My brain is currently scattered into fragments.

I'm reading this text for our Philo report tomorrow. I haven't started the powerpoint yet because I couldn't understand the text. Punyeta. (Pardonner mon français). But it's really all too perplexing for me. Or maybe it's not. Owing to the fact that I'm too distracted even if I have closed the door, stopped the background music, or started motivating myself to stop procrastinating or cramming. But still, as if I'm under the Imperius Curse, my brain is trying to fight it. While reading all the complicated, unneccesary elongated text, there's this sinister voice in one of the tight cramped corners of my brain telling me that "why are you reading this stuff? it doesn't make sense! you don't need to know these things when you graduate. they're just additional information that you don't need to survive the world!"

But then the image of a paper labeled "clearance report" and the numbers 5.0 beside PHL5 suddenly starts swimming into my mind as if I'm actually seeing this.

I reckon I'm going insane.
One minute i'm happy and well, and the next, I feel like dung.

Or maybe I am insane. I just don't know it yet.

I missed the farewell. How sad. I really wanted to go.
They say it was wicked.

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WATCH WATCH WATCH!!!

Ang Buhay ay Pelikula written and directed by Dennis Marasigan
When: May 4 and 5
Time: 6 in the evening
Where: Tanghalang Aurelio Tolentino (Little Theatre), Cultural Center of the Philippines, Roxas Blvd., Pasay City.
Ticket Prices: 50 bucks!

I'm not gonna act though. I'm just part of the Production Team. But all the while, I think its a great play to watch. Not to mention those who have met "Mother" can relate to this story. :P
Its wicked. :D

Go go go!

GAHHH!! I'm all of a flutter.

I was researching for Harry Potter OOtP stuff last night.. Then I found out that the HP premiere will be shown at the IMAX theater -- at MOA. HAY.

I gotta watch there. Whatever happens.
I reckon tickets would probably be sold at 500 bucks. But I just hope that it'll be cheaper.

Curly hair.


Yey. Yey. Finally.

Music: Hedwig's Theme.
Feeling: Confused.

I'm Curly, I'm Single, and I have read the 5 books of the Harry Potter series. -- Still waiting for my sister to return the 6th.

I'm too lazy to upload a picture of me right now so that'll have to wait -- when I feel vain enough.

I don't really want to talk about the second one.

And the latter, well, I have been bitten by the HP bug again. So I decided to read the whole set -- including Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find them, and Quidditch Through the Ages.
Well at least, by the time July comes 'round, the whole story is still fresh in my mind.

I'm currently waiting for forever for the Harry Potter (2nd) intl. trailer to load.

Ciao.

// Warning: Photo infested post. Hehe. :P

// Music: Nails for breakfast, Tacks for snacks - Panic at the Disco.
// Mood: Masaya.

"Okay, Music Cue 8, 8a, 8b, Lights Cue 3a, 3b, standby."

Gah! Sobrang nakakafreakout umupo sa podium ng stage manager pag ikaw na magccue ng mga bagay. :)) Nakakapanic umupo dun. Tapos may suot ka pang headset. Wak. Hehe!

Pero masaya siya when things go smoothly at hindi ka nagkamali sa pag ccue. Ayon.

Ooh. I bought shades not too long ago.

Eto itsura:


Ain't she the cutest thing. Share ko lang.

Yun lang. Nothing much to say about summer theology. Ang masasabi ko lang, malamig sa classroom pala ng incoming 3ca4. Haha. :)

Ay. Tska NAPAKAINIT!

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Hay. Ako'y napapaisip kung saan nga ba talaga ako mag-OOJT.

Dati ko pa talaga gusto sa isang editing studio sa Makati. Ngunit parang gusto ko rin sa radio station para magka-experience sa radio dahil di ko pa siya gaanong na eexperience (maliban dun sa field trip.) Tapos, gusto ko rin sa AD Agency dahil nung kausap ko ate ko, sa J. Walter pala siya nun. Although gusto ko rin sa television kasi parang masaya dun sa field na yun. Tapos ngayon, na-meet ko ang mga CCP OJTs. -- Super enjoy sila. Parang gusto ko na rin sa CCP tuloy mag OJT. Oh no. I'm confused.

Lima ang gusto kong trabaho. Kaya ba yun. HAHAHA.
Kailangan ko siguro ng clone!
Owell. Dibali. Next summer pa naman yun.

Hay. Decisions, decisions.

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Oo. Pangatlong edit ko na ng post na ito.
Napapdpad kasi ako sa Fortune Photos at nakita ko na yung mga AA pics nung nag pictorial kami. Haha. Gaya nga ng comment ko sa multi ni Dyeyloh -- kalahati mukha ko sa lahat ng group pics. Owell. Next year! :P

//Photo courtesy of Fortune Photos (for more, -->http://dyeyloh.multiply.com)
//Edited by: Me. :P

Grabe. Ang ganda and ang galing ng mga shots ni dyeyloh. :P Hay. Kailan kaya magiging digital na yung hawak ko. *UBO* Ahaha. :P


2 o'clock na pala. Hay. Di na ko pwede magpuyat nowadays. How sad.

Ciao.

Belated Happy Birthday kay Erin. Advanced Happy Birthday kay Avryl. :D

After debating with myself for the past few weeks, baka maliit na party na lang. HAHA.

Yun yun eh.

Although gusto ko parin ng camera. HAHAHAHA! =))
Kung debut kaya, pwede ko kaya i-indicate sa invitation na wag bagay ang ibigay saakin, kung di pera dahil nagiipon ako para makabili ng kamera? HAHA *ubo ubo* :P

Parang ganun kadali yun eh no.

Hmmn.

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After three days of workshop, andami ko ng natutunan! (At sa wakas! napanood ko na rin ang Miss Saigon -- SA TV! -- At nakita ko ang Philharmonic Orchestra at Madrigal Singers -- In person!) Hehe! Oha.
Ngayon, nagbbudget kami ng kaperahan para sa isang stage play at event.

Grabe. Masaya siya kasi may kaunting experience na ko with budgeting, technicals, designing a stage, etc. at may mga mapagtatanungnang akong mga tao na kahit alam nila na nagiinquire ka lang, eh sasagutin yung mga bumabagabag sa iyong isipan.
As a production manager (Wow. Sarap pakinggan ano? pero hindi biro ang trabaho ng PM.) Dapat talaga, i-ttake into consideration mo lahat. Maging sa pagkain, technical equipments, prod design, venue, well, lahat na ng sobrang katiting na pag-gagastusan ng produksyon mo. Pati nga yung singkong perdible eh ililista pa talaga eh. Haha. Ngayon alam ko na kung gaano kahirap ang nararamdaman ni Ate Sam nung "Para".. or ni Ate Camille. or ni nanay for that matter. ay tska ni buddy. Okay. lahat na ng PM. Haha. :)) Dun papasok yung feeling na pag natapos na yung produksyon, eh parang nanganak ka at relieved ka na sa iyong dinadala.

Pero in fairness, hindi rin joke ang binubudget namin na money (sa excercise). Ang pinagkakasya kong budget ngayon sa isang play (with 15 shows) ay kulang kulang 700thou. Masaya pakinggan no.
Pero pag nalista mo na ang mga bagay bagay na pag-gagastusan ninyo, eh hindi na masaya pakinggan ang 5 pesos na matitira sa iyong working budget.(*take note: kunwari wala kang nakuhang x-deals) Oo seryoso. Hindi biro ang presyo ng professional (or outers ika-nga ni Pops.) Sswelduhan mo talaga lahat. Pati mga artista mo. Walang libre sa mundo.
Or baka nasanay lang ako sa presyong studyante at may mga libre libre kang nakukuha paminsans minsan. PRESSUREEEE talaga. Hehe. :))

Pero ang masaya rin pala sa role mo ng pagiging PM - is you get to decide how much you pay yourself. In short, sswelduhan mo din sarili mo. Odiba. Bongga! HAHA. Cha-ching. $$. Pero kung gipit na gipit ka na talaga, eh wala kang choice. Sacrifice. Ika-nga sa AA, for the love.

Tatlo nga pala kaming tomasino sa workshop. Dalawang taga Teatro, at ako. :) Hindi pala sila ganun ka intimidating as I thought they were. Dati kasi, akala ko, sobrang seryoso talaga silang mga tao. I mean no offense talaga.. Pero akala ko hindi ka pwede makipag-joke sa kanila. Haha. :) Yun pala naman super approchable silang mga tao. Yey. Widening the horizons eh.
Yung mga ibang kaklase ko naman, taga DLSU-CSB, may isang taga DLSU-Main, tapos may mga taga DLSU-Dasma. Haha. Green is the color eh. May taga MC din. Yung iba working na. Halos lahat kami may theater affliation - yung iba sa events naman. Umm. Ano pa ba. May mga taga commarts din pero ibang school syempre. Incoming third na din sila.

Ayooon. Masaya siya talaga. Tuwing umuuwi ako, ang saya saya ng pakiramdam ko. Ewan.

Parang ngayon. :) Pero may mga iba pang rason. Haha. :)

Ciao.

at oo nga pala.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Anne Dizon!
Sorry talaga at hindi ako nakadalo sa Lipa. Wak. Sorry.. :( Labshoo.

Putragis talaga.

Naiinis ako.

Pero ayoko sabihin kung bakit.

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Camera O Debut?
Camera O Debut?
Camera O Debut?

EHHH. Gusto ko pareho.

Pero kailangan isa lang.

Hmmn. Still undecided.

I was reading Shayne's LJ and I realized that I cannot blog in straight English anymore. If you would read my entries, my sentences tend to be supported with tagalog words if I'm really not sure with the grammar or with the word that I would be using.

It just dawned on me that my English (now) sucks - supported by my 2.75 english oracomm grade.

Gahd.

Maybe I should start speaking in English (as much as possible) again - fluently.
I miss being in ob - the "Speak-english-or-else-you-will-pay" (Literally. - You have to pay a peso for every tagalog word you would say - And the money will always end up being someone else's lunch. If you get my drift.)
Oh and being with Sha and trying to keep up with her english-ing. :P

Speaking of. I just can't wait for our girls night out on friday the 13th.

But I'm still upset. I really realllly wanted to go to the farewell. I was uber excited about it -- I already bought toiletries, a bag, and other necessary girly stuff. I was even already planning to start to pack tomorrow. Unfortunately, it had to be moved. Oh well. I have classes and I doubt that my mom would allow me to be absent from that.

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I think I'm getting better at using my mom's sewing machine.
I'm now sewing a bag for my gold dress (I'm obssessed with everything gold and brown now.) And i'm working on getting the lining fixed.

I love Ylaya - such wonderful gorgeous fabrics on the street that cost less than a hundred bucks per yard.

Paradise.
I must go back there soon.

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And now, I'm enjoying life as it is. -- No more pessimism. The suspense is over.

And to think that I just told someone yesterday that I'm too lazy and i'm NOT going to wake up early in the morning just to freaking line up to use a computer for only 10 minutes. -- It turns out that I would eat my words and I ended up waking up at 6am just to get to school at 7 -- and due to the uneding delays, I got there by 740. Amidst all the annoyance that I felt - Because I really thought that the line was already long, It turns out that there was only one girl and one boy lined up at the still dead pc.

Ah. Goodie. Third in line. After a few strikes, spares, fences, gutterballs -- was playing bowling in my phone, it was now my turn infront of the pc. FINALLY.

Login. "Click" grades. *eyes scrolling down the list*. Whoopdeedoo. RC - passed. Philo - passed. Check other subjects' grades. Jeepers! (thank you Jennifer Humphrey). I passed all of my probable fail-able subjects. And for the first time ever in my UST life, I did not get a grade lower than 2.75.

Love it.

Happy Holy Week.
I wish I was somewhere else right now - like perhaps, Paris, France? :P

Be safe and be good everyone.
Ciao.