gusto ko na lang bumalik sa highschool... Kahit super bum ka, eh pumapasa ka parin. :))

Pero kahit puro loaded na kami sa trabaho, may comedy moments parin kami.. Kagaya ng:
"Ooooh you touch my tralala.... My ding-ding dong."- 2ca3 lang makakaintindi niyan. HAHA! :)

2006-08-01T11:21:00.000+08:00

We're finally back!
Despite the mishaps and the whatnots that happened during the trip.

Disneyland and Ocean Park was very enjoyable despite the hot weather and the Chinese "culture" and the bulk of the people that went there.
Summer pala sa China ngayon. Haha. :)

One thing I learned during the Sunday Mass:
"When you ask God of something, he gives you not only how much you need, but he gives more." - well yun yung gist nung verse.

I mean on our first day, it was raining cats and dogs. Plus, I have a fever. So yeah.. We prayed that maayos na yung weather and mawala na fever ko.. So on saturday (our 2nd day), it was so hot. The sun was really shining (as in naghahanap na kami ng payong dahil sa sobrang init. haha.) And my fever subsided.

Coolness.
Anyway. Our computer class is done na. So I gotta bounce.
Ciao! :)

2006-07-29T11:37:00.000+08:00

We're here!!! :D

The whole family's at Hong Kong... :D

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Tapos na ang Apprentice Showcase... :) I'm glad it's over na. The late practices and whatnot. I'm soooo proud of Alunsina... :D
Anne: Tapos naaaa! :) We did it. haha. :D We all did it. ;)

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Grabe.. May sakit pa ko yesterday... Kala ko di ako makakapasa sa Temperature check ng Airport. Haha. :) Oh well..

Anyway. We shall eat. Dahil kami'y gutom na.
Ciao ebureewan! :)

2006-07-29T03:55:00.000+08:00

Super Update!

Mood: Happy. But I'm sick. =((
Music: Steppin' Out - Kaskade

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To all those who know my cell numbers...

Please don't txt me because I won't and can't reply because I will be out of the country for the next three days (sat, sun, mon). I didn't use the roaming feature because I don't know how. HAHA. :)

I'll be either online or offline.. I don't know actually. But I think I will be since I will be doing the case study for BA5 and take the NSTP prelims.

Ciao Everyone. :)

2006-07-10T01:03:00.000+08:00

Salamat mga taggers. I labyu ol. :) *bow*

angel: hi ate! hop hop..
chris: myx is da photoshap mastuuuur hahaha ) ayan na nagpapaturo na yung mga fans mo. haha LABO.
eLLe: blog leaping
julien: ei myx! pan0 mo gngwa ung effect dun sa pic na "birthday girls"? thanks!
Jessica: Hello po! Hehe.
bevs: how did u do the choose a song thing dun sa pinaka baba?
julien: bl0gh0ppin'!
angel: ate, nakita ko account mo sa deviantart.. galing!Ü
lady murasaki: ako ay labis na nagalak na ikaw ay nabighani sa aking bagong issue..

- Thank you Angel! :D
- Chris. Isa kang adik. Baka ikaw yung masturrr. :P HAHA. Anyway. Salamat sa iyong TAG! :D
- Elle! Salamat sa pag leap saaking blag. :D
- Julien - I selected all those portions of the picture that are unnecessary... tapos ginawa kong black and white yung mga naka-select.. :D Magic wand is my bestfriend. haha. :D
- Hello din sa iyo Jessica. :D
- Bevs: Paanong how did I choose? Sorry... Err.. paano gumawa ng playlist? Sorry ang *slowww* ko.
- lady murasaki. haha. okay lang. :D

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I'm currently cramming my math homework, marketing powerpoint, and organizing and planning the things to bring tomorrow. Shiet. Paano na toh. Ako'y naloloka na.

I'm out.

2006-07-07T22:14:00.000+08:00

Mood: Happy. - as always.
Music: Closest Thing to Perfect - The Juliana Theory.

"I'd love to be the shoulder that you cry on,
I'd love to be the friend you'd call when things are gray."

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This is totally random. There are too many things on my mind right now and I want to write them down before I forget.

- I realized that I sound like a man pretending to be a woman when I have a sore throat.
Seriously. My voice is so hoarse that you wouldn't recognize its me if ever we talk over the phone. ;)

- Finally. Group 4... *ehem ehem* Alonsina Productions had its first ever formal meeting as a group. Na-establish narin ang group name (finally!) and may script na. Thanks sa aming matyagang scriptwriter. I'm really glad that no one has quitted the group yet.. Although nararamdaman ko na yung isang PM namin na hindi nagrereply sa txts nor hindi umaatend ng GAs ay nagbabalak na magquit..
And may tatlo pang di-umatend. So all in all, four sila. Kung nagbabalak sila magquit... eh wala naman kaming magagawa.. Pero nakakalungkot naman kung aalis sila ng hindi man lang magttry magtrabaho. Nappressure daw. Sus. Wala pa nga eh.
I quote an AA Officer "Eh lahat naman kami dumaan sa apprentice showcase ah. Ikumpara niyo kaya yung trabaho niyo sa ginagawa ngayon ng seniors, juniors and sophomores."

At nalulungkot ako dahil yung buddy ko ay hindi pa nagsusulat saakin.. At nung pinuntahan ko siya sa classroom niya at sinabihan ko pa siya na sulatan niya buddy niya dahil nagtatampo na sa kanya ito, eh.. Ang ginawa ay, sinagot lang saakin ay "okay." At sinaraduhan na ko ng pinto ng kanilang silid-aralan. Kamusta naman yun diba.. Buti pa yung ibang buddies, effort talaga sa pakikipagkilala at sa pagsusulat sa kanilang mga buddy members. Eh eto.. Tatarayan ka lang. =(

2006-07-05T19:49:00.000+08:00

Mood: Overjoyed. //
Music: UST Hymn. -- Imbueeed with unending graaaace. :D

June dies.

Nothing much has been happening recently.. unless you count the fact na isa akong adviser, at medyo mahirap ang social dance, well that's about it. :)

Happy Birthday to three of my best girl friends:

July 5 - Mich Lopez's 19th (Mimi!) :D
July 6 - Joy Delos Santos' 18th (Yoj!)
July 20 - Ayen Señido's 18th (Labsteam!)

And to my dad:
July 23 - Tito Rodriguez's 66th.

I labshoo ol. :D

Hmmn. My july calendar is sooo full. Nyay.

2006-06-23T23:02:00.000+08:00

Mood: Tired? Dancing... :P
Music: The Good Kind - Michelle Branch.

do you know I die?
do you know I cry?

And it's not the good kind.

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Just plugging my Deviant. :)

http://myxiedoo.deviantart.com

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Damnit. I have been receiving messages in my sun number from random people all day.
Take note: People I don't know. May pesteng namimigay ng number ko.. And believe me, I do not find this amusing...

There is such a word as "privacy." And a phrase; "invasion of privacy."
Don't they know what it means?

The heck. Mapipilitan ata ako magpalit ng sun number... After using it for 3 years or so.
Nafflood yung inbox ko. Grrrrr.

Oh well.
AA auditions na bukas. Yey. :)

2006-06-22T14:16:00.000+08:00

Mood: Depressed.
Music: Shimmer - Fuel

She dreams a champagne dream
Strawberry surprise, pink linen and white paper
Lavender and cream
Fields of butterflies, reality escapes her.

I want to feel that feeling again. =/

//----edit.

Mood: Happy again. One more time! Happy again.

A really big thanks to Joy.
She is the epitome of a hyper-happy-always-laughing person. :D

But all the same.. I still want to feel that feeling once again.

2006-06-19T17:44:00.000+08:00

First week.

Mood: Tired.
Music: Sweet Love - Kaskade.

Thanks to the wonderful people who commented. ;) I labshoo ol.

I don't actually know how to describe my first week (first four days to be specific) back at school.

Yeah yeah. I raved about it. I know.. But now, with all the homework, Nat Sci, Finance, ... and other responsibilities that I have to do, I'm quite sure that once again, I'm starting to abhor it.

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Plug: http://utakgago.blogspot.com (Kevin Bautista)

I visited his blog and read his entry about his dad. It was.. well I donno. There's no other word for it.. Sweet.

It's cool that he knows his dad too well.
And I do know my dad too. But not the specifics.

I just know the schools where he studied, his last job (coz he's retired now), some of his favorite tv shows, his favorite old music, and just bits and pieces of random facts about my dad.

I sometimes couldn't help but feel annoyed with him whenever he gets the remote from me when I watch tv and he transfers it to another channel. When he sits down infront of the pc when I'm using it and I just left it for a millisecond to get something. Or when he asks me to answer the phone when he's right beside it anyway and I'm elsewhere doing whatever. Or when he gets too pessimistic and looks at the worst side of something. Or when he asks me to turn on/off the light in the room he is in when I am in a different one. Or when he just bursts my bubble. Just like that.

But. He always does things that compensate for the things he does that annoy me.

He's in the middle of "patient" and "impatient." And "strict" and "lenient".
As much as possible, he bought me the things that I wanted. He would wake up in the wee hours of the morning to bring me to school. He would sacrifice his "nap time" to fetch me in the afternoon from school. Or he picks me up (way past his bedtime) to fetch me from parties that I go to. He would suddenly tickle my feet when I least expect it. (Which actually annoys me. But I understand him that he's just being malambing in that way.) He would "sigh" loudly when I spent too much money; but he wouldn't say a word. He would do things for other people and not ask for anything in return (according to my uncle; and I agree.)
Sometimes, I do think (my opinion) that he did want a son so that there would be another man in the house. But then again, that's just me. Coz I know that he loved his four daughters very much despite their faults. I know that he's proud with each of us (my sisters and I). He never played favorites with us.
And he wouldn't interfere (except with grave ones) with the decisions that we made. He would leave us to it because he (together with my mom) taught us well. And they know that we would do the right and proper thing.

In short, he gave us a considerable amount of trust.

I love him. :) I love my dad.
Happy Father's Day. (and to your dad too. My dear blog reader. :D)

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Ohh.. Last saturday, my sister fitted her gown... It was soooo... pretty.
But I can't show it. Ayaw niya muna ipakita. Haha. Oh well.
I fitted my bride's maid gown too. Buti na lang, it was neither too tight nor too loose. It fit my bod perfectly. Wheee.

AND. Another thing.. While we were being all girly girly last saturday, (coz of the gown fitting), my brother-in-law called my mom (or dad? I donno.) Anyway.. he said that my (other) sister is pregnant. WHEE. :) Coolness. May bagong pamangkin na ko...
According to the Chinese calendar, girl daw. Wheeee! :D Gagawin ko siyang Barbie. HAHA. :D

Yun lang. I still have to do my Nat Sci homework.

Ciao. :)

2006-06-14T23:27:00.000+08:00

Version 15.
Third Hed Kandi layout.

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First day high.
(Uyyy. In fairness. Effective ang ad ng rexona. The AAs were talking about sosy highs and whatever “high” comes to mind. :))

Mood: Tireeeed.
Music: First day funk - Parokya Ni Edgar

First day na first day, may homework na kaagad. Pfft. :P But still. It’s great to be back. It was great to see ~~1ca3~~ 2ca3 again. Kahit na… kalahati na lang kami.
Some got debarred, some transferred, some shifted, some stopped going to school. =/

It’s kinda sad.. To be honest... From a big big class of 40 people, we're now down to 24. I mean the class won't be as loud as much. Now that we're practically occupying only 20+ chairs this time.

It was so fun to look at the freshmen. (No offense guys. :D) Wala lang. Kasi ang kkyut nila lahat. May isang froshie na bitbit ng nanay niya habang naglalakad.. Some were "lost". Some were really shy, some were mga "pabibbo." Haha. :D Nakakapanibago kasi mga ate't kuya narin kaming mga sophies.

Syempre, as an AA member, it's a tradition to "punk" the freshmen students.
I loveeeed 1ca3. Sobrang cooperative sila. Tapos the funny thing is, may kaklase ako sa kindergarten dun.. Nakilala pa niya ko.. After not being able to talk nor see each other in person for what... 12 years? And the freaky thing is, he knows my name. HAHA. Wala lang. I'm used to people forgetting my name since it's weird and hard to spell.

Maybe it's because ako na ata yung pinaka-masungit niyang kindergarten classmate.
Yun na yun eh. :P

Kanina, nung pauwi ako from school (commute kid lang ako). I saw a snatcher who got a woman's wallet. The woman felt it though.. Kasi she was rummaging through the pockets of the snatcher and she was saying "asan na?! Ibalik mo!" Well. Thankfully she got her wallet back. Ako naman, I passed them kasi.. Eh nakatingin saakin yung snatcher... So I panicked and ran. Buti naman, di niya na naisipan na ako naman yung nakawan.. Wala lang.

Anyway. I'm tooo tired. So I'll bounce na. :D
Ciao! :D

Happy Happy Birthday to Annabelle. :D