... I feel light, I feel love, I feel butterflies. :D

Michelle Lopez: ang bilis ng mga pangyayari i can't keep up!
Myqeen Rodriguez: hahaha. me too mims.
Myqeen Rodriguez: me too.

I'm confusssssssseeeeeeeed. I'm reaaaaaaaaaally confused. Fusss.
Ayoko na magsalita. Ayoko na talaga. Tatahimik na lang ako.

Hay nako. I hate it (and yeah. I love it too) when we discuss "Love" in literature.
Kasi nakakarelate ako e. Hehe! Rar.

Kanina.. Ang ganda ng poem... It's by Angela Gloria, To the Man I married.

"You are my world. And everything the world implies.... You are the gravity that ballasts me into space."

The discussion kanina was sorta an "eye-opener" for me... Since right now, I am in that stage wherein I don't want a relationship ruining my life right now..

But anyway. It was discussed earlier that "Relationships fail because of un-met expectations." and "One of the reasons why people enter a relationship is not because to complete a person.. It's because that person wants someone to share his or her complete-ness with."

Gets?? Basta ako, gets ko siya. Haha. :))
Basta.. yung una, it kinda proves that the excuses made by some people to end a relationship are just excuses. Stupid excuses; to be precise.
And the second one, well.. parang.. self-explanatory na yan eh. Parang.. People just didn't want to feel lonely.. And people need someone beside them when they laugh, or cry... Or in short, (according to a good friend of mine,) "Someone to come home to."

F-ing literature lesson.
Hihi. Joke.
Pero anyway... hmmn. I felt that longing kanina.. To be in a relationship.

Pero after 10 minutes, I once again realized the complexities that a relationship brings to my life. How.. I can be emotionally drained when I think about the things what "my significant other" would do to break my heart. Or, commonly known as, Paranoia.

I really learned a lot from "the past" and I kinda intend to not do those mistakes again. Or as much as possible, refrain from doing the grave ones.

Bwaha. :)) I am a walking paradox. Forgive me.
I want a boyfriend. But I don't need one. :)

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"Life is indeed full of contradictions.
Sometimes, it's crazy to be sane.
You need to fall to fly.
People suffer because you care.
You have to un-learn to know the lesson.
You have to give-up because you are strong.
You have to be wrong to make things right.
Nonetheless, life's complexities are also life's source of beauty.
We should cry to laugh again.
Fall apart to be whole again.
And get hurt to love again."

Galing kay Yoj. Hehe. Tama. :)

Imahinasyon ko lang ata yun.. Pero parang feeling ko, galit saakin yung... mga taong taga kanluran. Hrm. Ewan. Sana hindi.

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This is my earrings' rack. :D I neeeeeed a new one. Punong-puno na. Patong patong na yung earrings ko. Wahaha. :D I made three new pairs pala. :D

I think I have 50+ pairs of earrings. Pero um.. may 3 or 4 pairs ako that are currently being hostaged by my two ates. Pffft. Haha. :))

I think I made... 30 pairs na. Sa picture na yan.
Ayun. All the earrings on the right side are made by me.
Yes. I love Chandeliers. :D Ang ganda kasi tingnan.
Especially swarovski ones. :D

Wa. Anyway. Gotta go.
3 quizzes!!! 2 tentative ones, and 1 sure quiz. Sa Eco 101.
It scares me. Rar.

Ciao.

After 10 years...

Haha. Ay wait. 5 days lang pala. :))

Anyway. Paraisong Parisukat is over. :D

Loved it.

Sayang. Sabayaner sana ako. Oh well.

It's fun being an AA member. Despite the stress and the work and the pressure that we go through, when the production is being shown na, parang... hay. Yehey. Ahe. Labo.

AA = Love.

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I was terribly depressed the whole morning. Tears have been streaming down my face everytime I wasn't busy and I had time to ponder.
I looked bangag and puyat tuloy. Haha. :))

I actually don't know what the reason is.. I mean I don't know why I felt like breaking down. Pero.. I think it was the stress and the bembangs and the arguments that I have been going through for the past few days. Or it could be that "I'm excessively thinking about Blah things." Or I wonder too much if my existence in this world is significant and blah blah blah.

I think that the things I have been running from are catching up with me.
There are just some things that I don't want to happen but they still do because of carelessness and stupidity and wrong decisions.

It's amazing (and amusing) how senti or emo people can get.
Random insane perplexing thoughts suddenly run through a person's head.
Well in my case, it happens.
Hay.

Marketing nanaman aspect ko ulit. Rar. I'm scared.
Waaa. :((

Ciao.

Yes. I was inspired by the people I know who uses DeviantArt...
Like Chariza and >Eunice.

Borders make photos look Professional.

This is a pic of niece Jodie. It's not my photo. Pero I edited it. XD


This is a pic of.. TADA.. Me. :)) HAHA. Yes. I know I'm vain. :P


My sisters and I. And again. These aren't my photos. :D I just edited them.


Aha. Ayun. Yun lang..
I lurveeee photoshop. :D

Ciao everyone.

Yes. ARGH.

I am so frustrated right now. I really am.

I was supposed to go with Mimi to Eastwood so we can watch a movie. And these were "free" movie tickets. Everything was all set. My mom allowed me to go na.

And then after dismissal, we went to Mimi's car and left UST na. We were at the Quezon City Circle na and then my mother calls me and tells me to go home.

ARGH.

It was so embarassing for me to tell Mimi that I had to go to Katipunan so that I could ride the LRT pauwi.

*$#*$@*&(!!#&#@((@#!!!!

Punyeta.

Life's a bitch.

Mimi: I am so so sorry.. :(( ARGH. waaah. :((

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Edit. 7:46 pm

I am slightly okay now.
Thanks to Tani, YM Pool and my mistake for greeting Keslie happy monthsary kahit monthsary nila ni Julius, sa 18 pa. HAHA! :))

ANYWAY. Birthday ni Ate Barbie ngayon. :D
Ang aking Buddy na si Vilma Santos.
Heehee. Happy Birthday Buddy! :D

Apparently, the thing that has been going on in my life is now the talk of the town.

Well. If you know what that is, and you want to know what IS happening, here's the answer:
Nothing.

Yes. you read right. Nothing. We're not a couple. We're just the best of friends.

So don't believe the rumors that people say.
Bato bato sa langit, ang tamaan, wag magagalit.

OKAY?

We're just really close. And that's it.

Donny Sian: Thanks berr berr much. :) You helped me a lot.

It's a paradox. I know.
But anyway, It has a really nice meaning once you get the gist of it.

Yes. Sir Neil Perez taught us that really nice piece of literature.

Ahum. Yeah. Lit 102 rocks. :D

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I wish you would've been honest 7 months ago.
Things would've never ended this way.

But anyway. Things happen with a reason.
Last night, as I reflected, I realized that it came with a really great purpose.
"It" is pertaining to a good friend of mine. I won't mention who that person is anymore for fear of misinterpretation by whoever reads this entry.

It... changed my perspectives about something I used to believe in.
If it wasn't for It, I would've been in the wrong place right now.

Oh well.

Please stop being suicidal. It's really driving me nuts...

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"Pwedeng mahal mo parin ang taong matagal nang wala sayo...
Pwede ring di mo magawang mag mahal ng iba.
Dahil siya parin talaga..
Masakit diba?
Kasi antagal niyo nang wala...
Pero sa puso't isipan mo,
Di parin siya mawawala."

"Hindi malabo kung ganun o parin siya kamahal.
Sa dami niyo ba namang pinagsamahan e.
Posible ring hanggang ngayon, umaasa kang magkakabalikan pa kayo...
Mahal mo pa eh.
Pero antagal niyo naring wala diba?
Kaya hindi malabo kung nakalimutan ka na niya
Dahil ang laki ng posibilidad,
Na may mahal na siyang iba.."

Ahem. Panalo. Salamat Pauline. :D
Ang aking blockmate na hinding-hindi nauubusan ng love quotes.
At load. Haha. :)

Ciao everyone. :D

Uhhhhummm.
Heehee. :D

Well... He wasn't who we expected he would be. Pero. Ayun na nga.
We really expected Sir Ferdie Lopez to walk into the door of room 209 during our lit 102 period.
But he didn't. Another professor came in during our lit 102.
Anyway. Parin sila ng method of teaching. Kaya ayus lang! :D

Anyway I thought talaga... or rather... we thought na sobrang sungit niya. Grabeh. I thought that Lit 102 will be a subject that would kick me out of UST. Until our professor came back and told us this: "Forget what I said in the past 15 minutes. Welcome to second sem. And here are the real ground rules.... "

Ahahaha. :)) Shiyems. That was so... funny. And nerve-wracking.
We got punk'd!

Ahihihihi. Anyway. Tss. Ahaha.

I'm... weird. Wahaha. So forgive me.
Literature teachers are sooooo cool. I'm beginning to love the subject itself.
Good teachers make learning easier for the students.

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Waaa. 7-9am yung PE ko ulit..
Tapos ishwimming pa.. Wahehe. Hanlamig ng tubig.

I'm not a morning person talaga. Oh well.
The water will wake me up.

And besides. Andun si Mimi! :D Yey yey yey. Daldalan underwater! :D

Hay. Anyway. Gotta go na. 0530H pa ko gigisingin bukas. Rarrrr. I hate our car pag coding. Either I will be fetched reeeeeally late or I should be in school reeeeeeeally early. Tsk.

Ay tapos may recitation pa sa Ecow.
Ahe. Ciao everyone. :)

I think I have a new hobby.. and a talent.

This is what 3 weeks of no school can do to you.

I discovered that.. I have a potential to be an amateur photographer.
As in. I donno. Haha. :)) I brought my camera to Tagaytay and took a lot of shots. My sister liked my photos. Wahehe. Eww. Kapal ko. Pero ayun. :D
I think I was influenced by my bestfriend Tani. (who's currently taking up Multimedia Arts at DLS-CSB).
And by my three brother-in-laws. Ay wait.. Yung isa pala dun, "future" brother-in-law.
Kasi. They're into photography, photo and film editing, and filming itself.
Tapos. Eto naman ako. Naaliw. Wahaha. :D

Cuteness.

Anyway. Tani and I have our own multiply site.
URL: http://figments.multiply.com

Like what the banner says, it is where our imaginations are combined. Gets?
Siyempre.. Puro photos ang nakapost dun.. Pero. It isn't labelled as "photos." It's artwork.
Kasi. That's what we call our photos. "Artwork." :) Just like this blog.

Umm. Anyway. There are 33 photos currently posted sa aming mga album. :)
We're gonna post... Or rather.. Tani's gonna post short stories, poems and songs there soon. :D Siya lang. Kasi.. I don't write very well. :)

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Corny. May homework kaagad. First day na first day e.
Oh well. Might as well do it.
Kailangang bumawi.

Ciao eberibadi.
Welcome back to school. :)

Soooo much subjects to take pictures of.

Ubos ang memory card ko. :))






1. This is my favorite door. Yan yung door sa store ng Sonya's. :D
2. This is a better view of the door. :P
3. Yes. I love doors. Eto yung sa Caleruega church.
4. It's my dream to get married there. :P
5. The lonely bench.
6. Family. :D
7. Glass Butterfly! :D with my oh so cute nephew. :D
8. Emo moment! :P

Teehee. More photos at http://myx02myx.multiply.com/photos

Ahe. Yun lang. :D
Aspiring photographer na ko! :D

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I hate. I repeat. I HATE cliffhangers.

Yung may sasabihin sayo.. And then di mo pa gets yung gist ng message. Then pinapaexplain mo. Tapos sasabihin nila.. "Nevermind".

Taena. Kakainis!