Wow, last day of 2007! As tradition dictates, I'm supposed to make a recap of my 2007 and post it here. I actually already wrote it down on my offline journal. But I'm too lazy to type it down.

So instead, I'm going to type here the highlights. (:

• Meleen gave birth to my beyoootiful niece Iya on January 15, 2007. Also, we found out that Moreen's pregnant with her first child - a boy. Yay! :)
• Two words: MMAB Set!
• Finally LETTING GO of that person who made me feel like crap.
  
• CCP Stage, Production and Events Managing workshop. :) Thank you, AA! :D
• Operasyong Pamilya.
• My buddy Zuela stalking days. -- Yes I stalk my buddy noh. :))
• BROADQUEST and CATV!! Treskastreyas is love. :D
• My superduperuber surprise June 17 18th birthday party. :))
• My completed 4am Simbang Gabi - yes. Achievement, friends!
• Organized an event. ;) And gaining from it!
  
• Para, Agnoia, Rizal at Blumentritt.

and of course the cherrytopper of my 2007, being with Payaaaaaaaaat. (: (CHEESY!)

I also gained new friends. :)

And Realizations and Learnings! :P

• I finally got the closure that I wanted or rather, needed. The *unknown* that was left open for 3 years. Finally, I can bury that part of me. The memories, the lies, the bullcrap. No more what-ifs; it's all answered. Though I wish I could literally bury the person too. :))
• You get what you deserve. If it harms you in anyway, it'll be taken away from you.
• Ask and you shall receive. :P
• Learn to wait.
  
• When God takes away, He replaces it with something better, in my opinion, the BEST. :)

So there. :) My 2007 in a nutshell.

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Time passes by so fast. Parang kailan lang yung araw na pumasok sila Buddy Barbie para magpromote ng AA sa classroom. Parang kailan lang yung unang araw ng pasukan sa kolehiyo. Parang kailan lang natapos ang Broadquest at CATv. Parang kailan lang na istinostalk ko si BUDDY! hahaha. :)) At parang kailan lang yung LRT ride na galing sa Business shoot. (:

Pero sa ngayon, may kinakatakutan akong mangyayari sa 2008. Ang farewell ng current seniors ng AA. I don't want that day to come. Pero gaya nga ng sabi ni K.Fhadz, dadating at dadating din yun. Hay. Sana by that time ma-aabsorb ko na wala tayong magagawa at kailangan tanggapin na lang yung mangyayari.

Che. Drama. Si Nanay Marian kasi eh. :P

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Anyway. To the people I trust and love so much;
Artistang Artlets, 3ca3 Blockies, Friends, Family and si Payaaaat. :P

Isang malaking salamat. :) If it weren't for you people, I wouldn't be who I am today. I wouldn't be as happy now. :D Ayon. :)

There's no way to go but forward. :)
So hello 2008.

Music: Bed – J Holiday
Mood: Content. .".

Kamusta naman. Paskong-pasko at wala ng magandang nangyari, ay hindi meron pala. Pero excluding that, wala talaga. Ang lungkot lungkot, ang bigat bigat ng loob ko nung gabing yun. Buti na lang bumawi ang pasko. Pero balik nanaman sa ganung estado dahil nga ayaw paring pagbigyan ng nakakatanda ang nakababata.

Parang propesor ko lang nung nakaraang semestre. May nakahandang counter argument sa lahat ng sinasabi ko. Hanggang sa kailangang mag cave-in ka na dahil ikaw ang mas nakakaintindi kahit maling-mali na talaga.

Sana bumalik na sa normal ang mga bagay bagay. Marami talagang apektado at nasasaktan.

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At may learning ako sa pagluluto ko nung bisperas ng Pasko.

Kahit anong gawin ko ay hindi talaga ako makakaluto ng maayos without supervision.

At may bago akong frustration sa buhay.

“Makaluto ng perfect na pancake.”

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Andami pang gagawin para sa eskwelahan. Kahit bakasyon, sangtambak ang trabahong iniwan para saamin. (Sabayan mo pa ang makulit mong ate na nagpapagawa ng AVP. -Joke :P)

At ngayon ay hirap na hirap akong magsulat ng isang papel na kailangang ipasa sa unang araw ng pasukan ngayong taon.

Nahihirapan ako dahil ayokong magsulat ng papuri dahil baka sabihang napaka-biased ko. At ayoko rin magsulat ng mga kapangitang bagay dahil baka sabihing nagmamarunong ako.

Eh ano nga ba talaga dapat isulat ko?
Ganito pala kahirap magsulat ng isang critique sa isang bagay na minamahal mo.

Pero kailangan.

Titimplahin ko na lang siguro ng tama. Tamang sukat ng kape, tamang sukat ng gatas, at tamang sukat ng asukal para maganda ang resulta.

Kaya lang kahit anong gawin ko, di ko maiwasang dagdagan pa ng asukal.

Saklolo!

I'm dreading tomorrow.

Yes. It's Christmas Eve and I'm dreading it.

It's not that I don't like Christmas. I just don't like tomorrow.

For tomorrow, it'll be the first time on Christmas Eve that there will only be one daughter cooking the noche buena for the 'rents.

It's just.. I don't know. Sad. :( I don't know how I can handle it. The silence. :(

The thought of JUST us three sitting at that long dinner table. And what's worse, I don't even know how to cook well. I'm just forcing myself to cook just for the sake of us having a nice dinner.

I wish that tomorrow wouldn't even come. Can we skip the 24th and head on to the 25th?

Can't people be passive na lang? Forget the anger and other whatnots para maging masaya lahat? Damnit everyone's affected kaya. Hindi ko talaga maintindihan though is why ang taaaaas taas ng pride niya. :( It frustrates me that she can't look at the bigger picture. She's too focused on that one minute detail that it hurts a lot kasi nga we're all affected. GAH. Pota. Why do I even bother. :(

Eto na lang. Teach me how to cook. Yun na yon!

I’ve been dreaming of a true love’s kiss. (:

FINALLY! I watched Enchanted na. I had to pay for my sister and my nephew’s movie tickets para lang may kasama ako manood. Haha..

Anyway, GAH. I love love love looooove Enchanted. The movie was soooo awesome. The cinematography, effects, plot, score, -- everything was great. :P Ang linis linis nung sa storybook part. Galiiing. :D Tsaka ang nakakatuwa is yung may mga lapses na you feel that you're watching a fairytale movie pero minsan feeling mo reality yung pinapanood mo. :P Tamang-tama yung balance between Andalasia and New York.

Even the actors. Galing ni Amy - Giselle. Sobrang perky niya and kuhang kuha niya yung mannerism ni Snow White ng pagsasalita.

Tapos.. Andun pala si Peter Pettigrew! Yey for Timothy Spall. :P His character is sooo Peter Pettigrew.

And syempre ang pinakafave ko talaga na McDreamy. :D Hayyyy. Haha. Kakatuwa talaga siya. Pero di ako sanay na hindi siya naka white coat :P

It made me miss Disneyland tuloy. Boo. I gotta go back there sa States ng 2010! Pero sa Disney Florida naman ako pupunta. Ahaha. :)

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Whew. I have never been this tired my whole life.

Kanina I was standing na for Simbang Gabi. Grabe I kept on moving my legs. Kasi If I didn't, I would fall asleep talaga. As in may mga moments na nagttilt yung ulo ko kahit alam kong gising ako. Haha.

Kasi naman. I went to 3ca3's Christmas Party. Tapos the next day Paskuhan. Tapos the next is AA's Christmas Party naman. Then finally I went out with Phi, Sha and Kes. Walang pahinga talaga in between.

Thanks to Shayne pala for the cupcakes!! :) Grabe naubos na siya kaagad. Haha. :P
And my Paskuhan was super fun naman kahit sandali lang kami dun. I'm really really really happy na kasama ko si... (:

In between AA's party and our reunion, two hours lang ata tulog ko. Tapos umuwi lang ako sa house galing Antipolo for the sake of taking a shower and changing into my party clothes. Haha. But it was greeeat. :D Last night we went to Serendra and the Fort. Sobrang funnn din :) We talked about shallow things over dinner. Tapos we were also looking for CAs for Keslie. HAHA. :P And the all-new Embassy Superclub was sooooo big. Me loves it. :D Saw lots of familiar people rin pala. I missed you girls!! :D

Kakainis nga lang that both the bouncer sa Cuisine and sa Emba asked for my ID! Haha. Buti na lang I brought my UST ID or else I couldn't have gotten in. Stress talagaaaa. :P Pero I still feel flattered parin kasi I looked younger than 18 pala. :))

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I was planning to do a 2007 recap kaya lang tinamad ako. :)) I'll do it next time na lang siguro.

As for my Gusto list, natutuwa talaga ako dahil may mga nakuha ako na nakalista dun. Syempre lalo na yung pinakahuli na naka lista dun... Thanks kay... (: sobrang cherry topper ng 2007 ko yun. Haha. :D, Tapos ma-ccomplete ko na yung simbang gabi. And hindi yung anticipated na Simbang Gabi.. Yung talagang 4am na simbang gabi yung ina-achieve ko talaga. :D Haha. :D

Andami ko pang ibblog kaya lang tinamad na ko. HAHA. :)
So ayon.. Yun lang. Happy Holidays! :D

Music: Look After You - The Fray.
"Be my baby, and I'll look after you... (:"

Mood: Currently in a state of Euphoria.
eu·pho·ri·a
n. A feeling of great happiness or well-being.

Yes. FINALLY. I'm not morose anymore.
The funny thing is, I don't know what's causing this.